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No more tears
"Lisa wake the FUCK up! "Jasper yelled as he banged on my door. "you can't be late again there ganna fir-" I swung my door open.
" SHUT THE FUCK UP!!! IM FUCKIN UP!!" I slammed my door, continuing my cursing in Italian at Jasper "Srega gusta fave fica testa da merda!" That's all we knew in Italian was how to cuss at each other, the one time I meet my godparents, and one of there kids Frank, he taught us how to cuss in Italian. Daddy was not happy with us when he herd Jasper and I yelling at each other one day! That guy Frank was hilarious. We had the best time that summer. He had the best ideas, and he wasn't so protective over me. He found it funny when guys would try to hit on me. Girl hit on him like crazy too. So we started messing around with people who hit on us. Frank would act like my mentally challenged yet possessive boyfriend. It was just funny to see there reactions.
I ran down stairs because I really was late. when I went to grab my bagel I seen daddy and Edward holding in there laugh.
"ANDATE TUTTI A FANCULA!" I snapped at them not meaning to.
"Watch it Lisa!" Daddy said in his don't fuck with me tone .
"It's not our fault your a grump in the morning." Jasper said in almost a whisper. I glared at him then called out to him.
"ASS" over my shoulder as I ran out the back door to work. I wasn't sure what I wanted to do with the rest off my life so I took time off from school. I started working at PAPIA a clothing store in the mall. I just turned 19 and my dad was fine with what every I wanted to do. As long as I made it count in my life! Edward and Jasper both were partners in a small chain of smoke shops. figures! that's all they did was smoke weed. There planning on opening a clinic, that way they can grow it them self and sell it. I hated to admit it problly would work. I smoked but not the way they did. you rarely see them with out a blunt dangling from their lips.
I loved my job but at times I hated it. These bitches had no idea who I was or were I was from and they treated my like the scum of the earth, I really wanted to beat there faces in. If I ever got to see them again they would be sorry. All day today my stomach was unsettled, I had a bad feeling I just didn't know from what. Nothing big was going on everything was normal. Now that I thought about it, it was a little weird to see daddy still home this morning but I don't see why I should be worried about that.
It was just after lunch when I got called to go out to the front. I was walking up to the front mentally preparing my self to here a customers complaining or my manager bitching about whatever she could find to bitch about, when I saw Edward and Jasper. They both looked upset, it hadn't dawned on me that something was wrong. I ran up to them.
"what are you doing here? what's wrong?" I hissed looking around to see is my manager was looking Jasper put a arm around me and whispered.
"you need to come with us now. well explain on the way." I look over at Edward, There was defiantly something wrong. Jasper held his arm tight around me walking out with me. I didn't even think twice about it. Something in Edward face scared the hell out of me. We walked up to a black SUV I never seen before, I looked at my two brothers in horror and panic. "What about my car!" I looked between the two. I was getting annoyed when they didn't answer. Edward held a door open for me. "hello! I can't just leave it." I looked at them again. Jasper was looking down in a daze Edward opened his mouth to say something but didn't. "why wont you guys answer me? if this is some kind of joke-" I started to get up set wondering if this was a practical joke or something But Jasper grabbed my shoulders and shook me.
"LISA JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP AND GET IN THE DAM CAR. WE DONT HAVE TIME FOR GAMES!" Jasper yelled at me pushing me towards the door. I stopped talking, looking back at him in terror. Jasper never yelled at me not like that anyway. I had my head down trying to think what could have them both so worked up, but I couldn't think of anything to make Jasper actually yell at me. Like that. I hadn't done anything wrong to piss them off. I must been deep in thought because when I looked up we were in Ontario. "WAIT ONTARIO? WHAT THE FUCK YOU GUYS." I cried out in panic and Anger that no one was telling me what the hell was going on. "I'M CALLING DADDY YOU GUYS ARE ACTING FUCKING CRAZY! IF I GET FIRED OVER SOME STUPID PRANK DADDY WILL KILL YOU GUYS." They both looked at me Edward only looked up then looked away.
"You can't" Jasper choked out. Looking at me from the front mirror.
"why?" I whispered feeling a overwhelming emoticon of pain hit me in the core of my stomach. Edward swerved over to the side of the street
"Srega gusta fave fica testa da merda!" he started punching the steering wheel. I was in shock when I noticed the tears streaming down his face. I've only seen him cry when we were kids. Before I could get my face composed he swung his door open and pulled mine open. He moved to quick for me to comprehend what was going on, he pulled me out of the car in to a chocking hug. All I remember hearing him cry out in pain and heart ach.
