Another story :0...i know, i know.
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Rating: 'M' for language,cutting,drug use, death and other things.
RomancexAngstxTragedyxHurt/Comfort
Summary:AU/ highschool. Sakura's bestfriend commits suicide, and her other bestfriend disappears, when she's alone without the only two people who really understood her she drifts from everyone, and when her hope has drained away a new student comes and tries to figure her out, and help.
Chapter one: Summer, thearapy, and new neighbors.
Blood slid down the white porcelin of the sink, slipping into the darkness of the drain, staining pale skin as the blade connected with the numb flesh again.
Sakura haruno, 15 years old and already broken beyond repair - or so she thought. -, tears slipped down her pale cheeks as she began to clean her wrist so it wouldn't get infected or be noticed, placing a wrap around it she slipped on her sweater and slung her backpack over her shoulder, she didnt bother to clean her face, they'd all know anyway.
"Sakura!" A voice yelled up the staires, coming from the young red haired women who happened to be her mother.
Sakura didn't respond as she walked towards the staircase, placing a headphone in each ear as her ipod already played, her dull emerald eyes glanced at the women as they passed eachother.
"Your fathers in the car waiting."
Sakura pulled the hood of her sweater up over her long pink hair and walked into the blazing heat, sticking her hands into her pockets while trudging towards her fathers honda, a frown etched on her once flawless features.
"Why do you have that ridiculously heavy sweater on?" her father questioned once she shut the door as he backed up out of the driveway.
"It's cold." Sakura deadpanned, staring out the window as she turned her music up more, it's always been cold after they left, and nothing could make her warm.
"whatever" the man mumbled, rolling down his window.
Sakura shut her eyes, letting the music wash over her body and take her away from this place.
When she opened her eyes again, they were outside the facility.
"I'll be back around 6:00."
Sakura ignored him as she grabbed her bag and stepped out, walking towards the thick glass doors, disappearing from veiw once she was inside.
.X.
Sasori layed on his 'bed', throwing a ball up to the ceiling and catching it repeatidly, while mouthing the words to his music that blarred in his head so he wouldn't be able to hear Hidan and Deidara argue over nothing.
A soft sigh escaped his lips as he stood up and threw his headphones on the mattress, it was way to quiet and he wanted to find out why.
Loud laughter echoed through the house when Sasori opened his door and water fell on his head, clenching and unclenching his fists while he stood there soaked, "I'll give you untill the count of ten," he snarled at Deidara and Hidan."five...."
Deidara ran before Hidan, shoving the jashinist out of the way.
"ten," Sasori smirked, taking off after the two of them.
Itachi sighed when they ran by, asking himself why he even moved in with them
"Itachi" an emotionless voice said behind him.
The Uchiha looked over his shoulder, staring face to face with Gaara.
.X.
Sakura pulled out a notebook from her bag opening to a clean page that wasn't written on she began to write.
Dear Diary,
I took a sudden interest in you, and why? you ask, im not to sure.
But im quittiing... the drugs, i guess for now, i think it's been what? a week since my last one
I believe that's accually an improvement, don't you?
As for everything else, i don't think i can stop.
The release helps me deal with everything better, even though Tsunade said you would.
You don't by the way, so thanks for nothing.
I stopped by Sasuke's grave Diary, i think someone else goes there, maybe Itachi, i don't know i haven't seen him since the funeral.
I think it's funny how that works, you're so close to someone and than everything just crumbles.-
Sakura stuffed the notebook into her bag and trembled, biting her lip so hard to stop from crying, begging herself not to break down infront of all these people, she couldn't infront-
"Sakura?" A familliar voice questioned. "Sakura is that-...oh my god."
Sakura looked up, blinking in surprise when Itachi stood infront of her, she didn't want to see him here, oh god please no. she begged, letting her tears go now
"Sakura, it's been-"
"Haruno, Sakura" Tsunade called out, holding a clipboard in her hand while she stared at her paitent.
Sakura sat there frozen with shock before letting out a hiccup sounding sob and getting up, pushing past who ever was in her way to get to Tsunades office.
Tsunade eyed the Uchiha for a few more moments before disappearing around the corner.
"Gaara," Itachi swallowed hard, as he wiped his forhead. "Are you ready to leave?"
"Was he someone you knew?" Tsunade questioned, walking into the room, shutting the door quietly behind her.
Sakura wiped away her tears, sitting in the chair across from the blond, "y-yeah."
"Who was he?" Tsunade asked, crossing one of her legs over the other.
"Itachi... Uchiha." Sakura whispered, hugging her arms across her thin stomache as she stared at the floor
Tsunade nodded, saving that conversation for later. "Have you made any progress?"
