A/N: Thank you very much to everyone who has read, favorite, or reviewed my story so far! XD you all made my day! So I present Ch. 2! I hope you all enjoy it! and Please review! No flames though! If you don't like it that's fine, but please don't leave a nasty comment because that just very uncalled for. Oh! And I own nothing at all! Sad but true! Anyway enough of my blabbing! Enjoy! And COMMENT! Plz! I luv's them!
Ch.2
"I-I-I…Zim…F-fail's to understand my tallest." Zim whispered in a rare voice full of fear and disbelief. He couldn't believe what his tallest were telling him. Red sighed in frustration rubbing his temple "Zim, I've had enough of you. You are a worthless, pathetic excuse for an invader. You are and always will be nothing! Nothing in this world! Or any other!" Zim shook his head frantically, as Purple took over "Zim you were banished! Banished because you are nothing but a regretful decision of life! You should have never been created! You're worthless! A worthless excuse for an Irken! You bring nothing but shame and paint a bad name for all Irken's everywhere!" Red shouted interrupting Purple as rage took them both over
"We tried to be patient with you! But you don't deserve that anymore! You don't even deserve to be talking with us! You are the lowest form of life I had ever seen! Everything you try fails! YOU'RE A FAILURE ZIM! A HORRIFIC FAILURE! You always will be! You are not deserving of love! Or life! No one will ever treat you like an equal because you never will be!" Purple nodded with an equally cruel shout "Zim! Stay on earth! And NEVER COME BACK! If we EVER catch you outside of Earth's galaxy! You WILL BE KILLED! IF YOU EVER TRY TO COME BACK OR CONTACT US! You will be killed! WE HATE YOU! YOU WORTHLESS LITTLE PATHETIC BARKNEAR!" Red grinned evilly as he growled before ending the transmission "I've always wanted to say this to you Zim. GOOD BY FOREVER! OHH! I HOPE YOU DIE THERE! A SLOW PAINFULL DEATH!"
With their final heart breaking words ringing through his antennas Zim felt them go limp as his eye's slowly filled with purple tears. His whole life was nothing…he had nothing…everyone and everything he had was gone. The heavy realization of pathetic life crashing down on him Zim felt his breath shorten as tears flowed down his cheeks. This was too much. And in one heart wrenching moment Zim collapsed onto the ground the only sound emitting from him were the sounds of his cries of agony as he realized that he was the worst form of life ever to be created. Zim's nothing! Zim's better off…d-d-dead! The sorrowful Irken thought as his sobs took him over. He finally realized that he had nothing to live for, nothing.
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Master? Should I ready the Misquotes?" The computer asked, not understanding his master's sorrow. Zim clenched his fists and slammed them down onto the ground as he screamed his throat growing raw "DESTROY THEM! ZIM HATES HIS PLANS! AND HIS LIFE! IT NO LONGER MATERS! DESTROY THEM AND LEAVE ME ALONE!"
"There he is!"
"OH! I wanna sit next to him!"
"That's not fair! You get to sit behind him in geometry!"
"Who care's he weird!"
"But he's cute!"
"Ugh! you are all crazy!"
"I get to be with him in the lunch line!"
Dib rolled his eyes as he walked into the auditorium with the rest of his year, he didn't know quite when it happened but over time he seemed to have created an annoying girly fan base. They always kind of stalked him. Scanning the crowd Dib scowled wanting to find a seat where he could avoid the fan girl group, when suddenly he was pulled into a seat "Sit down!" Gasping he sighed in relief "Gaz! My baby sister! Oh how wonderful to see you!" Dib spoke this in an unnecessary loud voice so his fan girls would hopefully hear and leave him alone. But instead they just squealed in loud whisper "Aww! He's such a great brother!" as they took the row in front of him.
Dib groaned slapping his knee "Damn!" Gaz rolled her eyes playing viciously on her game station "Just kiss Zim already and they'll leave you alone!" Dib flinched and whispered to her in an angry tone "Gaz! Why do you always do that? I hate that green menace!" She ignored him and chuckled "Then enjoy the stalking!" Dib looked around the dark room for any sign of his enemy "Speaking of which…where is the lizard?" he scanned the crowd for any sign of Zim but found nothing. Surprised dib pulled out his night time vision binoculars knowing since it was dark no one would notice. "Come on you freak where are you?" but after searching for what felt like forever Dib was stunned, he wasn't here. Zim wasn't here! The alien would never miss out on this kind of opportunity!
"He's not here! I don't believe it Gaz!" Gaz shushed him "Shhh! It's starting you can search for your boy toy at lunch!" dib scowled but fell silent as the presentation began. But he couldn't shake this feeling of nervousness and dread as he continued to think: Where was Zim?
He stopped crying…eventually. But Zim did lose track of time, not that he cared. His eyes were slightly swollen from the amount of time he spent sobbing. And now Zim lay curled up in a ball underneath his computer his breathing still coming in short quick gasp's, tears every now and then creeping down his cheeks. Never before in his life had he felt so low and depressed all he wanted now was to curl up and die, so his pain would end. "Masta? Masta?" a small voice entered the room as soft metal upon metal could be heard. Zim felt more tears build as his antennae's went stiff in fear. He didn't want Gir to see him like this; all he wanted was to be left alone as he deserved.
Suddenly Zim saw two thin legs come into view, he never thought he would be afraid of Gir but here he was literally shaking and whimpering as Gir's gentle blue eyes came into view. "Masta? Why you sad?" Zim didn't answer but merely wiped at his eye's as the tears continued. Gir smiled gently at his master, and crawled over to him taking his hand the small robot crawled under his arm and hugged Zim's neck. "Don't cry masta. I love's you as much." Zim couldn't hold it in anymore, he couldn't bring himself to try to be brave for his kind and gentle robot. "Oh Gir! Zim's life is such a mockery!" he shouted as another round of sobs broke through and his whole body began to shake while the tears flowed.
Gir cuddled up to his master as he cried, Zim found himself clinging to Gir as though he were a life line. For a while the two just lie there together, Gir providing as much comfort as he could. While the gentle little robot stroked his antenna to calm his master down as he murmured to the sorrowful Irken "Don't cry masta. Your life is worth the world, all the piggy's in the world love's you!" Zim wanted to laugh at his child like robot's mind set and unique outlook but couldn't. Zim just lay life like on the floor his body wrapped around Gir with his head in Gir's lap, trying to breathe evenly as his antenna was stroked. It was the only way to calm himself down. His antenna's where so very sensitive even the lightest touch would cause him to purr and go completely limp.
Zim purred loudly as Gir continued his action, "Gir…It doesn't matter…nothing does anymore." Gir stopped as he spoke whipping at Zim's eye's and for one moment he showed a brief moment of wisdom "Everything matters. Life, loss, and love, you just have to find your place master. But don't give up." Zim was shocked, no astounded, he finally realized just how amazing his robot was. He was better than any other Sir unit because unlike them, he actually felt, loved and was always there for Zim. Taking a deep breath Zim patted Gir's head "Thank you Gir. Your amazing." Gir grinned happily and snatched up his Masters wrist as he shrieked "COME ON MASTER! I'M GONNA MAKE TACO'S!"
Zim stumbled behind him but allowed his insane robot to pull him out of the lab. But even though he may have had Gir…he couldn't shake the same feeling. The feeling of worthlessness, he knew deep down that his life didn't matter and it never would. He could try to run from his hellish reality but it would catch up to him.
A/N: Yes I know I am evil! poor, poor Zim! To make him feel better leave a comment! hope you enjoyed! XD
