Three Years
DBS Ep 30
(Companion to Three Minutes)
"Three years… Fine. I'll go too."
Bulma cast a glance in their direction from the corner of her eye before glancing back down at her coffee she scoffed.
Not only had she stayed up all night to build this fucking Super Dragon Ball Radar, but she'd literally spent zero time with him that wasn't related to his agenda – or y'know, saving the planet from the god of destruction's wrath – in months.
It wasn't like her husband or Son-kun had stopped discussing the tournament long enough to give her some actual, concrete reasoning behind their unwavering trust of Beerus – the being who destroyed entire planets over an over-cooked steak or a misplaced sneeze. She gripped the cup tighter, waiting for them to leave the room so she could rage alone, or for Jaco to show up and get the show on the road.
Son-kun stood after a moment and stretched, giggling as he does before wandering off, likely to find something to eat.
"Woman."
"Hmf." She purposefully looked away.
"Fine then." Vegeta stood to follow his sparring partner. "It's only three days, woman. It's far longer for us in that chamber."
She realizes her hands are shaking again. This time it's rage absolute. Coffee sloshes over the edge of the glass as she slams the cup down on the desk, no concern for any of the electronics scattered in front of her as the glass cracks and more coffee leaks out everywheree.
He winces when she faces him, because he's certain her next words will be heard by everyone human or otherwise in a five-mile radius. She inhales, leveling him with a glare that's more destructive than any look Beerus-sama's ever give him. He's not even sure he's seen this look on her face before, a glare that's only eyes, and no mouth. Her mouth is flat, closed, and he'd think she was focused on a thought if it weren't for the fire in her eyes.
"I must love you a whole fucking lot," she murmurs after a moment, and the words are hot on her tongue. Her eyes look subdued after she finishes her statement, the fire in them dulling.
"W-what?"
Bulma shakes her head. "A lesser woman would leave you. You're not even in this relationship."
It's the first time she's ever said it aloud, but it's also the first time she's seen him in nine months. Whis can't convince them to come home for weekend much less a meal, and he's admitted that he's tried in situations Bulma does not particularly want to recall right now. Fuck, she's seen Beerus-sama more than she's seen her own husband.
"What is the meaning of this?" Vegeta doesn't know how to process hurt. He only knows anger, so his voice is loud and rough, but not too loud to let anyone else hear their conversation downstairs.
She hears the echo of the spaceship entering the atmosphere. Let Goku greet him, she thinks, leveling Vegeta with a dead-eyed stare. She's tired. She likely won't sleep until she returns, and it will likely be upon her return that they demand sustenance and then dive headlong into the gravity chamber for three days, returning just in time to go to the tournament. A girl has fucking needs, Bulma thinks. And needs must be made known. He doesn't know better, she knows from experience. He's not human, just like she isn't Saiyan. He forgets that he's got the better end of the cosmic deal.
"Do you know how long you've been gone?"
"Too long for your human standards, no doubt," He replies with a curt sneer. "Do you require me to stay home and play house with you, human?"
She sighs at his barb, he's baiting her. Just great. "How long is your life expectancy now that you're part god or whatever, Vegeta?"
"Who knows." His reply is so nonchalant that she seethes.
"Okay, well my life is nearly half fucking over. You have fun training away the rest of my time, and don't fucking miss me when I'm gone, Prince Vegeta." She steps past him, praying that Jaco just lets her hop in and go, because she's had fucking enough. Her mortality has caused a different type of trembling in that's blossoming from the inside of her rib cage and she just doesn't have time for it right now.
He grabs her wrist as she passes him. "We have the dragon balls," he murmurs after a moment of thought, choosing to ignore her 'Prince Vegeta,' mockery routine. His tactical mind figures they've got about ninety seconds to get over whatever her human brain thinks is a reason to leave him. "Who said I'd allow you to leave me?"
She shakes her head. "Who said you'd get the choice?"
"Surely you'd haunt me, woman." He replies, spinning her around to face him. "Weak or not, I'd know if you were gone. I'd feel it." Guarded emotions in his eyes become clearer, and he's trying, she'll give him that.
"You'd have to be around to know." She smiles sadly, her heart pounding. She loves him, more than she loves anyone or anything, but for fuck's sake it just fucking hurts sometimes to be consistently cast aside. "I could have been dead or dying for an awful long time before you'd ever know."
"Whis would have told me."
"He's under instructions not to." She admits, backing out of his slackened grip. "I give you what you want. Always." She breathes, and the tears finally well up in her eyes. "I won't hold you back from what you want."
She doesn't make sense, he thinks. "Then what do you want from me?"
"Nothing you won't give me willingly."
"There's no problem then, woman."
Her sharp intake of breath and the identical tracks of tears pouring down her face indicates he doesn't understand –
OH.
It hits him with the weight of a punch from Kakarot wearing one of those gravity suits.
The woman – his wife – wants compromise of some sort, but knowing Bulma's selflessness when it comes to him, that's probably an exaggeration. She's being as strong as she can, and she needs him to – he isn't giving her anything, he realizes. He isn't there. He doesn't even wear a ring because she won't bind him to those human customs that display ownership to one another.
By the time he filters his thoughts down to a coherent plan of attack, she's already retreated downstairs, likely to greet the midget who will take her to the Super Dragon Balls is. And of course, she's been crying so things are going to go fantastically. He rolls his eyes. Their issues are private, and he knows they're both too prideful to have a full-blown disagreement in public, but he doesn't need Kakarot giving him the third degree for the three years they're in the chamber.
When he joins them, the purple midget is prostrating in the corner, and Bulma is giving him shit, and there's no trace of any of those feelings on her face. She reacts accordingly when he mocks her age – with violence – and this time he watches her face long enough to see the hurt flicker cross her face for a half second and reflects on her earlier words (Don't fucking miss me when I'm gone – my life is nearly half fucking over – nothing you're not willing to give). His gut drops like he's eaten something bad.
When did she become one of those creatures on the television who pretended to be different than they were?
Next thing he knows, they're in the ship and its boot sequence is half complete. He has to say something, or he'll never forgive himself, and he knows it. So, when he warns the purple midget not to do anything suspect, Vegeta isn't looking at him. Instead, his eyes are searching hers. She plays it off, but her aquamarine eyes are glittering.
It floors him every time.
This slip of a woman just gets him. Her anger is like a storm coming ashore. Furious, but it breaks quickly, the lightning and thunder giving way to a cleansing rain. He reflects again. She's never asked him to be anything but himself. The moment gives rise to a thought of Kakarot's wife berating him and barring him from training which Vegeta immediately casts aside with an internal scoff, but he still makes the connection. Bulma doesn't actually make demands of him or tell him he can't do something, even just for propriety's sake.
As the ship takes off, Vegeta mentally catalogues the other part of the conversation. He's going to need to speak with Whis the next time he sees him. His woman will not be allowed to carry on telling others to withhold knowledge on her wellbeing.
