I keep forgetting this so… disclaimer – I do not and never will own Victorious, this amazing show belongs to Dan Schneider.
Jades POV
Before I could process what I had just done the bell rang which signaled the start of my next lesson which happened to be Improv with Sikowitz, he's not the worst teacher I actually look forward to his lessons.. If you tell anyone I will attack you with my scissors I sharpened them this morning!
"Jade.. babe?"
"What?" I questioned
"I said who are you talking two? Your eyes have been glued to the screen for the past 40 minutes, anybody would think you have found me a replacement" Beck chuckled along with the rest of the gang
"Don't be stupid, who do you think I am? it's just my sister, she's.. uh sick, anyway what are we doing still standing around – come on!" I snapped with that I snatched Becks hand and held it in mine, he didn't object.
When we arrived in Sikowitz' room, we were greeted by the sight of our favourite teacher attempting to dye coconut milk pink with food coloring, by now we were used to his weird ways and we took our seats in our usual places, me obviously situated next to Beck with his arms around me- the way it always should have been. I sighed to myself as Sikowitz rambled on about theatre around the world, I couldn't help but go off with my thoughts there was so much going on and I can't even begin to comprehend what is about to happen to my life.
UH! I know what you're thinking – Why can't you just tell him?(Beck) He's your boyfriend and you have lost him enough times in the past to want to avoid it again the next 10 years, but what I am I supposed to say?
I continued acting out in my head the ways in which I could tackle this situation, all I knew was that I shouldn't be scared Jade West is fearless- well to an extent.
How about…
Hey Beck I'm going to become pregnant for the next 9 months with my sisters baby and there is nothing you can do about it, is that cool with you?
Or maybe I should get Robbie and Cat to perform a song to make the news seem more positive? They seem to be pretty good at that!.. No, no that will just make him hate me more for it, I hate to admit it but I think it has to come from me and soon this would give him a chance to escape from this fucked up situation I wish I could, there is also a part of me that hopes Beck will be supportive and not leave me alone but I know that I can't expect him to stay especially as it isn't going to be our baby.
All this thinking was causing me to have a headache, without even realizing what I was doing I l brought my hands up , placed them on my head and just sat there, but of course a certain fluffy haired Canadian noticed.
"What's up? "he wondered as pulled be into a tight hug
"Now's not really the time, how about you come to my house later?" I say trying to put a halt to the questions for now
"We always go to the RV after school, our little tradition we won't be disturbed there" He said and nudged me a little
"Yeah I know but there's a few things I need to take care of, besides things are gonna change from now on, you need to get used to it" I responded, the last part of this sentence was spoken in nothing more than a whisper, hoping that he wouldn't catch on
"Whatever floats your boat, Steam boat Suzy" he gave me a cheeky smile
"SHUT UP! "I replied angered – Beck still loves to tease me about that role, it should have been mine not Vega's.
Finally the end of the day, I couldn't be more happier right now, can't you see my smile? That was a joke I only smile around Beck.. and Cat. That reminds me where did she go I said we would wait for her and Beck would drop her home, she doesn't have a drivers license, I am kind of relieved about that!
"Hey Jadey!" I heard a familiar voice sing with happiness
"There you are, you ready? Becks waiting in his truck"
"Yeah sorry I just had to go to my locker and get my pop princess CD , you think Beck will mind if we listen to it on the way home? Pleasey! Cat begged
Oh boy this will be a loooong ride, I guess it would stop Beck from interrogating me for half of the journey, I think it's sweet he is concerned and I shouldn't really complain, the break – up has made him show his emotions a little more- except when we are watching Titanic and I am laughing at the ending while Beck is in tears!
I am SO sorry for the long wait, I have been so busy lately with homework ect, I know lame excuse, but I haven't forgot about this story I am genuinely so sorry guys! Hope you enjoyed this chapter It would have been uploaded yesterday but I forgot my login:') anyways I'm gonna write another chapter now to make it up to you, and guess what it will be make or break for BADE! Again so sorry, please review if you feel like it
-Badealicious
