I Could Use Somebody

Rating: T

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You never let yourself take a breath and look around at everything surrounding you. Instead, you let yourself push your thoughts to never being able to be happy. You weren't being fair to yourself. Just because you're the savior doesn't mean that you can't be happy. That's something you need to understand instead of closing yourself off to the world, Swan. Closing yourself off to me.

And instead of letting in the love like you should have done, like you could have done by trusting me instead of locking my hand to that damn park bench, the wall in the giant's castle, you filled yourself with false memories with a man that could never love you as much as I do. No one could ever love you as much as I do.

You need someone who loves you, Swan. You can't keep yourself shut off forever. It's not healthy.

You need me, love.

I know how you act. I know you better than you know yourself. You don't remember the part of your life that was most important. The part of your life that involved family, Snow and Charming, not only Henry, friends like the dwarves, Granny, Ruby, Snow. A love that could have been. Me.

You're beautiful, Emma. So many people have fallen for those beautiful green eyes that I think of every night before I fall asleep. Not a day goes by where I don't think of you and how you've fallen for fools in your past and won't let me in because you think I'll leave you too. But I swear to all the gods I would never do that to you. I couldn't do that to you. It would just break me. I would never move on.

To be honest, I didn't think I'd be able to move on from my first love, but after meeting you, I realized that it wasn't true love that I shared with her. I needed someone who had a kindred spirit. Someone who would cause me to stay up at night thinking of her.

Someone like you.

And while you were off in New York, you made new memories. You had fun without me. You fell in lust with another man. But none of it was real. Not to me. I knew that if I could just make you remember what we had, then maybe you'd realize that I was the one you were meant to be with. I thought that maybe if you felt the same as I did, then true love's kiss would have worked. But at the time, you didn't. You didn't remember me, much less the spark we shared.

I fought a war trying to get you back. You're quite the feisty one when you're determined. You pushed me away. And I think that was what hurt most before you finally caved. The fact that even though you didn't remember me, even though I knew you were cursed, I was hoping that I'd break through.

And I did. I fought long and hard to get you back.

I hope you realize that I'm here for you. I want to be your shoulder to cry on, the man you laugh with, the man you make love to.

I'm ready for you, Swan. Just say the word and I'll be yours.