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Mordecai arrived at the coffee shop still thinking about the previous conversation with CJ. He opened the door, stepping in, he felt something strange in the air like something had changed about the shop. He saw Margaret talking to Eileen. Margaret had a smile on her face while Eileen looked kind of sad but still happy for her.

Margaret noticed Mordecai walk she and walked towards him.

"Hey" she said giving him a hug

"Hey...umm so what were you guys talking about that made you so happy?" he said nervously

"Oh I was just telling Eileen the good news"

"What news?" he said confused

"I got accepted!" she said smiling

"You mean for college?" He said plainly

"Yeah aren't you happy for me?"

"Yeah of course it's just I wont get to see you that much anymore"

Her smile faded " You know we'll still have contact"

"Yeah I guess your right" he said faking a smile

"I'm leaving in a week"

"In a week? Why so soon" Mordecai said shocked

"It's the only time, if not now then who knows when. Right?"

"Right" he sighed

"So I decided to make plans tomorrow afternoon" She said smiling

"Tomorrow? At what time"

"At 3 maybe ?" she asked suspiciously

"Well...I was kind of going to see an old friend of mine"

"Oh really who?" she asked with a hint of jealousy and hurt

"Doesn't matter who. I could just tell her we can meet some other day"

"So it's a her huh?" she asked her jealousy rising

"Yeah" he said realizing his mistake " but we're just friends" he added quickly

"Okay what if we meet in the morning and then you can meet your little friend" she said loosening up

"That sounds great...Oh wait I have to work tomorrow" he said

"Fine then after your little meeting" she said getting annoyed

"That's perfect" he said giving her a smile

"See you tomorrow I guess"

"See you" he said before leaving and heading back to the park

CJ was finally at her house. She was neatly putting everything were they belonged. As she was packing she found her old diary, she opened it up and began to read.

Dear diary,

Well I'm not really into this diary kind of thing but I decided to try it out one of my friends told me that it would help me release some kept in emotions. I'm not sure what she meant but I guess ill give it a try. Today I met this one guy he was amazing we went everywhere together. It was the most fun I've had in years, before the break up at least. Anyways at the end of the day he asked me to go to a movie with him. I totally said yes it was so adorable.

~CJ

'That was pathetic of me' she said to herself. She turned the page to see the next entry

Dear diary,

Ugh I can't believe I actually thought he liked me like. No one could like everyone just has to play with my stupid emotions. I wish I could just crush him and that stupid girl too, but that wouldn't solve anything. He eventually explained everything to me but I just couldn't be his friend after what he did.

~CJ

' I'm not over him yet sadly' she sighed and flipped the page to view the last entry

Dear diary,

I decided to leave the city for a while. I told my friends they told me it would be for the best I was kind of expecting more from them but that didn't happen, so now I'm leaving you here. Yes I know you're not real and you wont care you're just the only one that actually listens. Anyways see you when I come back.

~CJ

'Leaving didn't solve anything' She set the book down and decided to watch some T.V. to clear her mind for a bit and then she remembered about the meeting with Mordecai.