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Warnings: slash, cussing, self-abuse

Edward's POV

I wish I could kill myself, but I can't...this must be the only time that I have ever truly hated Carlisle for changing me. Why did you have to do that to me? Didn't you think that one day I'd meet a girl who would break my dead heart?

Are you alright Edward? I jumped up, who is this? The voice cleared their throat Jacob, I needed to talk to you and I heard your thoughts.I stopped him, you heard my thoughts? That's not possible Jacob sighed.

I wanted to say it to your face but I guess I have to let my thoughts do the talking, I raised an eyebrow as I waited for him to give me whatever news he had. Well, I came back because.....Iimprintedonyou the last part was too fast.

Can you repeat that? He sighed IImprintedOnYou still couldn't understand his thoughts, Jacob, if it is important then I suggest that you just spit it out. Once again he cleared his throat, look, just open the door I'll show you.

I didn't know what he could possibly want to show me, we'd never been close...or anything for that matter. Edward, come open the door or I'll break it down...

I got off my couch and walked over to the window, he was standing on the porch he looked up at me I shook my head. "just come up, I'm not leaving my room" I walked away from the window and sat on my couch.

In a few seconds Jacob jumped in the window and grinned, then he looked around my room "weird, didn't think I'd ever be in your room" I sighed. "please get to the point Jacob" he walked over and bent in front of me his cheeks were flushed.

"well, um here...." he pressed his lips against mine and I fell back against the couch, "mmph....Ja..." he remained in that position for several breathless minutes. Then he pulled away, "well there you go" I stared at him like a beaten puppy.

Jacob's POV

I stared at the expression he gave me, "what's wrong? Was it that bad?" he shook his head, "no I liked it I'm..........just confused........we were enemies for a long time". I winced hearing the words I had given to Sam thrown back at me differently.

"I imprinted on you Edward, and if you don't want to be with me now....I'll wait, we can always be friends" I smiled at him to reassure him. Inside I felt my heart breaking into tiny little fragments, he smiled softly "I see....we can be friends" I swallowed.

That was it, my heart shattered.....no it spontaenously combusted and the rest of my body attacked what was left. I swallowed, but still smiled, I kissed his forehead "alright Edward it's up to you but that wont stop me from loving you".

I turned to leave, he looked away, "Jacob?" I looked at him, "yeah?" almost too hopeful "maybe we could hang out tomorow" I nodded. "yeah, I'd like that I'll pick you up at seven" he nodded at me and I jumped out the window....

TBC

Yeah I know it's way short but I have school tomorrow don't worry longer chapter will come up soon.