A/N I just couldn't WAIT to do this episode! So i did it :)
Enjoy!
Gravity Falls belongs to Alex Hirsch, blah blah blah...
S2E11
Why did she do it?
She had a choice and blew it.
Maybe she restored her relationship with one,
But lost the other's along the way.
I trusted her,
But I guess she didn't feel the same.
Maybe she had never felt the same way.
Maybe she was just using me,
But why?
After all that I had done for her,
She chooses the enemy.
Did she know the consequences?
That the whole world could have been blown to shreds?
Maybe she didn't know.
Maybe she didn't CARE.
Why would she anyways?
When she had to make the choice,
Was it REALLY that hard to see?
Her faithful, loyal, always-forgiving and protective twin brother?
Or her lying, cheating conman of a 'Grunkle', who might have not really cared about putting those he knew and loved at risk?
Maybe I just don't know them anymore,
Maybe I don't know ANYONE anymore.
The journal was right,
I should have listened to it from the start,
But in the end,
I took the consequences,
And they broke my heart.
Again, I ponder
On why she did it...
It doesn't make sense,
Nothing adds up to it.
I was always there for her,
Was it that hard to see?
Maybe she didn't notice,
Or she never really cared for me.
Wait,
Why wouldn't she?
I sacrificed so much for her,
Yet in the end,
Gave nothing back to me.
I almost lost my body,
to a certain-shaped demon,
After he lured me in,
With all the truths of reality.
Now she's walking off,
Hand in hand with her Grandpa and Grunkle...
While I'm here,
Left alone
Among all this rubble.
I still go here,
To the place where she broke our bond.
We were the Mystery Twins,
Now
Mystery Twins no more.
Now I can't trust anyone,
My trust to anyone I've known or loved
Is no more.
What if they're just hiding
Even bigger secrets,
But not telling me
Cause they think I can't handle it.
I've been through a lot,
A lot more than any 12 year old boy
Should go through.
I'm slowly losing my sanity,
Never again will I be sane,
As I have made a promise
With a certain demon's mind games.
Well that's about it for now,
But I have one last thing to tell you,
So listen up carefully,
As you don't want to miss a single detail.
And now dear journal,
I think its time we said bye.
But,
Oh ho! I'm not giving you away,
I'm burning all of you alive.
Piece by piece
Part by part
Until I've finished the job
And it's well done.
I'm not being unfair, dear journal,
But remember my words as you die,
Everyone in this town shall suffer,
And have your same demise.
And I will look upon it all,
And grin ever so wide,
Then follow the footsteps of a certain shaped demon,
Into the Darkness,
Away from the Light.
A/N Aaaaand, wow. That was darker than I had expected, honestly. And I felt very poetic.
Thanks for reading and have a cookie!
~CS369
