"Where to counselor?" Olivia asked leaving the choice to Alex the last thing she ever wanted was to make her uncomfortable.

Alex looked Olivia up and down before turning to give the cabbie her address. Never in the past when she picked someone up from a bar, not that there was many, had she ever taken them to her house. Most of the time it was a cheap by the hour motel that left her feeling cheaper than what she paid for the room. With Olivia everything was different.

"You sure you want this?" Olivia husked as she pinned Alex against the elevator wall once the door was closed.

"Yes" Alex breathed as she felt her knees buckle.

"I'm a fast and rough woman and with a small delicate thing like you I might hurt you." Olivia whispered before gently biting Alex's ear "I wont be there in the morning. I never am."

"I trust you." Alex moaned out as Olivia made her way down her to her neck. If the elevator didn't move faster she was going to give the guards down stairs one hell of a show and at that moment she didn't care. Finally as if the lord had heard her silent pleas the elevator dinged open signaling the arrival to her floor.

Olivia stepped back and allowed Alex to walk out first. She couldn't help but smirk at the unsteady steps the ever confident attorney was taking, especially knowing she was the cause of it. She stopped behind Alex and swallowed hard when Alex turned to face her. It was now or never and she was pretty sure she would die if Alex had changed her mind at that moment. She also new that she would find her restraint to walk away if that's what she wanted.

"Alex." Olivia said raising Alex's eyes up to met hers "It's your choice."

Alex felt her throat constrict at the vulnerability she heard in Olivia's voice. She could also see the raw need and desire written all over her face. That look along with the fact she was giving her an out with no questions asked made her fall for the detective even more than she was already.

"Take me." Alex whispered as she opened and stepped in shuddering at the look that crossed over Olivia's face and how black her eyes became.

Olivia advanced in shutting the door with her foot while pulling Alex roughly against her. Her mind was screaming for her to go easy with the blonde and not treat her like the rest of the women she'd been with. Her desire and need for the blonde was over ruling her thoughts telling her to take her as rough as she wanted and to make her pay for being the tease she had been.

Alex pulled back and looked at Olivia noticing the change in her demeanor. The internal battle she was waging within herself was clearly visible in her eyes. It made Alex's heart break seeing the anguish in her eyes yet soar high because she was trying her best to treat her with the up most respect.

"Let go Olivia. I know without a doubt that you won't hurt me."

With those words spoken the last bit of reserve Olivia had was broken. She spun Alex around pushing her against the wall. She ripped Alex's shirt off of her before stripping her of her pants and underwear. Stopping just a moment to stare at Alex who was flushed and breathing heavily.

"It's not nice to tease counselor." Olivia husked out as she entered Alex with two fingers fast, hard, and deep.

Alex cried out when Olivia entered. Never had she felt so full with a lover before or so close to a release just by a touch. Normal she would have fought to gain control but she felt so free and relaxed in giving in to Olivia.

Olivia pulled all the way out before thrusting back in just as hard and deep as before. Staring in awe as Alex not only arched in to the contact but cried out in what sounded like pure pleasure. The nails she felt digging in her shoulder only encouraged to keep up with what she was doing.

"You like this?" Olivia husked into Alex's ears as she pulled out and thrust back into her this time curving her fingers.

"YESSSS" Alex screamed as she wrapped a leg around Olivia's hips to pull her in closer.

Olivia groaned as Alex pulled her in closer and deepened the contact. Hearing Alex moan and beg for more beneath her was almost to much. If she wasn't careful she was going to come before Alex.

Alex could tell by the shaking in Olivia's arms she was just as close as she was but when she attempted to touch her she was stopped with a not now. Which Alex was ready to argue about until Olivia rubbed her thumb across her tight bundle of nerves that had been begging for attention since she laid eyes on the detective. After two more flicks across her clit Alex's knees buckled and she screamed her release for everyone to hear.

Olivia wrapped her free arm around Alex to keep her from falling while milking every bit of Alex's release as she could. She only stopped when Alex slumped over her shoulder shaking and gasping for breath. Slowly she removed her fingers from Alex and gently lowered her leg to the floor. Using the last bit of energy she had she gently lifted Alex into her arms and carried her up the stairs.

Alex moaned and wrapped her arms around Olivia when she lifted her. At first she thought she was going to lay her on the couch and then make her exit until she realized she was being taken up the stairs. After a few moments she felt herself being lowered onto her bed and gently covered up.

"Just sleep Alex" Olivia whispered as she laid a kiss on her forehead.

Alex rolled over trying her best to reign in her tears. She knew that this time would come. Olivia made no bones about not being there in the morning but she still had hoped that she would change her mind. She silently prayed that Olivia would shut the door soon so she could cry without being seen. What she wasn't prepared for was the dip in the bed.

Olivia stood and stared at the blond hair blue eye beauty that captured her the second she was introduced to the squad. Every fiber of her being was screaming to leave like always but her heart was saying other wise. Finally deciding to choose heart over mind she quickly undressed and slid in the bed behind Alex and wrapped her arm around the attorney. It wasn't until she realized Alex was shaking that she knew she was crying. Damn it she had hurt the blonde beauty.

"Alex I'm sorry." Olivia whispered as she gently kissed the back of her head. "I'm so sorry."

Alex who was stunned at hearing Olivia apologizing rolled over quickly to face the brunette. It shattered her heart when Olivia looked away. She had heard the rumors about the infamous detective. She was the love them and leave them type. Never more than one night with the same person. In the back of her mind she had hoped she could have the tiger change its stripes but deep down she knew better.

"What are you sorry for?" She finally asked when she found her voice.

"I hurt you." Olivia muttered still not looking at Alex "I knew I needed to go easy but I still treated you like the others."

"Maybe detective" Alex purred out as she straddled Olivia "just maybe I wanted to be taken fast and rough like you just did."

Olivia spun her head around wide eyed at the statement she heard coming from the ice queen.

"That's right Olivia ever think I might like it rough every now and then. Haven't you ever heard of the saying a lady in the street and a freak in the bed." Alex lowered her self till she was inches from Olivia's ear "I can be your freak in the bed."