Claire's point of view
1 week later
It has been one week since, Shane and I sat down to talk about our feelings. I know that he was worried about me, and he would have good cause to, as my grief has overwhelmed me and I have been pushing Shane away. Since my parent's died a year ago all I have felt is grief and anger, I feel like I am to blame for their death. Then I have been pushing Shane away because of the grief, I have been feeling. When Shane of all people knows what it is like to lose your loved ones, which makes him the best person to talk.
Then there are my gorgeous children who are nearly two and half years old, and I feel as if I have let them down, and I felt as if I have been letting Shane down as well. Therefore, when he pulled me aside the night before my parent's anniversary and he said he need to talk.
I thought that he was going to leave me.
Therefore, when he looked at me with those big brown eyes of his, it made my heart melt and he asked me to talk about my grief.
Being the first time in a long time, I just let my feelings consume me and I let go.
That is when he pulled me into a hug and rocked me backwards and forwards in his arms, I finally felt like I was at home and that I was safe. Therefore, that is when I decided to ask him how he felt when Alyssa and his mom died. Then as he started to open up to me, about how he feels well it makes me feel that I can relate to this. That is when I kissed him with need and urgency and then that led us to having sex for the first time in a long time, which now brings me to today.
Since Shane and I had sex, I have been sick every morning for the past week and my period is 2 weeks late. From the little stick, I am holding in the bathroom, that this can only mean one thing I Claire Danvers is
