A/N: I'm back for chapter 2! I've gotten one review so far, but tons of favorites! So try reviewing this chapter and tell me what you think! This time it's told mostly inb Risa's POV because I wanted to show her conflict, as well as her conversation with Nobu.

Warning: This chapter contains wet dreams and other sexual stuff.

Disclaimer: Aya Nakahara yadda yadda yadda. Blah blah blah.

Chapter 2: Am I ready for this?

"Well I guess I shouldn't be surprised." Nobu says as she leans across the table to take a long sip of her drink. It's the day after Otani and I had our 'date', and the day after I found out that Otani actually wanted me. Me of all people- Risa Koizumi, the towering amazon.

"Surprised by what?" I ask, raising my eyebrow at her in suspicion. She had been pretty much silent the entire time I panicked about the whole sex thing to her. Come to think of it, I had never even asked her if she had ever even had sex... I guess I just assumed because she's so much more confident than me. Just the thought of baring myself to Otani...I would die of embarassment.

"That you and Otani haven't gone that far yet!" She exclaimed, throwing her palms down on the table in frustration. The waitress nearby eyed her warily, to which I couldn't help but snicker a bit. That didn't last long though, for there were still more important matters at hand. "I mean you have been dating for a year. But you two idiots don't have a sexual bone in you're body. Okay that came out weird, but you know what I mean!" Nobu added between little spurts of laughter.

"I just...I mean how did you and Nakao deal with it the first time? What about you Chiharu; have you and Suzuki...?" I turn to my shy red-faced friend who I had nearly forgotten about due to her quietness. I can feel my face heat up just at the subject. I can't believe I'm even thinking...I mean it's one thing to want Otani, which I do, and it's completely different to actually give myself to him.

"I...well um. We're waiting." Chiharu responds meekly, feeling completely out of place no doubt. I'm just glad I managed to get them both to come down to visit this weekend. It was actually perfect timing because we had planned this weekend weeks in advance. Though I did feel kind of bad for stealing them away from their boyfriends, but tomorrow we would all be going to the lake together anyways.

"Okay, so Nobu...I mean...Gah! I'm just scared okay? What if I hurt him? What if it hurts me? What if-" But I'm interrupted by Nobu's hand smacking against my lips. Ouch! My lips sting, but besides my wide and panicky eyes I try to stay calm and listen to her.

"It's gonna hurt, okay? But it's worth it! And if you're not ready there are always other options." She adds suggestively, moving her hand off my mouth so I can breath.

"Other options?" I ask curiously. To be honest, I'm not exactly smart when it comes to sexual things. I've never even...touched myself. Really the only thing I know about sex is that the guy's thing goes into the girl's...So yeah, I'm pretty much at a first grade level on that.

"God Risa. You really are completely new to this. Okay, you can always use your hands on him. Or your mouth...Hmm..." She pauses, tapping her chin. I can feel myself choke on my own spit at her words. M-my hands? My...mouth? "You know I have been wanting to get rid of this for some time..." She pulls her bag over her shoulder, pulling out a blank tape. "This is an 'adult' video I found in Baby's room." She says frowning a bit.

"A video? You mean there was more than just that one you found before?" My eyes widen a bit, wondering what it is she suggesting.

"Well, last time I came over to visit I found it. I can't really blame him because I'm not really there anymore...but I couldn't help but get jealous." She shrugged, sliding the tape to my side of the table.

"So you carry it around in your purse?" I asked suspiciously, but I didn't let her answer. "Wait! You actually want me to watch porn? How is this going to help?" I look over to Chiharu and she looks like she's about to die of embarassment.

"Well, if you want to know more about sex then watch it in you're room by yourself some time. Or you could watch it with Ota-" My hands are waving back in forth, my face glowing red. She actually thinks I would watch this with Otani?

"I'll keep it just in case, but no way in HELL am I watching it with Otani if I ever even do watch it!" I stuff the tape into my bag, just as the waitress comes over to gives us our bill. We split it up between the three of us before heading outside.

