EDIT/AN: So for some reason half the chapter I had written wasn't saved properly...
We entered a tunnel.
The light was fleeing, afraid of the all consuming darkness
A darkness so black, it blacked out every thought about myself.
I forgot about the pain in my back, the concern about the hole in my T-shirt, and the thoughts of which was coming next and what had happened before.
I lost all sense of self.
It was still there but I wasn't.
When the blackness faded, I returned.
It was a feeling similiar to someone waking you up by suddenly turning on the the ceiling lights.
But instead of your eyes gradually getting used to the brightness it became worse.
If before I was trapped in a soothing darkness I know was set free in an endless light.
It was horrible.
I didn't want to feel anything, I wanted to be reunited with the dakness, I wanted to be trapped again.
The whole situation was to much for me. The sheer number of information overfludding my senses, overwhelming every thought I would try to form.
Completly desprate, I did the only reasonable action inside my small repertroir of moves.
I cried...
I let it all out to the point where I didnt knew why I was even crying.
The tears had taken every thought with them like the tides flush away the vows of eternal love written in the sand.
The tears baptized me, and after the last of them ebbed away I was able to filter all the colours, emotions and sounds into a picture of reality.
There was a woman. Or better a teenaged girl. She was about the age I was, when I first died. The sweat made her auburn hair stick to her head. Trails of not long withered tears trailed down her pale cheeks. I was almost surprised to see her eyes weren't green, like I had hoped, but blue.
Those eyes still looked at me the way my mums did.
