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Chapter 2: My how much I missed you

Fighting to regain my composure I take a deep breathe trying to claim my heart that is going a mile a second. It isn't him I tell myself, it is not Edward. I close my eyes willing this hallucination away, squeezing them till I see white dots dancing on my eye lids. I reopen my eyes to only be met with those eyes looking at me curiously. I gasp it is Edward. Before my mind can even catch up my feet carry me to him and I throw my arms around his neck still half expecting nothing to be there. My arms wrap around his warm neck and relief fills my every pore. Shocked by my actions he fumbles back then tightens the hug stroking my hair with one hand and my back with the other.

"Bella, I missed you so much! I thought I would never see you again, but here you are…" Edward leans his head against mine and I realize how much pain I caused the boy, my best friend. Tears poured down my eyes as if a dam had broken within me and I cried for the first time in five years. I let everything I had been denying myself from feeling pour down my cheeks while I was safe in Edward's arms.

Edward held me till the tears ceased. He knew me well even after all these years, he knew when I was ready to talk I would.

"Edward, I am so sorry! I never meant to hurt you I just thought you would be so much better off if I just left and you were mad at me. I am so sorry. Please forgive me I never meant to hurt you." A fresh stream of tears made their way down my eyes.

"Bella, I know, I know. I forgive you. Ha how could I not." He pulled away still holding on but forcing me to look at him. I hung my chin avoiding the eye contact until I felt a warm finger push my chin up and I looked into his eyes and melted. He had grown up so much since the last time I saw him. His face was still pale but had a little fuzz curiosity of being seventeen. His features were still soft as they had been when I left him; however, they looked as if they had seen many sad days. His hair was still a beautiful mess. Wait… Beautiful? Edward flashed me his crooked smile and I melted in his arms. Why had I never noticed how…how…HOT my best friend was before? My heart skipped a beat. What am I thinking? he probably hates me! My eyes met his again and they were filled with compassion and something I had never seen in his eyes, I couldn't quit put my finger on what it was he might be feeling but I definitely liked seeing it in his eyes.

"Edward." I involuntarily sighed.

"Do you remember when we were little and we had a wedding in my backyard?" Amusement ran across his face but at the same time uncertainty as if he was afraid of my reaction to what he was saying. I smiled and nodded reassuringly. "Then how could you possibly doubt that I would forgive you?" I was totally lost what did he mean by that.

"Wha-what do you mean?" I asked still looking into his gorgeous eyes. At this point I was surprised I wasn't a puddle on the hard ground. He laughed and pulled me against him again.

"How long are you here for?" He asked into my hair I almost didn't hear him through my thicket.

"I am staying. At least until college or something of that sort comes up." I said into his shoulder hoping he would hear the words and not the fluctuations in my voice as I thought of why I wouldn't return.

"What about Renee?" I couldn't help tears came out of my eyes and clutched Edward tighter as I tried to find the right words to say.

"She-she-she's….g-g-g-gone." I muttered into his shirt as I clung for dear life.

"What do you mean Bella? What happened?" his voice demand information and I knew it would do neither of us any good if I kept it from him.

"She died of cancer." I cried harder into his shirt. I felt him gasp as he squeezed me tighter. I cried again, feeling rather lame. Here I was reunited with my best friend and all I seemed to be able to do was cry. When once more I had no more tears to cry I looked up and met green. He looked so worried about me that I couldn't help but smile. He was so cute when he was worried. What am I saying?! He is my best friend and I keep thinking he is cute?! What is wrong with me I don't have a crush on the boy or anything. Wait do I? No No NO! I couldn't I am just glad to see him again after all of this time. Yeah that is it just happy to see him. But even as I thought these words I felt that they weren't the full truth.

"Bella, I am so sorry. I didn't know. Are you okay? I am so-" I put my finger over his lips to hush him, smiling slightly to reassure him that I was okay. I just looked into his eyes knowing that he could always tell my emotions better through my eyes then through my words. We sat there looking into each other's eyes communicating all that we needed to. It was starting to get dark but I didn't care I just kept looking into his eyes for who knows how long until my stomach growled and I laughed remembering I hadn't eaten all day.

"Let's get you home." Edward said finally. I moaned in protest but grabbed my book and walked down the path to my house with Edward by my side.

So that my friends is chapter 2 hope you liked. please R&R.

The chapters will get longer I promise!