Myca P.O.V
I slowly open my even though I know full well, that today is going to be the hardest of my life. I would rather go through that car crash again if I meant I could change what today is.
"Myca, are you awake honey?" I hear my Mum say from behind my bedroom door.
"Yeah, I am awake Mum" I say whilst rubbing the sleep from my eyes
"We have to go in an hour… So yeah" I hear her say followed by a small sob
"I am just going to jump into the shower and then I will be down" I say flipping my leg over the side of my bed before grabbing my water-proof prosthetic leg and putting it on.
I stand up and head to the bathroom, I look in mirror to see and all I can see is my Ma staring back at me in my reflection, I shake my head to get rid of that image and when I open my eyes again I notice that I have bags under my eyes again. I shake my head again before walking over and turning on the shower. I wait a few minutes before jumping in, I quickly wash my hair and body before hopping out of the shower. I blow dry my hair before putting up in a ponytail, I put on some makeup to cover the bags under my eyes before I walk into the room to see that Mum has set my clothes that I have to wear today. I see the Black Top with the matching Pants, I give a small smile when I see this because Mum always remembers that I hate wearing dresses, I wonder what Ma would have said if she saw this. I quickly put on the outfit to find it fits perfectly even though I was in the hospital when mum brought it. I put my shoes on before I head downstairs to find my Mum staring at her wedding album and quietly sobbing to herself. I walk over to her and wrap my arms around her neck before giving her a little squeeze.
"Thanks, Mija" she says giving me a little squeeze
"Always Mum" I say knowing that she needs to hear this
She gives me a sad smile before standing up and dusting off the imaginary Lint from her outfit, this is when I notice she is wearing the same outfit as me. I go to say something but before I can there is a knock at the door.
"I will be right back Mija" my mum says before she heads to the door.
"Santana" I hear my Auntie Quinn say
"Santana" I hear my Auntie Rachel say
My mum lets them in but doesn't say anything. I hear them walking towards the living room.
"Myca, you look gorgeous and just like your Ma" Auntie Quinn says before pulling me in for a hug.
Thankfully Auntie Rachel doesn't say anything and just gives me a hug then goes back to holding Quinn's Hand.
"Thanks guys" I say with a small smile before wiping imaginary dirt from my pants.
"Well, we better get going" Rachel says grabbing my hand and walking me outside leaving Quinn with my mum.
"They will be right behind us honey" Rachel whispers to me when we get outside.
I just nod before hopping in the car, a few moments later Quinn emerges from the house with my mum in tow. Mum gives me a small smile before she hops into the car beside me where she intertwines our fingers and then she gives me a reassuring squeeze.
"You look amazing Mum" I say as Quinn reverses out of the driveway
"As do you sweetheart" She says but doesn't look at me.
I know why to, I look just like her. I have her Blonde hair, her sparkling Blue eyes, the same face shape, the same forgiving heart and everything else that makes me a permanent reminder of her. I know that it is she isn't doing it on purpose, it just hurts to look at me and not see her in my face especially when I am a carbon copy of her. I am pulled out of my thoughts when the car stops and mum lets go of my hand, I look out the window to see that we have arrived.
Santana P.O.V
I am sitting on the couch flicking through my wedding album for the hundredth time, I stop on the photo of Brittany's and me during our first dance I always stop at this one, I see that I have my eyes closed while I rest my head on her shoulder and that she is looking at me like I am the only person in the world. I remember when she woke up at the hospital exactly four days after the accident, she looked at me just like she did in that photo but she always looked at me like that but this time it was different because little did I know that in a few minutes she would tell me that she loved me then her heart would give out and after ten minutes of CPR she would be declared dead.
I feel Myca wrap her arms around my necks before giving me a little squeeze.
"Thanks Mija" I say giving her arms a little squeeze back
"Always" She says before letting go
I stand up and brush the imaginary Lint and dirt from my pants, as I do that I hear a knock at the door.
"I will be right back Mija" I say before heading to get the door
I open the door to find Rachel and Quinn standing on the other side both have sad smiles on their face.
"Santana" Quinn says before giving me a hug, I give her a little squeeze before letting go
"Santana" Rachel says before giving me a small hug.
But I don't say anything instead I let them in before closing the door. After I shut it I hear Quinn talking to Myca
"Myca, you look gorgeous and just like your Ma" Quinn says, I stop in my tracks before turning around and walking into the kitchen where I sit down at the breakfast bar and put my head in my hands.
"Santana, we have to go" I hear Quinn say from the entrance to the kitchen.
"I know, I just need a minute" I whisper out
"Okay, I will wait for you at the door" She says before walking away.
A few seconds later I stand up before brushing my clothes off and walking to the door, where I find Quinn pacing across the hall. When she hears me coming she stops and looks up at me.
"You ready to go S?" She asks me seriously
"As ready as I am going to be" I say brushing my clothes off once again
"You look fine, come on Rachel and Myca are waiting in the car for us" Quinn says before opening the door and motioning for me to walk out. I wait until she locks the door and walks beside me before I head to the car.
"You can do this Santana" She says as we walk to the car
"I don't know if I can" I say looking at her, she grabs me and stops me from walking any further.
"If you can't do it for you, then at least do it for Myca. She has lost just as much as you have and she needs to see that she hasn't lost you too" Quinn says
"I am trying Quinn but she looks exactly like her" I say to her even though I know it is a feeble excuse.
"That's the reason she needs you more than ever, don't you think she doesn't know that every time you look her that you see Brittany? She lost Brittany too Santana, She lost her Mother and every time she looks in the mirror now all she sees in her reflection is Brittany, So stop acting like you are the person that was affected by her death, your daughter is drowning and you can't even see it" Quinn says before walking off and leaving me standing there
I quickly walk to the car, where I see Myca look up at me and I give her a small smile before sliding into the sit next to her. I intertwine our fingers and give her hand a reassuring squeeze before I look out the window.
"You look amazing mum" I hear Myca say to me
"You do too sweetheart" I say but I don't move my eyes from the window until I feel Quinn's gaze on me.
I look up to see her staring at me through the rear view mirror, I sigh and turn to look at Myca but I see that she is looking at the window completely out of it. A few minutes later we arrive at the church, I undo my belt before opening the door and hopping out to see that we are the last to arrive.
"Rach, we better head in" I hear Quinn say
I turn around to see Rachel say something to Myca before helping her straight out her clothes before walking over to Quinn and heading inside.
"Are we going to go in mum?" Myca say to me
"Yeah, it is time to say our goodbyes" I say before turning to her, I see that she bags under her eyes but I don't say anything.
"You look just like your Ma, and she would be so proud of you, you know that right?" I say looking at her properly
"Yeah I do, but I wish we didn't have to do this" she quietly fixing her pant leg
"You ready to do this Mija?" I say turning to face the church
"As ready as I will ever be" Myca say before I wrap my arm around her shoulders and we head towards the door.