"mama and papa are dead princess. its just us......." everything around me went black. . The words rang in my head over and over. mama and papa are dead! I wanted to scream but I was paralyzed.
"Slap her harder dam it! Why won't she wake up!" I herd a muffled voice panic. I opened my left eye looking over at Jasper who gasped in relief "Oh Thank god!" Jasper let out a deep breath. I was in Edwards arms, he was holding me close to him. He was never very affection it unless with me before. I was so confused at this point. I though maybe I was dreaming it all felt so surreal. He was whispering in my ear "its goanna be okay I promise princess its goanna be okay! I'm so sorry!" I looked at him wonder why he would be sorry for, Jasper was on the phone when he turned to Edward " Carlisle said to get her some sugar to help her with the shock." Edward lifted me up getting in the back with me. Jasper drove up to a del taco drive thru. he order a coke and some fries. The whole time we were all quite. Edward held on to me lightly rocking me back and fourth. I took a small sip watching Jasper turn to me whipping my face with a napkin. That's when I realized the tears never stopped. I looked up at Edward, neither one of us had stopped crying.
After a few more minutes I snapped out of it and was being to become more aware of what was happening. I managed to say
"How" It was all I could say with out braking down again. Jasper looked away. Edward looked at me very concerned and very slowly and carefully he began to explain
"They - were -umm- w well they think uhh someone came into to the house- and ugh t tied them to the umm bed." I stiffened in his arms but he continued. "they um set the bed and umm house of fire" I could feel my heart pounding in my chest, who would do such a horrible thing to my parents. I can tell by the way they both were watching me that they were waiting for me to brake down again and freak out. They looked from me to one another, but I just started to hear Daddy's voice from a distance. " LISA ,PRINCESS ONE DAY I WILL NOT BE HERE, I WILL HAVE PASSED. BUT HUNNY WHEN THAT DAYS COMES YOU ARE TO STAND PROUD. DO NOT LET TEARS FALL OVER THE LOST OF ME. I KNOW IT HURTS BUT LETS BE HONEST HERE, EVERYONE HAS TO DIE SOMETIME. I WILL ALWAYS BE IN YOUR HEART. I WILL LIVE THERE FOREVER. YOU AND YOUR BROTHERS NEED TO STAND PROUD AND STRONG FOR ME. PRINCESS NO TEARS! YOU HEAR ME. I HAVE LIVED A FULL LIFE AND WHEN EVER THE TIME COMES FOR ME TO LEAVE I WILL DIE WITH NO REGRETS AND I WILL PASS AS A HAPPY MAN. NO TEARS IS ALL I ASK FROM YOU OK?!!!" I remember how a few years ago my dad had lectured me on what to do in case he ever died, he had made me promise not to cry over him but to celebrate him because he would always be around in spirit.
"no tears!" I whispered answering the distant voice of my father.
I don't know how long I spaced out for but Jasper was waving his hands in my face. I looked at him then to Edward.
"What do we do?" he looked at me confused but answered
" plan the funeral then go from there" he was studying my face like he was missing something. I nodded at him then looked out the window. Jasper just slowly turned back into the driver set and turned the car on.
"were going to uncle Carlisle house were goanna stay there tell we figure out our next move." Jasper said backing out of the parking lot. His voice sounded rough.
The whole way over to my uncles house I was lost in thought staring out the window. I can feel the boys keeping an eye on me, waiting for the tears to start up or for me to jump out the car and start running around like a crazy person. I half excepted ,myself to jump out and run in circles. The only reason I didn't was my dads voice playing over and over in my head. looking out the window I said "NO TEARS DADDY, NO TEARS " I though I had said it in my head but I guess I didn't cause Edward put his arm around me and squeezed tight
"he said the same thing to all us, now is the time to be come strong even as much as it hurts, it's what he would want." I looked up at him my eyes burning from crying. I took a few deep breaths before turning back to gaze out the window. Letting my eyes close on there own I drifting of into emptiness. There were no words for how I felt, My parents were both token from us, and for what? What could they have done to deserve something like this! My father was a good man, who helped a lot of people. He shouldn't have died like that. Something just wasn't adding up right. Daddy was never home during the day on weekdays. I had a bad felling about this.
