An Email of my Life
DreamBlaze
Hi!! Thanks for the encouraging reviews. Sorry this is soooooo short it's just that I couldn't think of anymore to put in it.. Me and my excuses. Yah yah, I'll shut up now. Enjoy ^^
One more thing.. I own nothing but the idea. People owned by their respective creators, and email.. I don't know who owns it but I know it's not me..
This is what the letter looked like.
To: AngelMoon@destiny.com
Fr: Skylover@destiny.com
Cc: look at this, the most sweetest email ever~M.K.
(The sentences above are made up.)
Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second
or Two
1. I love you not because of who you are, but
because of who I am when I am with you.
2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one
who is, won't make you cry.
3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you
want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with
all they have.
4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your
hand and touches your heart.
5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting
right beside them knowing you can't have them.
6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you
never know who is falling in love with your smile.
7. To the world you may be one person, but to one
person you may be the world.
8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't
willing to waste their time on you.
9. Maybe god wants us to meet a few wrong people
before meeting the right one, so that when we
finally meet the person, we will know how to be
grateful.
10. Don't cry because its over, smile because it
happened.
11. There's always going to be people that hurt you
so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just
be more careful about who you trust next time
around.
12. Make yourself a better person and know who you
are before you try and know someone else and expect
them to know you.
13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you
least expect them to.
REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
True friends: How many people actually have 8 true
friends?
Hardly anyone I know ! But some of us have all right
friends and good friends!!!
You have been Tagged by the Green Dog!
,-._,-.
V)"(V
(_o_) ruff!!!!!!
You will Have Good Luck For Two Years if you send
this to 8 people or more and if this is sent back to
you then you are a true friend..
You must send it in 5 minutes or your good luck will
run out.
&& Is what email said &&
Chapter 2
Looking back at the computer screen, I see the next sentence.
&&2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.&&
A puzzling one, but true. Mamoru was nothing but a heartbreaker and all he did was make me cry. He never filled in the emptiness never filled my heart yet Fate and Destiny stuck me with him. Never gave me joy in things I've done, even when I've shown my true self. This email could be included about my 'friends' also; all they did was make me cry. They never supported me in any way they could. They say I need to do better and be smarter; how can I when all they do is lecture. They never bothered to 'teach' me, they teach but they give up in the first try. It's like that with every subject they complain about.
Minna, as they say, 'took me back' so they could protect their fragile princess
"Tchh, yah right"
Never the less they did, and so did Mamoru; but I knew he's been with Rei behind my back ever since we even met.
==Flashback==
I was going up to the temple for a scout meeting, in other words study group, and I would be early for a change. Everyone would be present even Mamo-chan who claimed that he wanted to help me being as stupid as I was. Ail and Ann (don't know their Japanese names) left Earth about a week ago and there was no Negaverse activity going on. Reaching my destination, I climbed up the temple steps.
"Mamo-chan why do we have to keep it a secret" a voice questioned, I didn't know who it was, the voice was so soft albeit a bit whiny but I was curious.
"Rei," WHAT, that's REI? What happened to the snobbish voice that's always nagging me to stop whining?
Listening more intently, it was Ami, of all people, to answer for him, "you should know the answer to your question Rei. You know it is imperative that Usagi not find out, it will ruin our plans. You know very well she is a vital part of our lives, how we do not know yet, but we will know when the time is right. Then, only then, are you allowed to make you and Mamoru- kun's commitment known. After Usagi is not part of the plan of course".
Choruses of yes and agreements
Luna's voice is interjected through the murmurs "Until then be nice, no matter how hard, to Usagi-baka so she will not suspect. I will not allow failure to our plans, if she should suspect then I guess we kill her. We cannot have her reigning the earth in the future, she is to childish and dumb".
"How do you know that she'll rule the Earth?" a low voice queried, probably Makoto.
"Selenity-sama, bless her, made sure of that, like I said I don't know how," answered the dark-purple cat. "She must be over-wrought to know her graceful well-mannered child turned out so differently. How Serenity-hime turned out like that baka Usagi, I'll never know."
