Authoresses note: Don't kill me. You'll find out why later. Another short chapter but still kudos to me for writing and uploading two in one day eh?

Disclaimer:I do not own ouran high school host club or the characters!


5 months had past since Hikaru's confession, and their relationship was still going strong. Kaoru watched hurtfully as their eyes met across the third music room, he faked a smile when Hikaru told him everything that happened on their dates, heck, he even put up with watching them kiss and making sure no one saw, to keep Haruhi's gender secret and to not confuse people over Hikaru's sexuality (even thought their "brotherly love" act was kinda homo.)

The days turned into weeks, the weeks turned into months, and what seemed like in no time at all, three years went by. Even though they went to different universities, their relationship was still in tacked.

Then Hikaru said something to his brother, something that should of made him happy, but instead it was like Hikaru had ripped his heart out of his chest and given it to Tamaki so he could give it a 'Super Tama-chan kick'.

"I'm going to propose to her."

Tears rose in Kaoru's eyes, tears of hurt and sadness, which were easily disguised as tears of joy.

"That's so beautiful" he lied.

"I really can't wait. But do you think she'll say yes?"

"Of course!" That was not a lie.


It had been a week since, she agreed, and what was left of Kaoru's heart had finally given up and shattered.

It was time for his epiphany.

"It wasn't worth it" he whispered.

"Huh?" Hikaru looked puzzled.

"Oh nothing." he lied as he buttoned up his waistcoat.

It wasn't worth the look on Hikaru's face when she kissed him, it wasn't worth seeing his twin grow more mature, it wasn't worth any of it. He should've been more selfish. He should of taken his chance when he had it.

"Kaoru you look magnificent!" a voice called. But not just any voice, the voice of the one girl he wanted to be with, Haruhi's voice.

"Doesn't he Hikaru?" She said clinging to her fiancée's waist.

"Yes, you'll be the hottest best man there" he joked. "Now come on!"

They arrived at the church, sakura blossoms danced through the air, it was a beautiful day.

Kaoru went to check on Haruhi, but to his surprise he found her crying in a corner.

I guess she picked up some qualities from Tono. He thought.

"Haruhi?" he sat beside and patted her back. "You ok?"

She gave him a look.

A look similar to the one Hikaru gave him when he realised his feelings, and the same one Kaoru had, had when he realised it wasn't worth it, it was a look to say "I've had an epiphany."

"I screwed up big time Kaoru."

"What do you mean?"

"I...I...I chose the wrong twin."

"Haruhi what are you talking about?"

"I only agreed on going out with Hikaru to get closer to you, but our relationship developed and I could see Hikaru changing, maturing even. I didn't want to stop that happening. I got so caught up in this fake relationship I just suppressed all my feelings for you, and now they've come rushing back, I feel like such a fool."

Kaoru didn't know what to say, this is what he wanted so much and now that it was happening, it was too much to take in. but before he could answer she leaned in to kiss him, but she was cut off.

By Kaoru waking up.


The sunlight creeped through the blinds and teased Kaoru's eyes, stirring from his slumber he awoke to find Hikaru in his room, fully dressed for school.

"Oh god, am I late? Did I oversleep?"

"Yes, but I didn't wake you because its quite funny watching you sleep."

He glared at his twin.

"C'mon then, lets get a move on!" Hikaru stated chucking a school uniform at his brothers bed.

Kaoru smiled. He got his chance back

At lunch Kaoru cornered his brother and asked him something.

"Do you think I have a chance with Haruhi?"

Kaoru waited anxiously for a reply.

A smile fell upon Hikaru's lips.

"Finally!"

"Eh?"

"Kaoru, you've finally realised your feelings for her, this is great!"

Kaoru underestimated his sibling.

"I knew you'd fall for our toy."

But not too much.

Hikaru still hadn't realised his own feelings. Maybe he never would. But Kaoru needed to grab his chance before another host did.

And he was about to.


Authoresses note: DON'T KILL ME FOR THE CHEESIEST CLICHÉ EVERR! (the dream thing.)
I plan to write more into the kaoXharu from now on.

Reveiws are good since this is my first fanfic.

ideas are good too :D

rini anoited436, thanks for reviewing :) i know i do have quite rubbish grammar. so sorry everyone about spelling errors and that.