So...i am sooooo sorry i havent updated in like over a month but i had testing and drama and sooo much but i finally added and i will try to be a little faster updating next time(: so this one is an okay chapter and im not quite sure what i think of it...but here it is.

enjoy (:


TORI POV

It had been 2 was now Monday which meant I had to go to school. My weekend had been filled with so much mixed feelings and I couldn't get Beck out of my mind, he had texted me a few times but I was always so scared to answer because I didn't want to have these feeling for him. And all the thoughts of having this baby just circulated in my mind making everything worse. I would have to tell my mom at least sooner or later. But for now I didn't know how soon I would be showing or when I could tell anyone. I was so scared but I knew that I couldn't tell a soul. I hadn't gotten morning sickness yet and now I'm hoping I don't start to feel sick at school. That could blow my secret and let rumors out. I had finally driven to school and it was now 7:45. I had 15 minutes before class started and I would have to head to Sicowitz class. The school was semi packed but there was no one from our group in sight. So I walked to my locker and sat underneath it, put headphones in my ears and took out homework. After a few minutes I saw someone casting a shadow in front of me. I looked up only to see the one face I really wanted to avoid…

Beck.

"hey why are you here so early?" he asked." Oh I don't know just wanted to leave my house, Trina was being loud with… everything she does and she was just bugging me so yah, I left "I smiled trying to hide the awkwardness. I didn't want to ever have to talk to him about the incident and I was hoping he had forgotten. We had a long awkward silence before he said the 4 words I wanted to avoid, "We need to talk"

I couldn't believe it, so I tried to brush it off like there was nothing to talk about. "Talk about what? There is nothing to talk about. Nothing has happened. And we have NOTHING to talk about okay?" I realized I was starting to talk really fast and it wasn't making sense which meant I was nervous so I tried to get up, but as I was almost up he grabbed my wrist. "Tor, you know what I mean. You know the other night? Cat's party? We did you know what?" he then paused to lift my head which was looking down. "Tori, you don't think it meant something? I felt something that I've never felt and I couldn't stop thinking about it. You've been on my mind all weekend and I just wanted to see you but every time I texted you, you never replied so I thought I did something wrong." I then looked down to hide the blushing on my cheeks from hearing that he thought of me. "Look Beck, I think it was a mistake, we were both drinking and we were being stupid and we did something dumb and that's just it okay? so can we please just pretend like that whole event never happened?" I finally looked up only to see somewhat of sadness in his face. As I tried to turn away, he grabbed my waist and dragged me to the janitors closet.

Once we were in the janitors closet he locked the door and blocked it. He then looked into my eyes and I couldn't help but feel like melting into him even though I couldn't. he then looked to me and said the best thing I could ever hear. "Tori, I've wanted to tell you I love you since the first day you spilled coffee on me. We are such good friends and I know that you cant deny that we don't have chemistry, so why deny it?" I then looked into his wonderful brown eyes. "Its just that I cant do it to Jade, she already hates me and if she found out I took her ex- boyfriend I would be dead." "But don't worry about that, all I want to know is if you feel the same way so that I can finally know the truth" he said stepping closer to me as I was walking back. "Beck…I" just then I bumped into a shelf with a bunch of cleaning supplies only to quickly smell the chemicals and gag. Oh no…

I could feel the need to throw up so I pushed Beck to the side, unlocked the door, pushed through the crowd of kids walking and ran straight into the stall in the bathroom.

I threw up.

I was sitting by the toilet when I heard the late bell ring followed by an opening in the restroom door. I stayed quiet until I heard a familiar voice say "Tori!" it was Beck and I had to think of an excuse. So I quickly flushed the toilet and as I walked out and wiped my mouth." What happened tori? You were okay then you just ran out like you got suddenly sick, are you okay?" I quickly thought of something and told him "Oh it was just me smelling the cleaning supplies. You know how those things smell right? Haha I just always feel sick when I smell it, it was nothing really. It was just a bad reaction to the strong chemicals in there." I had started to breath hard which was another sign of my lying. I hoped he bought the story but I was wrong.

"Tori, I know when you are lying and I can see you lying through your teeth. What's wrong?" he asked. I then started to cry. He lifted my head and that's when I knew I had to tell him.

"I swear I didn't want any of this to ever happen and I'm scared but I don't know. Everything has been okay but I just don't know anymore and you will never look at me the same. And this will affect me so much. I mean seriously my life is going to change so much and I'm just so confused. Beck I am so sorry." I was crying harder now but I was in his arms. He had brought me in for a hug and he had his arms around me. "Tori, tell me."

"beck I'm pregnant."