Just as Nick was about to put his mouth on me..
"Hey, guys, where are you-" Kevin yelled, and he stopped right as he got to the bathroom door.
Shit..
Nick jumped back, and fell down on his ass. "Uh-Uh- It-"
"What's going on.." Kevin asked cautiously.
He didn't exactly sound happy.
And I don't blame him, either.
Nick got up quickly, and buttoned his pants. "We-Well.." He said, and looked down in shame.
"I.. I think I'm gonna.." Kevin backed away a bit, and pointed behind him, like he was going to runaway.
And he did. He ran into his room, and slammed the door shut.
"Oh, God..."
"At least mom and Dad didn't find us..like that."
"I'll go and try to talk to him.." I headed twards Kevin's room and jiggled the door handle. It wasn't locked so I walked in.
I saw him sitting on his bed, looking at me with a grin on his face.
"What?" I questioned.
"This is perfect." He said in a low voice.
"Look, me and Nick we were ju-"
"I know what you were doing. Don't even try to lie, Joe."
I should have known better then try to explain myself. Nick came in finishing off his belt. He missed a loop.
"Kevin we-"
"Don't, he already knows."
"Oh.." He looked down and shuffled his feet. He's so childish..
"So." Kevin inturupted my thoughts.
"So?"
"I won't tell if..." He paused to think. He wasn't seriosuly going to blackmail us, was he?
"That's not fair Kevin." Nick said said looking away from us.
"Oh, but it is."
"How so?" I asked giving him a look.
"Because, You took him away from me." He stood up and walked behind Nick, wraping his arms around his waist.
Nick gasp and jerked away from him running behind me.
"Are you fucking serious." I was so close to snapping. Nick... he was mine. And no one else. I wasn't going to stand for it.
"As a heart attack. Why do you think I always took him out? When you left him to go on dates."
"I..." He was right. I did always leave him.. for dates, work, a lot of things.
"I'm sorry Nick.." I whispered. Kevin had a point and I couldn't deny it.
"It's okay.. really.." He hugged me and kissed my cheek. Kevin looked disgusted. Only because Nick wasn't giving him attention.
"Nick. Why do you like him? I'm your brother too. I always payed more attention to you. And yet, you're too stupid to see that."
"I'm not stupid, Kevin." He shouted at him. It takes a lot for Nick to get mad..
"Let's go, Nick." I took his hand and started out the door.
"I don't think so." Kevin demanded.
"And why is that?"
"You don't want mom and dad to know, do you?"
"No..."
"Then we're making a deal."
I sighed. I can't believe this stupid fucker is doing this. I wouldn't want mom and dad to know.. But I don't want Kevin to take Nick away from me, either.
I'll just figure something out, later..
I just let go of Nick's hand, and glared at Kevin, then walked out.
"This isn't happening." Nick said loudly, and I watched him try to walk out of there, but Kevin grabbed his arm, and pulled him back. I bit my lip and walked over to my room.
I heard Nick yell "What the fuck is your problem!" From here.
Nick's POV ;DD
I can't believe he just left me. In here, with Kevin, and I don't trust him.
He was right about a few things.. Joe has left me a lot of times to go on dates. Kevin was always nice to me, and he was always happy to see me,
but right now.. I was honestly scared of him. He could do whatever the hell he wanted, and I wouldn't be able to do shit about it.
I could try to fight it, but it's not like I could win.
"So, Nick.." Kevin smiled, shutting his bedroom door.
Dammit.
"W-What?"
"Don't be so nervous. You can trust me." Yeah right.
"I fucking doubt that." I backed away from him eyeing the door. Maybe I could make a run for it?...
Or maybe not..
I looked at Kevin, his eyes were...not bright like usual. They were dull and..strange.
"What do you want, Kevin?"
"I want you, Nick. Always have."
I knew I shouldn't have asked.
I darted from the door but he caught the back of my collar, nearly choking me. I started to tear up, knowing no one could help me. Joe abandoned me.
"Don't cry, Nicky.."
"Well, then get the fuck off of me!"
"No, no. We have a deal.."
"We never agreed to a fucking deal. Now let me go." Tears ran down my face as I tried to escape.
"Now.." He pulled me to the bed, pushing me down. I can't believe he was doing this.. To me.
"Kevin, please."
"What was that?" He pulled his shirt over his head, taking it off. He was seriously going to..
"Please.. If you cared about me you wouldn't do this.."
"I'm doing this because I care. Don't you get it? You're mine. Not Joe's. Joe doesn't care about you.."
"That's not true!"
"It is. Now shut up."
"Why do you have to be such a jerk!" I yelled at him. My eyes now started to sting.
"Because! You shouldn't care about him.. When I care about you!"
I couldn't believe this. I don't even know who I should trust now..
Could it be that Joe was just bored? Or playing around with me?
I don't even know..
"Get off me." I mumbled, trying not to look at him.
"I love you.." He whispered, and I could feel him staring down at me.
"Get. Off. Me." I yelled, trying to kick at him. Which didn't do anything.
"Please, Nick.. I love you with all my heart.."
"How should I trust you."
