A/N: Hey I'm so sorry it took me a while to update this new chapter but I've been filled with exams and school is being just annoying! But here you have the new chapter of the story and I hope you like it! Oh, And thank you so much for your super kind reviews! BadassGenius and I are very happy that you like the idea of this story!... We hope this chapter is worth the wait!


After their very awkward meeting with the divorce lawyer, both Addison and Derek went back to the hospital, trying to get over all the drama in the lawyer's office. Derek never expected to see Addison acting the way she did , he expected they would finish the process without any kind of trouble between them and after that they would be just an ex-husband and ex-wife who would constantly say hello to each other.

But what happened earlier was nothing like he had imagined. He knew that Addison was right at some point but he was too proud to admit it. After spending over a decade next to Addison he would think that he knew every single detail of her, he had always thought she was very different from her family, that she was a girl who would never hurt anyone and that she would never ever do something like this.

He couldn't stop thinking about her soon-to-be ex-wife. Did he break her that bad that she wanted to hurt him taking the land in Seattle? Or even worse, the trailer? Addison must have really hated Derek right now to ask for the trailer.

"Derek? Are you listening to me?" Derek heard Meredith saying. They were sharing a table in the cafeteria but he was too busy thinking to talk to any person, even to his girlfriend

"I'm sorry Mer, I was- What were you telling me?" He simply asked

"I was asking you how was your meeting with the lawyer. Are you free now? I mean I'm not the dirty mistress anymore?" She asked smiling, expecting the answer she wanted to hear

"Things got complicated. Addison wants to take practically everything away from me and I obviously didn't agree, so the divorce won't be complete until we decide who gets each thing"

"Seriously? Isn't Addison rich enough to buy the whole state? Why would she want to take everything from you?"

"I just don't know what to think anymore… But if she wants me to fight, I swear Meredith, I don't care, she can't just take away the things I want the most, she just can't"

"What are you gonna do then?" She asked curious

"Well, I gotta find a lawyer… I don't know, I think I should talk to her first"

"You shouldn't, we've done enough. Right now you're the last person she'd like to talk to" Derek simply nodded and left

Meanwhile, Addison decided to be filled by her work so she wouldn't have time to think about the meeting. The last thing she wanted to do was starting to think that she did something bad and she knew that if she wasn't busy working those thoughts would eventually come to her head.

When she thought the day was about to get easier, she saw Mark in the nurse station, so she went there to pick up her patient's chart. Mark just looked at her expecting to hear something from her but she didn't say anything she just smiled and tried to leave

"So, I heard you got divorced today" Mark slapped. Just listening the word 'Divorce' caught Addison's attention

"What did you get? The Hamptons, right?" Addison just shook her head "Derek took the Hamptons? I can't believe it, he hates it... It's not that I care, but I left my bike in the brownstone so I wanna take it back"

"No one has gotten anything, Mark! The divorce is not finished yet, if you're interested to know. Besides that, there's nothing to tell"

"Don't tell me that you are thinking to take him back because if you do that I swear-"

"What! No, Derek and I are done, we're over. I'm not making the same mistake I have already made... All I want is Derek paying for what he's made me going through, so I'm asking to get all of his proprieties in Seattle"

"You're not seriously doing that! Why would you want that?"

"What else did you expect me to do, Mark? I couldn't just see him getting what he wants, being with his- girlfriend and being happy while I'm broken and completely alone... If you wanna take his side, that's on you! Now my patient needs a c-section and after that I have another meeting with my lawyer, so I don't really have the time to be standing here talking to you!"

Few hours later, right after leaving the hospital, Addison went back to her hotel room where she wanted to rest and try not to think about what was coming next to her, now that she practically made her own divorce more complicated than already was.

After spending few minutes alone there, only with her messy thoughts, she heard someone knocking on the door. She knew it was Mark, since he had moved to Seattle, he had been living in the same hotel as Addison, so she was getting used to his visits. After all, he was the only person, the only guy she knew she could talk to and wouldn't ever judge her. She slowly walked to the door to open it, but it surprised her that Mark wasn't the one standing behind the door

"How did you find me here?" She simply asked very distant

"I made some phone calls" Derek admitted clearing his throat, he wasn't really sure why he decided to go there to face Addison, all he knew was that he needed some answers.

