INUYASHA

I left right before she reopened her tear full eyes. How could I do that to her? She would never take me back even if I begged and pleaded, she won't do it. Even if she did Sango wouldn't let her do it. I left Kikyo after I found her in OUR bed with some scum bag name Naraku that was the day I got the call from Sango boyfriend and my good friend Miroku.

Flashback

"Hey Morku you won't believe what just happen…" I was cut off by a frantic Miroku.

"DUDE! It Kagome she try to kill herself. Sango didn't want me to tell you because you're the reason why she did it but I will take the beaten for you. Man it didn't look good, I can't tell you were she is because Sango won't tell me but I will let you know when I know." Miroku said all in one breathe. My heart stop beaten. My sweet and caring Kagome try to kill herself, because of me?

"How? I need to know how she did it Miroku." I ask in a whisper. I didn't notice but I was crying.

"She cut both her wrists. Sango said she came over to see how Kagz was doing and she wasn't answering the door she Sango walked in and she heard the bath tub so she walked in. Inuyasha the tub was full blood color water. Kagome was still breathing when theambulance and I got there. Sango said she calls me but she still hasn't…I got to go man I think this is her know…I'll call you when I am off. I'm sorry Inuyasha." Miroku hung up before I can say another word.

End of flashback

That was the day I knew what I did to Kagome was the worst mistake I have ever made. I didn't notice but while I was in thinking I started to walk to Kagomes house. I knew where she still lived because I came here the day she got home from the hospital and I saw how fragile and white she looked. She wasn't the same Kagome.

So I left her alone. I told people to never talk about me around her I became I ghost. So guess my surprise when Sango called me today. I was afraid to pick up.

"Hell…hello?" I fucken stutters. Who stutters?

"Inuyasha…I call because I want you at the bar were you and Kagome met night…if you are not there I will come and cut your dick off… then what will Kikyo suck?" Sango said this in a snare as if she didn't want to even think me alive.

"Kikyo and I broke up…she cheated nine months ago." That's all I could say. I didn't say something like 'Feh whatever bitch.' No all I said was Kikyo and I are broken up.

"Whatever Inuyasha just be there by 12 am ok?" Sango said even angrier if it is possible.

"Yeah 12 am… I'll be there." And that was all she hung up and I looked at the clock. It was just 11…I had an hour, I could go earlier and drink a little. Yeah I need a drink.

NOT once did I think what I am walking into. Not once did I wonder who I was here to hear. It was karaoke night and I can't believe I didn't remember how much Kagome loved to sing. So when she walked on the stage looking as beautiful as the day we meet, it took my breath away. I smiled at her not thinking. So when I heard the first note I knew this song is something she wrote because it seemed like it just came out of her, her heart and soul was in this song.

I still remember the look on your face

Lit through the darkness at 1:58

The words that you whispered for just us to know

You told me you loved me so why did you go... away.

That's right I told Kagome I loved her right after we made love. She looked so beautiful in the glow of that alarm clock.

I do recall now the smell of the rain,

Fresh on the pavement,

I ran off the plane,

That July ninth, the beat of your heart,

It jumps through your shirt I can still feel your arms.

The first time she went away with her family, I missed her so much that I had the huge welcome back thing set up and how my heart was beating so loud I thought the world could hear it. When she jumped into my arms I felt whole again.

But now I'll go sit on the floor wearing your clothes,

All that I know is I don't know,

How to be something you miss.

Never thought we'd have a last kiss

Never imagined we'd end like this

Your name forever the name on my lips

Why did I choose Kikyo when I had Kagome? Kagomes kiss always took my breathe away.

GOD she sounded like angel when she sang.

I do remember the swing of your step

The life of the party you're showing off again

And I roll my eyes and then you pulled me in.

I'm not much for dancing,

But for you I did because

I loved your handshake meeting my father

I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets

How you'd kiss me when I was in the middle of saying something.

There's not a day I don't miss those rude interruptions and

I remember so much when she sang this song. I remember kissing her every time I wanted her to stop talking which would make us fight but I always did it no matter what.

FUCK! Why did I leave?

I'll go sit on the floor wearing your clothes,

All that I know is I don't know, how to be something you miss.

Never thought we'd have a last kiss

Never imagined we'd end like this

Your name forever the name on my lips

Ohh

So I'll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep and

I'll feel you forget me like I use to feel you breathe and

I'll keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are.

Hope it's nice where you are and

I hope the sun shines and it's a beautiful day and

Something reminds you,

I was surprise when I heard that she would ask our friends how I was. Even after I told them not to talk about me. How long did she ask? Why did they even tell her, what did they tell her?

This is killing me I need to get out of here.

You wish you had stayed we can plan for a change in weather and time,

I never planned on you changing your mind.

I looked up to Kagome and I thought about how much I regret. She was crying as she sang and as I look around the bar I saw other people crying, EVEN MEN!

So,

I'll go sit on the floor wearing your clothes,

All that I know is I don't know, how to be something you miss.

Never thought we'd have a last kiss

Never imagined we'd end like this

Your name forever the name on my lips,

Just like our last kiss,

Forever the name on my lips,

Forever the name on my lips.

Just like our last

And that's how I got here. Right in front of Kagomes door waiting for Kagome to get home to tell her how much I missed her and to ask her to forgive me. But when I saw her walking towards me with sad and shocked eyes I started to lose it. I got up and met Kagome half way

"Kagome….I am so sorry." I said as I saw her wove closer to me and touch me face. She moved to my ears and started to rub them. Oh how I missed her touch.

"Did Kikyo ever play with your ears?" she ask as she smiled softly to me. She kept playing and I got lower to her face.

"Nope, the ears didn't like her. The only like your touch." I whisper into her ear. She signed and moved into my arms.

"It will take time for me to forgive you. You know that right?" Kagome said as she hugged me closer to her.

"I would wait forever just to be in your arms." I whispered back. I looked at my watch and it read 1:58, I grabbed her face and kissed her hard.

"I LOVE YOU KAGOME. And we will NEVER have a last kiss."