Name: Hikaru H. Date: 4-15-20010 Period: 3 Class: Language arts
So... I'm expected to write an essay on last school year. No madder how many times I tell Mr. Wang I don't know how. It's not like I can't write... I just cant explain or even think about last year any more. It's that deep dark pit that I can't go near without breaking down. After all I did loose something... no someone I care about very much, and since I cant necessarily explain the situation; I guess I'm just going to have to tell it from the beginning. Thank god this is dew in three weeks other wise I probably wouldn't finish on time.
My troubles must have started sometime a few days ago last April.
I fallowed Kaoru into music room 3 rehearsing our lines.
"Hikaru, I told you not to tell any one that! It's personal." Kaoru cried gradually getting quieter until the end was a whisper.
"I'm sorry, you just looked so cute when you did it. I wanted to share it. I promise I'll be more careful, Kaoru." I added trying not to smile. The funny thing is we never acted any of it out. Except the lines to tell you the truth a lot of it was improvised. And Kaoru's blushing was some what real to.
"Hay, Kaoru?" I asked looking up from what ever I was doing. It could have been a lot of things. I just don't remember which.
"Yah?" he answered, almost immediately.
"I want to come up with some thing new. You know to keep the girls on there toes." I explained.
"Yah?"
"But I can't… I have writers block." I smiled.
Kaoru sighed. " I'll help, but lets get threw with the old stuff for now, Kay?" he added.
"Kay." I said oddly. It wasn't strange for Kaoru to be so bland with me. Maybe from the out side it seems like nothing, but he pushed me of so easy… maybe it was all in my head but, it seemed like he'd been doing it all day. Funny thing is I didn't fully realize it till now.
"Are you okay?" I suddenly asked. He sighed again.
"No… Yes? I don't know, Hikaru. I'm just tiered I guess." Again so bland.
"Have you been sleeping okay? I could try to make you more comfortable." I said using my best French accent at the end. Then I moved my arms around his torso and pooled him into a tight backwards hug. He smiled.
"That could be arranged." He said chuckling. Thinking back I can still smell his sweet vanilla like aroma from his neck, and feel his soft cheek on my lips. He turned and touched his forehead to mine.
"I love you." He whispered.
"I love you to.' I whispered back as he put his head on my shoulder. I put my face in his hair and inhaled. Kaoru, to me, had a very unique sent. A worm, misty yet some how still sweet smell, that I can only identify as Kaoru; LOL YAY KAORU! LOL
Any way, we jumped apart to Tamaki yelling; "No mocking the French!"
"Why." We said in unison.
"We mock you all the time, how is it any different?" We glared. Tamaki opened his mouth to say some thing but was interrupted by Haruhi telling "him to stop tormenting the twins."
