A/N: Sorry that this has taken so long, but I've been a but busy

A/N: Sorry that this has taken so long, but I've been a but busy. Sorry to say that it is not fully edited.

Soo please enjoy the next chapter in my friends' amazing story!!

I approached the mangled minivan slowly, fighting the delicious smell. Holding myself back from the worst of circumstances. Quenching my thirst. I eyed the first child greedily…wanting, thirsting….needing. But mixed in with the push to satisfy myself, there was another want. A want of needing to love something else apart from Edward. The want for a family.

Edward was my love. Edward was my life he was the reason that I wanted to be who I was, the only ingredient in my recipe for happiness and eternal bliss, and my recipe had proved perfect up until the smell. I surveyed the scene before me with a feeling of emptiness and strong desire, half to kill, but half to love in a different way than the love for Edward.

The girl stirred, bringing me back to making a decision. I was fighting my primary instinct like hell, however much I wanted to save them, the smell emanating from their veins was beautiful. I brought my focus back, as I had not killed since becoming a vampire, and I didn't want the first to be to kill two innocent dying children.

I slowly walked over to the girl, and took her blood covered hand in mine. She groaned and opened her eyes as if she was being woken from a deep sleep. I squeezed the fragile fingers, hoping that she would cling to life long enough for me to change her. She groaned again, and squeezed back. Slowly, I picked up the bleeding form and carried her to the side of the woods. The poor thing really was a mess and how she did it, I don't know, but she began to scream at me. She did not open her eyes, or stir more than squeezing my icy fingers, and yet, she screamed a blood curdling scream into my face and sensitive ears. I began to run with her, knowing that leaving her at the woods beside the road was dangerous, depending on how fast emergency help came to the accident.

I pushed myself to go faster and faster, because I knew that the other child was still alive, and I didn't have the heart to only take one. The boy could probably live until help came, but I didn't want to push my luck with stealing children. Though it felt like eternity to reach the house, I eventually arrived and practically threw the ever screaming child inside before rushing back to snatch the other. I pushed myself to the very edge, running like I never had before. Emmett and Edward could lap me hundreds of times any normal day, but at that very moment, I was invincible, and I could have run past anything, until Edward appeared.

I was almost at the scene of the crash when I saw a figure up ahead of me and picked up the delicious scent of the other child's blood long before I picked up Edward's scent. I stopped running and walked towards him as coolly as possible, considering that he was holding what I lusted for in both a murderous and loving way. When we reached each other, he simply plopped the child in my arms and turned to walk away. My anger with him was quenched momentarily and I spun through moments of guilt that he had come back to help selfish me, but then realized that he was still the stupid side of the argument and that I was holding a draining life in my arms. There was not time to think about Edward, nor was it easy to dwell on him without unbalancing self-control. Besides, the little self-control that I had was waning with the child's life.

The boy's blood was seeping everywhere, and I didn't have to do the work, because nature was doing it for me. I was covered in his blood, he was soaked, unrecognizable and delicious looking. He barely looked human at that point, and my reasoning was easy to understand. I balanced the boy in my one arm and held my other arm up to my mouth, and licked just a drop. It was only a drop, and I had considered it harmless, until I transformed into a savage beast in both mind and body.

A/N: Not sure when my friend will be able to post again, but hope you enjoyed it!! Please review, she says it helps, and as a fellow author (plz read my other story!! sad face you know you want to pouts) I agree!

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