Chapter 1

Cammie

I hadn't talked to Zach for like two weeks since he came back, I'd been spending my time with Grant and everybody was getting suspicious, thinking that we were going out, and I knew it was getting on Bex nerves.

"Hey Cam, can we talk?" Zach asks. I look at him seriously and shrug.

"Yeah sure" I say. Zach leads the way to the rooftop. We just look into each other's eyes not sure of what to say. "What's going on between you and Nick?" Zach asks looking at me sadly.

"I don't know" I say calmly. Zach sighs.

"I'm sorry about Josh, Cam" Zach says quietly. I nod my head in agreement. I still couldn't believe he was actually gone, or even the fact that he risked his life for Zach, just to make me happy.

"He was a good guy, I never even realised that til he left" Zach says. I nod my head again, trying to stop myself from crying. Zach comes closer to me, putting strands behind my hair.

"If you need time Cam, you can just tell me, I get it" Zach says, hands in pockets. I move closer to Zach and touch his face with the back of my hand. "I don't know what to tell you Zach" I say. Zach smirks. "What did you do with the baby?" Zach asks. A tear falls down my cheek.

"That's what I need to tell you Zach" I say. Zach nods, looking at me questionably.

"The day after the formal, I had a baby appointment" I say trying to remain calm. Zach nods.

"I lost the baby, it was a miscarriage" I say tears welling down my eyes. Zach looks at me, and sees I'm telling the truth. "That's the day after I ran off, that's why you were so angry with me-" Zach says

"Because I left you, when you needed me-" Zach says a tear falling down my cheek.

"Cammie I'm so sorry" Zach says, giving me a hug.

"I know I've done wrong by you Cam, and I guess this just adds to the list, but I can be better Cam, I will be better for you" Zach says grabbing hold of my shoulder.

"Zach-" I say. Zach shakes his head.

"I get it Cam, Nick was there when you needed him, I wasn't. I WAS NEVER BLOODY THERE!" Zach says clenching his fists. I move closer to Zach, our bodies pressed together.

I don't bloody deserve you Cam!" Zach yells pushing me away from him. I grab his wrist and pull him closer to me, I press my lips against Zach's feeling the warmth of him once again.

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