I remember being so upset that I left quietly, and cried all the way home. I never went to study session that day. I couldn't let them know that I knew what they said. I remember telling Luna that I over slept when she came home. She was so angry. I also remembered that night. I was watching the moon and the stars, my home, my salvation. They got me through; comforting me telling me it wasn't true. They allowed me the courage, with their twinkling and shimmering glows of light and silent support, which got me through the week. I planned to break off from them to keep me from the pain but one thing that came later on in the week stopped me.
==End flashback==
Obligation. Such an awful thing to feel, I stayed with him for Crystal Tokyo for Chibi-Usa; my future.
Thinking about the evil sweet pink haired child I smiled. Sure, she was a spore and made my life a living hell, I still love her, and she was still my child. She made sure I was angry when I was with 'my Mamo-chan' but it just amused me. It was fun, faking angry was better than the sadness I felt when I tried to be friends with my friends. 'Mamo-chan' of course spoiled her took care of her; even the Inner's were that way. I should've hated her for taking my friends but I was glad for her. The way she acted was as if she never had friends her own age and just kicked back with people older than her, so I let it be. I know why they were friendly towards her anyway, something I've never indulged to Chibi-Usa; it would probably break her heart, anyways it was there insurance to know that there future and 'plans' were secure. They tried to weasel her into telling what the future is like also. She never told thanks to a certain Time Guardian who told her the rules before leaving for the past.
You guys are probably wondering if they do all that then why stay? I've often thought that and truthfully, I don't know why. I guess even if I did know they were chosen for me and not from me.. by the fates I mean, I'd still stay, truth is fate is hard to let go. Even if the Fates have a bad selection of friend choosing, I couldn't leave. Even now. Besides, I can't be selfish. I don't even know what will happen if I didn't stick with them. I don't know maybe the world will end, and then it would be my entire fault. Life sucks. It was after some convincing, with the help of a saying being drilled in my head, that 'fate is not set in stone.'
Thinking away from that dreadful subject, Usagi adjusts her silver- rimmed glasses to read the next sentence..*
How was that? I hope you enjoy.. and review. I wouldn't mind having flames as long as they tell me what I'm doing wrong. Then I'll try to fix it if I can. Thanx for reading ^^. Ja.. -.~
DreamBlaze
Hi!! Thanks for the encouraging reviews. Sorry this is soooooo short it's just that I couldn't think of anymore to put in it.. Me and my excuses. Yah yah, I'll shut up now. Enjoy ^^
One more thing.. I own nothing but the idea. People owned by their respective creators, and email.. I don't know who owns it but I know it's not me..
This is what the letter looked like.
To: AngelMoon@destiny.com
Fr: Skylover@destiny.com
Cc: look at this, the most sweetest email ever~M.K.
(The sentences above are made up.)
Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second
or Two
1. I love you not because of who you are, but
because of who I am when I am with you.
2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one
who is, won't make you cry.
3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you
want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with
all they have.
4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your
hand and touches your heart.
5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting
right beside them knowing you can't have them.
6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you
never know who is falling in love with your smile.
7. To the world you may be one person, but to one
person you may be the world.
8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't
willing to waste their time on you.
9. Maybe god wants us to meet a few wrong people
before meeting the right one, so that when we
finally meet the person, we will know how to be
grateful.
10. Don't cry because its over, smile because it
happened.
11. There's always going to be people that hurt you
so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just
be more careful about who you trust next time
around.
12. Make yourself a better person and know who you
are before you try and know someone else and expect
them to know you.
13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you
least expect them to.
REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.
True friends: How many people actually have 8 true
friends?
Hardly anyone I know ! But some of us have all right
friends and good friends!!!
You have been Tagged by the Green Dog!
,-._,-.
V)"(V
(_o_) ruff!!!!!!
You will Have Good Luck For Two Years if you send
this to 8 people or more and if this is sent back to
you then you are a true friend..
You must send it in 5 minutes or your good luck will
run out.
&& Is what email said &&
Chapter 2
Looking back at the computer screen, I see the next sentence.
&&2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.&&
A puzzling one, but true. Mamoru was nothing but a heartbreaker and all he did was make me cry. He never filled in the emptiness never filled my heart yet Fate and Destiny stuck me with him. Never gave me joy in things I've done, even when I've shown my true self. This email could be included about my 'friends' also; all they did was make me cry. They never supported me in any way they could. They say I need to do better and be smarter; how can I when all they do is lecture. They never bothered to 'teach' me, they teach but they give up in the first try. It's like that with every subject they complain about.