"What do you want?" She asked coldly

"Are you not gonna let me come in?"

"I'd rather not to… Besides, I think I was very clear earlier when I told you that I won't tell you anything without my lawyer "

"Addison, please. I know I did something terrible. I know how you feel, I really do. But is there a reason for us to act like this? I mean, we both did things that we're not proud of, but I've never tried to hurt you. What I did that night… it was because we couldn't keep lying to ourselves, we weren't a happy couple, we haven't been like that in years, we should have made different choices, I know that"

"If you wanna tell me anything you should come to your point because I don't really have to stand here listening to you all night. I've got better things to do that standing here listening to your crap!"

"Addison, I'm trying to say my point. I'll be fast, okay?" he inhaled and exhaled deeply "I get that you're mad at me, I get that you hate me right now. But I need to remember you that you did the same thing to me and I got over it"

"You got over it? Really? Because the last thing I remember is you treating me like a completely stranger during the last years of our marriage, so I think I've earned the right to act like this" she shook her head in disapproval "You can't come here showing me your best smile and ask me to move on like nothing ever happened. You just can't!" Addison growled. She was nervous and she was getting angrier and angrier every second.

"Please, just listen to me. I hired a lawyer. She told me that I shouldn't talk to you, not in work and not trying to find you. But I think we can work this out without doing all this. I want us to move on, we shouldn't start a legal fight only because we're mad at each other, I think you should consider what I've offered you in the first place, after all you win there, after all you deserve that. I wouldn't do anything neither with the brownstone or the house in The Hamptons, you are the one who enjoys those places, not me, not anymore… And I know that maybe I'm asking you too much since the divorce is my fault, but all I'm saying is that think about the offer I made first"

"Do you think that because you came here to my hotel room, with your 'McDreamy' eyes and smile, I am gonna take back what I did? Because if that's the case, I'm really gonna start to think that I have wasted the last twelve years of my life with a guy who doesn't even know me! I don't care what you want, Derek! We're doing this because we can't even stand each other! We're doing this because you've treated me like I wasn't your freaking wife back in New York and don't get me even started about Seattle! You can't ask me to be civil with you! After we are done with this hell you are gonna be freaking dead to me!"

"If you hate me that much, why'd you keep my surname?"

"That's easy. Everything I own, including my medical license, belongs to Addison Shepherd. So, if I take off your surname I'd have to change everything. It's nothing personal, you see. It has nothing to do with you, Derek. It's because of my job, nothing more" she shrugged her shoulders, she wanted to let Derek know that his surname didn't mean anything to her anymore.

"You used to love me Addison. We were each other's best friends, I know I had a relationship with another woman and you had one night stand but I don't hate you"

"You're such a naïve, Derek Shepherd! Mark and I wasn't a one-night-stand! After you left we had a relationship, I was in love with him! I even got pregnant with his child, though I had an abortion several days after I found out when I caught him with another woman. So, you still don't hate me?" She admitted, Derek was speechless, he couldn't believe this was actually the truth. "But still, Mark Sloan is the one who put me back together! You're the one who broke me! We were trying to be Addison and Derek again and what the fuck did you do to me? What, Derek? Now tell me, how could I possibly not hate you?" she yelled, her eyes full of repressed tears "Now, can you leave my hotel room?" Addison completed

"I'll see you tomorrow at the meeting with the lawyer and just for you to have a little sneak peek, I won't only ask for the things in Seattle, I'm gonna fight really hard for you to get nothing. I can't believe I was such a stupid person by taking you back again. Just remember, you wanna do it on your way, that's fine but don't forget that you started it"

Derek left the hotel, as Addison just got back to her bed, she thought she might have done a mistake telling Derek what happened right after he left, now there is a chance that he would use it against her. She knew it was hard, she knew it was gonna be damn hard but she was gonna fight for what she wanted because she still had the expectation that at least this could go as she had planned it. She'd think that she was afraid of a situation like this, but she actually wasn't, she needed to fight back not only to get what she wanted and prove Derek wrong on many things, but to gain trust in herself and believe that she had the chance to get what she was asking for in her own way.


A/N: What do you think? Do you think Addison did good on telling Derek the truth? Review and tell me what you think! I'll try to update soon!