"How? Just think of all the things I did for you.. All the time I spent with you."
He was right. I always looked up to him but I looked up to Joe as well. Yeah Kevin was nice and kind. But Joe seemed to know exactly what he wanted. He knew where he was going in life. How did I get dragged down to this..
"But, Joe.."
"Forget Joe..."
I felt the dried up tears on my face. I couldn' shake this feeling that maybe.. Maybe Joe was lying. He always did come home saying stuff like "This girl told me she loved me, I said it back to avoid her feelings of being hurt."
Maybe he did that to me...
"Nick?.."
"Yeah..."
He looked down at me for a long time. I had no idea what he was going to do..I felt scared.
"Tell me you love me.." I could see tears building in his eyes. He was telling the truth. He did love me...
"I...I love you, Kevin.." He smiled and a tear fell from his eye falling on my cheek. I could tell he was happy. I felt happy..
He leaned down slowly, and gently pressed his lips against mine. I closed my eyes, and put my hands on the sides of his cheeks.
Kevin leaned in more, putting his hands on my hips. He licked my bottom lip, and I opened my mouth a bit, feeling his tongue sliding in. He moved his hand under my shirt, and I squirmed under him, wrapping my arms around his neck.
He pulled away a bit, "Do you like this..? A-Are.. You okay with it?" Kevin asked, frowning.
I just nodded slowly, face heating up a bit.
"Okay.. I mean.. You were upset.. And.. I just wouldn't want you going along with this now.. And then go running back to Joe.." He said, looking away from me.
"I..won't.."
"Promise?.." He held out his pinky. Like we use to do when we were younger. My stomach tingled with joy. I was blind. Maybe I am supposed to be with Kevin..
"I promise." I wrapped my pinky around his and at that moment he lightly kissed me. I could feel him smiling on my lips. I felt so happy. I should forget about Joe..
"Hey I jus-"
We quickly sat up and saw Joe standing at the door. His mouth was open because he could obviously see I wasn't fighting Kevin away. I felt like a whore.
Just 10 minutes ago I was with Joe in the bathroom..
"I think you should leave, Joe.." Kevin said in a hushed tone.
"Nick.."
"Shut up, Joe. You left me here. Abandoned me like you always did.."
"I just needed to figure stuff out."
"There's always an excuse..." I felt like an asshole..
"Nick-"
"No, you left me here. And in result of that, this is what happend.."
"I can't believe you.." Joe said, with his head in his hands. "You would just forget about me like that.."
He stood there, tears quickly filling his eyes. I felt bad. But I can't trust him.
"Really.. You should just leave.." Kevin told him, and I could tell he was trying to be nice. He's not that bad, I guess..
I actually think.. I'm safe with him..
"A-Alright.." He wiped his eyes quickly, and ran out of the room.
Normally, I would chase after him. But I couldn't. I didn't want to.
Yeah, I sort of felt bad.. But I have to be serious, right? And tell him how I felt. And I did. He couldn't have his way..
"He'll be alright.." Kevin held my hand and kissed me on the cheek.
"Yeah, maybe he just needs to cool down."
I layed back down on the bed and sighed.
"What's wrong?" Kevin asked laying beside me. I looked over at him and forced a smile.
"Nothing."
I turned to my side and faced him. I felt bad that I hurt Joe's feelings but maybe he'll learn something out of it.
"Kevin..."
"Hmm?" He turned towards me and ran his fingers though my hair.
"Do you think I was...too mean?"
"You weren't mean. You were truthful."
"I know but-"
"The truth hurts."
"I know.." I crawled over on top of him, and smiled down at him.
He smiled, and reached up, pulling my face down. He kissed me, and I giggled.
I was actually happy.
"Nick.. What do you want to do?" Kevin asked, playing with my hair.
I pursed my lips and shrugged. "Whatever you want." I sat up on his lap, and stretched, yawning.
He laughed, and sat up a bit, too, using his elbows for support.
"You know.. You're really cute." He said, pinching my cheeks.
I scrunched up my nose, and swatted his hands away.
"No, I'm not.." I mumbled.
He rolled his eyes, "Whatever." Then he hugged me. "Do you want to sleep?" He asked, pulling back to look at me.
"Why would I?" I frowned.
"I don't know.. It's like, almost midnight? And you just yawned?" He laughed.
"So?"
"So.. I was thinking we could lay down and relax." He smiled and moved a curl over from my hair.
"Hmph, Okay okay." I laughed and and rested my head on his chest. He wrapped his arms around me, I melted into his warmth. I felt safe..
"I'm glad you're finally mine.." He whispered. I smiled and snuggled into his chest.
"Me too." I said, muffled.
Fffffttt.
I kinda feel sorry for Kevin. D8 BUT IT'S ALL GOOD.
First while we're writing this we're like, "He's kinda an asshole, dude."
THEN. We start feeling sorry for him.
NOW. We feel sorry for Joe, but think he's an asshole. xDD
And we write this shit. :|
OKAY, anyways. Comment? Please? Yes? :3
IT'D MAKE US LIKE, SUPER FRIGGIN' HAPPY. :|