"I stopped the drugs again, but your still the only one i talk to, "Sakura said to the floor.
"What about the cutting? and starving yourself? Sakura have you made progress on those things?"
"No." She deadpanned, throwing her bag over one shoulder as she walked towards the door.
"Sakura ..." Tsunade whispered, not bothering to stop the teenager from leaving.
.X.
Sasori stared at Itachi when him and Gaara returned home, leaning against the counter he brought his glass to his lips. "Somethings bothering you, Uchiha," he stated in deadpan, taking a drink.
Itachi stopped what he was doing to look at the man with his eyebrow raised. "Why do you assume that?"
"It's written all over your face, Itachi," Kisame answered for Sasori, rummanging through a box of unopened stuff.
"It's nothing, "Itachi stated . "I just ran into an old friend."
Sasori pushed Kisame away while staring at Itachi. "Who's this old friend Uchiha?"
"Nevermind, come on Gaara we need to register you for school" Itachi called out, glaring at the two as he walked off.
.X.
Sakura wiped away the tears from her eyes, kneeling infront of Sasukes grave. "I still don't get why you did it, " she whispered. "You were getting better, you promised you were getting better Sasuke ... w-what happened?" she choked, covering her face with her hands as she began to sob.
Forever never seems so long after the promises are gone.
"Ino left too Sasuke" Sakura forced out. "I should've told you sooner, but I didn't know how ... and now I'm all alone" she stated. " I dont know what to do anymore, and I seen Itachi today, I was scared ... we use to be all so close" she whispered. " .... What went wrong with us?" she questioned . "Why am the only one left?"
Sakura stood up and brushed the dirt from her jeans, running her fingers over top of the smooth stone. "Goodnight Sasuke, I'll come back," she stated, pressing play on her ipod and walking away as she checked the time.
.X.
"Sakura honey!" Her mother yelled out from the kitchen. "Where were you ?!"
Sakura glanced from the corner of her eye, catching the tears in her mothers eyes before she ran up the stairs to escape from this world and go into her own.
"Just let her go, " her father sighed. "She's home, and she's safe"
Sakura fumbled with the box that held her stuff, wiping away more tears she finally got it.
Shakey fingers glided the blade across the pale numb flesh of her wrist, and music played loudly so her parents wouldn't hear her sharp intakes of breath.
Falling backwards on her bed, she stared at the ceiling while she bled on her bed sheets, not bothering to stop it.
.X.
Itachi layed on his bed, staring at the ceiling as he thought about the past.
"Hey partner, you okay?" Kisame questioned, sitting up some. "Is that girl still bothering you?"
Itachi glanced over. "Kisame, she is not just any girl," he stated.
"Than do share, what is so wonderful about her?" Kisame questioned, laying back down.
Itachi didn't answer him as he shut his eyes, blocking out everything so he could sleep.
.X.
Gaara sat on the roof, staring up at the stars as he thought about the pink haired girl that got Itachi so worked up. "Who are you? " he questioned to nothing, glancing over next door as he caught a glimpse of pink in one of the windows.
Sasori watched him from the shadows, staring at the younger red head with an eyebrow raised " not you too, " he whispered under his breath as he began to back up and disappear into the night.
.X.
Sakura walked into her bathroom, staring into the mirror as tears streamed down her pale cheeks and her left hand gripped a pair of scissors in her bloody fingers, letting out a choked sob she raised the scissors to her long pink hair
-Flashback-
"I like your long hair, " Ino stated, lifting a strand of the rosettes hair. "It's pretty."
"She'd look fine either way," Sasuke said, leaning back on the couch to watch the two on his bed."Ino stop brainwashing the kid."
Sakura looked at Sasuke, tears brimming her eyes. "You really think that?"
Sasuke smiled slighty. "i havent lied to you yet Sakura, and i dont plan on starting."
Ino giggled when tears streamed down her little cherry blossems cheeks. "Okay Sakura calm down, do you want to call your parents to tell them your here?"
Sakura lifted a handful of her hair to her line of vision, staring at it. "No," she whispered, dropping her hair as she wiped away her tears. "Im so happy i have you guys."
Ino tostled her hair. "Yeah, we love you too Saki "
-end-
Chunks of pink fell to the floor slowly as her hair reached her shoulders and she stopped, dropping the scissors with a loud thunk.
Tears stained her cheeks at she continued to stare at her reflection, not knowing what else to do, she finished crying long ago, she was done for the night.
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also, schools starting up soon and i dont know if i can update any of my stories as much D: D: it's going to suck!
But! i will try!