We wave our goodbyes, each heading in a different direction. When I finally get home I wave to my parents, running upstairs and collapsing on my bed. I sit my bag on the night stand, the tape in side taunting me.

"I do want to do this...Maybe..." I think as I push myself up, grabbing my bag. I hold it to my chest for a second, then pull out the tape. I sit there, twirling it around in my hand a few times. What could it hurt? How bad could it be?

I hear someone outside my door. The tape falls to my bed as I let out a gasp. My brother creaks open the door, revealing a panicked and red faced me.

"Mom and Dad are going to the store-" I don't let him finish though.

"WHAT THE HELL? CAN'T YOU KNOCK?" I scramble off of my bed, slamming the door in his face on impulse.

"What is your problem?" He shouts back before stomping of down the hallway.

What is my problem? What am I even thinking? But...I really do want to give at least this to Otani...and it can't hurt...I lock my door before heading back over to my bed. I pick up the mysterious black tape, my hands shaking a bit as I pop it into the VCR player. I press the play button, gulping deeply as I run back to my bed.

I close my eyes and wait a bit before the screen finally starts to fade in. After a little while into the movie I can feel my eyes grow wider in embarassment and curiosity.

"I can't believe I'm watching this!" I shout a little too loudly, burying my face in a pillow and trying to ignore the moans from the television as the woman starts using her hands to pump the man's...thing...

I look up though, unable to ignore what is right in front of my face.

"I-I can't do that..." I bite my lip, my thoughts interrupted when my phone suddenly goes off. I glance down at the caller ID. Otani... Without thinking I flip open the phone.

"H-hey..." I stutter, trying find my remote to mute the television.

"Umm, hey Koizumi. So I was wondering when we're planning on going to the lake-" He stops talking as a loud moan interrupts him. OH MY GOD! I run up to the T.V, immedietly pushing the power button.

"I...uhh early tomorrow. Nine I guess." I mumble nervously. He's silent on the other line for a moment before he finally speaks up.

"Uh...Umm Koizumi?" He stutters.

"Yeah?" I ask, trying to hold back an embarassed shriek.

"Nevermind. See you tomorrow." I hit the end button, a sheath of sweat covering my forehead. Oh God... Otani thinks I'm a pervert now!

I sit there for a little, wondering about everything I saw on that taboo tape...Can I really do that? If I'm not ready for sex...can I at least please Otani? I...I don't know, but if I love him I should try. AHH!

-Otani's POV-

"O-O-Otani!" Risa moans breathily, my name hanging on the tip of her tongue as I slip my hardened manhood into her. We haven't even really started yet and she is already panting out of excitement. I find myself gripping my nails into the soft flesh of her back, but she doesn't seem to notice. I realize that my height is actually advantage as my tongue runs over the soft pink nub of her breast.

I start a steady rhythm going in and out, my climax edging its way up as she continues to moan my name.

"R-risa!" I moan, two exasperated to call her Koizumi as I usually do. "I-I'm..."

Ugh! I wake up hot and sweaty, a sticky substance covering my sheets. "DAMMIT!" I shout, throwing myself out of bed and glancing at the alarm clock. EIGHT-THIRTY? I don't bother getting the sheats, but I run to the shower with my swim trunks and a new set of clothes, rushing to get ready. I'm supposed to meet up with everybody in a half hour at the lake, which is ten minutes away!

Once I'm done getting ready I run out of my dorm, praying to God that Maku won't happen to look at my sheets, and hop onto my bike. I make it there just in time, and a second before Risa. My face glows deep red as I remember the other night, and then what I heard over the phone last night, and mainly my little mess this morning.

It was actually the first time I'd had a wet dream about Risa. Usually I dreamt of no one in particular...she never seemed to have a name or face. It had been clear last night though...it was Risa.

"You guy are always late!" Nobu rolls her eyes, her arm wrapped around Nakao. Chiharu and Suzuki are sitting underneath a tree nearby, trying to get some shade no doubt.

