The class was in session.
How much more of this will I have to take? I remember the first day I saw him, I'm quite sure he thought I knew who he was.
I did.. but not for what he was known for. I knew who he was for my own reasons.. my own reasons being Lily.
I don't remember what it's like to have love someone, for so long.. I found myself to be someone in Lily's life, but what ended it would be something I still and do regret. Not for going back on my word and calling her a mud-blood, but for all those times I pushed her away when I was hurt. She came.. she always came and wrapped herself around me. Pulling me toward her chest and soothing me with a hush. In this world of reckless happenstance.. that wouldn't, couldn't last forever. Not even in a world full of magic. The differences between me and and that imbecile James, was that he couldn't have loved her... especially if she wasn't with him, but I could. I proved that.
Can't I have that recognition?
Her eyes haunt me in my dreams.. countless times have I came to visit the 'Mirror of Erised'. Countless times i've seen her beautiful magnificent face, blowing kisses at me.. someone so undeserving. How many times has she mouthed 'i love you'.. she never did.. and even if she did love me in a sense, it wasn't enough. She could have stepped aside when the dark lord had told her, but she didn't.. that what i always loved about her.. she could have left my side but she never had tried .. I left hers.
"I think Snape fancies you, Harry.. by the way he's looking at you." Ron nudged.
Snape straightened his back and clenched his hands into a fist, "Ten points."
It never ceases to amaze them.
Snape roamed the corridors at night, hoping to find something.. a certain someone. Every night it would be the same.. someone to no avail.
This night would have to be different..
'Severus' rasped a whispering voice.
I hold my breath just to hear you speak,
Snape instantly spun around.
no one.
He quietly walked back to his room. His sanctuary and while there were two seats to be sat on, he sat on the floor. His eyes gazing the ceiling, and his eyes and arms fell in defeat. A small drip was heard, followed by many. Bringing his knees to his chest to find warmth, he tilted his face the other way.
'don't be lonely.' the voice faded.
It was a dry, summer's day. Hot was one word to describe.
They met at the playground. It was funny how they were so intact. whenever they needed one another, they found each other there.
Only once, had Severus been at Lily's, He was welcomed, but he felt as if it would be a bother.
"Sev. is that you" She quirked a smile.
Sitting on the swing, was Severus picturing the sky.
"The sky is so orange Lily.." Severus remained his look on the sky, and not once turned to face Lily.
As if she were jealous, she slowly made her way to the unnoticed Snape, and placed her hands on his lap, as if she needed supported.
I hope this dream never ends.
She too looked up, and that's when a very red faced Snape looked her way. Her neck being few inches away, and as her face lowered, her green eyes sparkled and her pink lips curiously shaped a smile.
Severus began stammering, and so his hot face was burning.
You don't know what you do to me..
Ridiculously embarrassed, he began swinging, and as Lily still in front of him, began to fall everything was blurring. He caught her around the waist, and she and him swung on the same swing.
Her smile, formed a beautiful laugh and her arms tied around his neck.
The higher they went, the wider her smile grew, and soon a laugh escaped Severus's mouth.
The yellow sun beamed through the orange sky and no longer was the hot air affecting poor Snape, but a Lily around his neck.
Gradually they stopped..
The swing was no longer in movement, and Snape's hand was misplaced. His eyes were lost in her's and as she sighed, she hugged him tightly. Her neck brushing against his nose, and her dry hair moved slightly onto his shoulder.
Her eyes closed, his eyes drifted. The whole world seemed to disappear from his mind.
That didn't matter.. nobody did, except for the girl on top of him.
I hope i'm doing the right thing..
"Lily! I.." Severus began.
and the stuttering continued.
A/N: I like this one, please review and toodle loo :)
