A/N: Ok I put this one up really fast! But that's partially because this will be one of the shortest chapters in this story and I couldn't do much with it because I and everyone else I knew only went through this stage breifly... I don't know when I'll be able to update next, but leave a review and I might write faster! (my insentive to get more reviews... XD)

Preface:

I walk around my home, trying to find Jan Di. After I had woken her up this morning I had left to make her breakfast which is what I now carried on a tray. Pancakes, which I recall, a food that in those somewhat happy times before everything changed in one night, would maybe make things somewhat normal, sweeter like its syrup. She wasn't in her room though so I kept looking. I soon found my grandfather, his old face solemn and old, looking sadly out onto my deck where I saw Jan Di sitting. Her shoulders were hunched over as if the weight of the world rested on them, and even though I couldn't see her face, I knew it wasn't the happy strong face she usually puts on for the world. It pained me to see her like this. So lost, sad, scared, broken... Jun Pyo had always said these emotions never suited her, and he was right. I don't even think I know how to deal with this Jan Di. I braced myself for whatever Jan Di would do, but knowing that I would be here for her through it all.

Chapter 2: Anger

I heard Ji Hoo behind me, but did nothing about it. Things were starting to set in now and I was beginning to think clearly. Clear enough to see this is my fault. Everything. He wouldn't have been on that stupid island if it wasn't for me. And my mother's fault for telling everyone her future son in law was rich. And it was that evil mans fault, who tried to cause the accident, though it did ease my mind some that he was now behind bars. And even though a small part of me was ashamed to say this, I even put a little blame on Ji Hoo for being out there, because Jun Pyo had pushed him out of the way. I also thought of all the regrets I now had. Why didn't I spend the last days of Jun Pyo's life with him. Loving with him, talking with him. Not arguing with him and definately not on that island hundreds of miles away from him. Or running from his mother. Which this is all her fault too.

"Are you ok?"

I heard him speak words that were maybe supposed to reassure me or comfort me, but it made me angrier. Because Jun Pyo was gone and nothing could be reassured. Because the world took him away from me. Because I took him away from me. Because this dream that I finally realized was not a dream wouldn't end. Because instead Jun Pyo's life had ended. Because he left me here. Because this was all unfair. And because I could do nothing about any of it.

"No," I breathed and looked down, knowing that Ji Hoo was only looking out for me.

"Do you want breakfast?"

"No…"

"You need to eat." I felt his hand rest upon my shoulder.

"I don't want to."

"But-

"I said I don't want to!" I snapped at him, swatting his hand away and hugged my knees to my chest, "I don't want to eat. I want Goo Jun Pyo. I want him to eat. I want him to be alive and here with me!" I rested my chin on my knees and glared at nothing, feeling hot tears fall down my cheeks. I knew I was being childish, but I didn't care. Ji Hoo made no move to wipe them though, probably startled by my outburst. I stood abruptly to where I was staring up at him.

"None of this is fair!" I began to hit him in his chest, and he let me, "Why did this happen? Why him? Why not me? Why not Yo_," I stopped myself before I could finish my sentence, my hands freezing on his chest and I looked up to meet Ji Hoo's eyes, my expression frightened. He looked down at me with an expressionless face, but I saw the pain in his eyes.

"Ji Hoo…" I slightly shook my head, "I didn't mean to say… That's not what I…" I crashed into him and wrapped my arms around his frame. "I… Don't… You can't... Don't leave me Ji Hoo… You can't... I can't... Goo Jun Pyo..." my sentences were interrupted by my sobs. I felt his arms wind around me and hug me close and I held onto him.

"I won't ever leave you Geum Jan Di." He whispered into my ear as I ruined his shirt for the second time within twenty four hours.

A/N: Yeah like I said this one was really short but I couldn't think of a lot to do with it. And I know Jan Di seems a little OOC, but I don't think anyone really acts like them selves after something like this happens. Anyways any suggestions for the next chapters? Let me know!