I glance over to see Nobu whispering something in Risa's ear, which causes her face to go red. For a moment I wonder what she could have said, but my thoughts disappear as I stare out at the soft blue-green lake water lapping against the rocky sand.

I look over to see Risa's eyes light up at the sight as well, momentarily forgetting all about this morning.

"It's such a nice day!" Risa shrieks as I run over to her. We both take off towards the water, caught up in the moment as usual.

"I know! Perfect for swimming!" I shout back excitedly as we bolt into the cool water.

After splashing for a few moments, ignoring the eye rolling of our friends still on land, I remember our conversation the other night. Am I still upset about her rejection? Sure. Will I push her about it? No.

-Risa's POV AGAIN-

As usual I woke up late, which was actually kid of fortunate for me because it allowed me absolutely no time to think about what I was , I was going to invite Otani over to my house to at least talk about what it was we wanted...and if possible...more than talk. I wasn't sure about actual sex yet, but I did at least want to make him happy.

I thought this over in my head as the two of us splashed through the water like two little kids, and luckily he seemed pretty oblivious. I noticed he stopped splashing, a peculiar look on his face. Was he still wondering about what exactly he had heard on the phone the other night? I panicked a bit at the thought.

"Umm hey I think I want to try and tan a little...You want to come up with me? You don't have to..." I inform him, but he nods in agreement.

"Yeah I was just thinking the same thing." Otani responds as we walk out of the water. I look around for the other four, but they're no where in sight. As Otani starts to walk ahead of me I notice something pretty embarassing...

"Umm...Otani?" He raises an eyebrow, turning to look at me.

"I...I think you ripped a hole in you're swim trunks." His face goes beat red as he searches for the hole.

"Are you kidding? Where?" He's frantic as he runs to grab a towel and wrap it around himself.

"Right there... UMM BUT DON'T WORRY I DIDN'T SEE ANYTHING THE HOLE IS SO TINY...I!" I stutter realizing what it must have seemed like.

He gives a sigh of relief, grabbing his bag of clothes and heading for a nearby one person restroom. "Be right back." He mumbles as he goes inside.

That's when the idea hits me. Why not now? We can talk about all this now...in privacy. That way...later tonight...

"Wait Otani!" I open the door a bit without thinking, rushing in a slamming it shut again. It takes me a moment to realize that he already has his swim trunks off...So here is Otani...bare. In front of my very eyes. I try to look away but my eyes can't help but focus on a specific spot below his hips.

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING?" He shouts in embarassment, turning around so I can't see it.

"I...umm...I uhh...I wanted to talk to you..." I can feel my cheeks get redder, recalling what I had just seen a second ago. For a small guy, his...thing...sure wasn't small.

"So you couldn't wait?" He shouts back as he rummages through his bag for some clothes.

"I wanted to have some privacy with you so...I wanted to talk about the other night...when you said you wanted me." He doesn't say anything, so I continue.

"I...I want you too Otani. But I want to be ready. I want to take every little step with you first. And I want you to be happy." I look down at the ground, almost ready to cry out of embarassment. By now he has his boxer on, so he comes over and hugs me, which is very unlike him.

"What do you mean?" He asks, his anger and embarassment still evident.

"I- I mean..." I stop talking, a burst of bravery shooting through me as I start to inch my hand down his chest. I stop them at the waistline of his boxers, glancing down to see a small tent in them.

"I want to make you happy." I finish, pulling back the elastic and slipping my hand in.

"Not here." He reaches his hand in, pulling mine out before I can reach his...thing. I frown, a little upset by his rejection. He seems to notice that and smiles a bit, his cheeks as red as mine. "I want to talk about this first. I'll be over tonight." He mumbles shyly, before pushing me towards the door.

"Now go find the others...I'll be out in a bit."

Haha sorry that Otani had to go and ruin it! Stay tuned for chapter three.