Minna, as they say, 'took me back' so they could protect their fragile princess
"Tchh, yah right"
Never the less they did, and so did Mamoru; but I knew he's been with Rei behind my back ever since we even met.
==Flashback==
I was going up to the temple for a scout meeting, in other words study group, and I would be early for a change. Everyone would be present even Mamo-chan who claimed that he wanted to help me being as stupid as I was. Ail and Ann (don't know their Japanese names) left Earth about a week ago and there was no Negaverse activity going on. Reaching my destination, I climbed up the temple steps.
"Mamo-chan why do we have to keep it a secret" a voice questioned, I didn't know who it was, the voice was so soft albeit a bit whiny but I was curious.
"Rei," WHAT, that's REI? What happened to the snobbish voice that's always nagging me to stop whining?
Listening more intently, it was Ami, of all people, to answer for him, "you should know the answer to your question Rei. You know it is imperative that Usagi not find out, it will ruin our plans. You know very well she is a vital part of our lives, how we do not know yet, but we will know when the time is right. Then, only then, are you allowed to make you and Mamoru- kun's commitment known. After Usagi is not part of the plan of course".
Choruses of yes and agreements
Luna's voice is interjected through the murmurs "Until then be nice, no matter how hard, to Usagi-baka so she will not suspect. I will not allow failure to our plans, if she should suspect then I guess we kill her. We cannot have her reigning the earth in the future, she is to childish and dumb".
"How do you know that she'll rule the Earth?" a low voice queried, probably Makoto.
"Selenity-sama, bless her, made sure of that, like I said I don't know how," answered the dark-purple cat. "She must be over-wrought to know her graceful well-mannered child turned out so differently. How Serenity-hime turned out like that baka Usagi, I'll never know."
I remember being so upset that I left quietly, and cried all the way home. I never went to study session that day. I couldn't let them know that I knew what they said. I remember telling Luna that I over slept when she came home. She was so angry. I also remembered that night. I was watching the moon and the stars, my home, my salvation. They got me through; comforting me telling me it wasn't true. They allowed me the courage, with their twinkling and shimmering glows of light and silent support, which got me through the week. I planned to break off from them to keep me from the pain but one thing that came later on in the week stopped me.
==End flashback==
Obligation. Such an awful thing to feel, I stayed with him for Crystal Tokyo for Chibi-Usa; my future.
Thinking about the evil sweet pink haired child I smiled. Sure, she was a spore and made my life a living hell, I still love her, and she was still my child. She made sure I was angry when I was with 'my Mamo-chan' but it just amused me. It was fun, faking angry was better than the sadness I felt when I tried to be friends with my friends. 'Mamo-chan' of course spoiled her took care of her; even the Inner's were that way. I should've hated her for taking my friends but I was glad for her. The way she acted was as if she never had friends her own age and just kicked back with people older than her, so I let it be. I know why they were friendly towards her anyway, something I've never indulged to Chibi-Usa; it would probably break her heart, anyways it was there insurance to know that there future and 'plans' were secure. They tried to weasel her into telling what the future is like also. She never told thanks to a certain Time Guardian who told her the rules before leaving for the past.
You guys are probably wondering if they do all that then why stay? I've often thought that and truthfully, I don't know why. I guess even if I did know they were chosen for me and not from me.. by the fates I mean, I'd still stay, truth is fate is hard to let go. Even if the Fates have a bad selection of friend choosing, I couldn't leave. Even now. Besides, I can't be selfish. I don't even know what will happen if I didn't stick with them. I don't know maybe the world will end, and then it would be my entire fault. Life sucks. It was after some convincing, with the help of a saying being drilled in my head, that 'fate is not set in stone.'
Thinking away from that dreadful subject, Usagi adjusts her silver- rimmed glasses to read the next sentence..*
How was that? I hope you enjoy.. and review. I wouldn't mind having flames as long as they tell me what I'm doing wrong. Then I'll try to fix it if I can. Thanx for reading ^^. Ja.. -.~
