Must read! chapter 1 writen by .mcCarthy.

Need You Now By Lady Antebellum

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

17 years old: JPov

It's a quarter after one in the morning and i'm in bed staring at the ceiling. Since Bella left two years ago wow has it really only been two years it feels like twenty not two, anyway ever since she left i've been having a hard time sleeping at night or anytime a day for that matter. when she left she took everything that i had with her without even realizing she had anything of mine. But she did oh boy did she ever she had my heart and soul and apparently my ability to sleep also. Great and get this none of us have heard a word from her since she left even though she promised, she must have a good reason though. She left in such a hury her mother screaming for her to get ready to leave i didn't even get to tell her i loved her not that it would matter she dosen't love me and even if she did she is millions of miles from here. Never to be seen around here again oh how i miss her.

Ring

Ring!

Ring!

Ring!

"Howdy you got Jasper, speak!"i said into the phone. Wow i was to much awake for it being one in the morning.

"hey Jasper it's me bella just wanted to see how you were doing and tell you the great news i figured you

guys up there would want to know!" oh My gosh it was bella she hadn't forgot about me. wait did she say great news. wait it's one why she alling now oh it don't matter she's calling.

"Bella i can't believe it's you. What's the great news?" i was happy she finally called me yah.

"Well i'm coming back can you believe it i'm coming back to Forks, I'm going to live with Charlie.

Isn't that great i can't wait to tell the others." i could hear the joy in her voice she sounded very very happy over joyed is more like it actually. then it hit me the meaning of what she had just said she was coming back she would be within my reach again i could see her everyday just like old times.

"When will you be back?" i asked. Hoping that it would be soon. Actually soon would not be fast enough for me.

"Well a week i think. i can't wait to be back i've missed you guys so much and you

should see how much i have changed over the years i'm not your shy Bella anymore

can you believe it i can't wait to see how much you have changed."

"Really not shy well that's a shock yeah i can't wait to see this." i could not belive my ears not shy ha!

"oh i have to go i'm still packing see you in a week?"

"Yeah see you then bye." after i hung up i felt sort of empty and happy at the same time she

was coming home to me i would get to hold her in my arms well maybe in my dreams and who

knows maybe i will be able to sleep again after she is back i hope so sleep deprivation is not good for you.

Anyway i had to tell everyone else and that she was coming back to us once again just like she promised.

reveiw please it gives us encouragement.

.mccarthy is writing the next chapter sorry it's sort.