I wipe my clear tears away from my frightened face and realize that I have to think of a way to get out of this. this...toxic relationship. I sit down on my bed. "what if when he comes...im not here." i half smile, 'perfect' i think. 'but where will i go?' I clench my fits. 'i can't fight for myself, im too weak.' I sigh. 'but I could try.' Suddenly, a knock on the downstairs door,my eyes grow large,I can't breathe. I quickly look over to my window. I run over and open it but its too late. a shadow creeps over me and i feel cold hands on my pale shoulders and I freeze completely. "ready?" he laughs, tightening his grip. I realize there is no other way out..I jab my elbow in his stomach and try to run for the door! but hes quick on his feet and grabs my leg and drags me back to where we previously stood like i never left. "stop!" i cry out loudly, hoping he has some sense of pulls me up to my feet, face to face. "do..do you love me?" he questions, eyes watering. I nodd. But then i realize,I can't be in love with someone who abuses me, right?
