Okay sorry I haven't updated but I said it was going to be hard to maintain some sort of schedule haha.

Disclaimer: Don't own Twilight.

Wha.. what? I gasped.

No no no no, this can't be happening, this CAN'T BE HAPPENING!

" I um spoke to the doctors, they said, they said that I have four months left"

Oh God

I started crying tearless sobs and fell to the floor causing the floor to brake under my knees. I glanced at charlie to see him give an odd expression before he to sunk to the floor and came to me, Edward who had been frozen as a statue since Charlie first muttered the words took a step back to let Charlie wrap his arms around me.

"Shh Bella, it's okay shh"

I found it ironic that Charlie was comforting me during his time of need then I felt horrible for making him worry about me when he was di- No, no he will not die! I won't let him.

After a while of sitting on the floor holding each other I heard Charlie's stomach grumble.

" Dad your hungry, let me make you something to eat"

" No, it's okay I'll get it"

" No dad just relax on the couch and I'll cook you something, Edward can I talk to you in the kitchen please?"

We walked at human pace to the kitchen and I started pulling out items from the fridge trying to think of what to make. Edward came to my side at once and wrapped his arms around me.

" Are you okay?"

" No" I mumbled

Edward didn't say anything he kissed me a few times then said he wanted to talk to Charlie about something and he walked away.

I ended up making Charlie a cheese burger and fries. Before I turned to leave the kitchen I called to charlie to see what he wanted to drink he asked for a beer, I quickly opened it grabbed the food and headed over toward him.

We sat in silence while Charlie ate, Edward was rubbing my arm still trying to comfort me, it wasn't really working, I don't think I've really processed all of this yet.

After Charlie was done, the air in the room changed to a sad one, I knew what was coming and I didn't want to start talking about this again.

" Okay Bella, so I was thinking maybe you can come vist again, maybe we can go through my will next week"

" No!, I mean are you sure, four months?"

" Yeah, look I know this must be hard for you, I've known about it for a week now, I'm not okay, but I've had some.. time to um come to some sort of terms, Maybe we can do that later on, and don't tell Nessie yet, I want to wait"

" Yeah, yeah sure what ever you want, I wont tell her I promise"

I wonder why he didn't tell me sooner?

After giving my father another hug and a kiss on the cheek.

%^*&()&^%$#%^&*()

The run back was all a daze to me Edward called Carlise while we ran and told him about everything that happened, Carlise said he would call Charlie and see where exactly the cancer was and start researching any other possibilities.

I tried not to think of the cancer, it hurt just to say or think it. I don't know how I'm going to make it though this, losing my father? I thought I was prepared but I am far from it. I don't know how i'm going to do this.

Suddenly I was very glad Charlie didint want me to tell Nessie yet. She deserves to be happy for a little while.

We were getting closer to the house and I skidded to a stop, Edward who was always a faster runner ran a few more feet ahead before stopping completely and coming back by my side.

" You okay love?"

" No" I choked out, How can I pretend every things okay, besides Carlise no one else knew what was going on. How can I pretend to be happy when my father was dying?

HEHEHE Cliffhanger, don't worry you won't hang for long lol.