To Jayne: Thanks for your comment. But I didn't see the second season. Sorry!
Disclaimer: I don't own the song. It's from Linkin Park. And I don't own the characters.
Breaking the habit
Enjyu tries to forget Cornell.
I looked at the sky. How could I just a minute ago, think about Cornell?
memories consume
I walked to the café. "AAAAAAUUUUWWWW!!!!" "Please, Yamato. It's just a scram."
like
opening the wound
"So Enjyu, do you want to eat dinner with us?" Mie asked, when she saw me standing there. "Umm…" "It's just that Terry and I know it, so we can cook dinner."
I'm
picking me apart again
I looked at the people in the room. There was Wen, Li, Gray, Bull, Karat, Lienna, Armada, a yelling Yamato and Tommy. So these are my friends?! I don't even think they like me.
you
all assume
I didn't say anything. I just walked to a seat, where no one was.
I'm
safer in my room
unless I try to start again
"I take that as a yes," Mie said and walked into the kitchen. "Hey Gray, what about a b-dabattle?" Yamato said to Gray. "And you think you can win?" asked Gray. "Of course!" "Then bring it on!" "B - DAFIRE!" "I'll show you I'm the number one!"I don't want to be the one
"Forget that Yamato! I'm the one," Gray said. "Who do you think that is going to win?" Li asked at Wen. "I think Yamato, he has more strength." "But Gray has more control."
the
battles always choose
"Yes! I'm the best!" Yamato screamed. Yamato walked to me and said: "So Enjyu, what about me against you? Doesn't that sounds great?"
cause
inside I realize
"You won't even have a change," I said. "Oh please!" "In other words, NO!"
that
I'm the one confused
"Please, please, please, please!" "Why me?" I asked.
I
don't know what's worth fighting for
"Because I am going to bring you down." Everybody glared at Yamato. "Please, please, please, please, please…" "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
or
why I have to scream
"You better should leave him alone," Gray said. "Yeah," I said.
I
don't know why I instigate
"Yeah, I agree with Gray for one time. So leave me alone losers!" I said.
and
say what I don't mean
They wanted to start argue with me, when suddenly Terry and Mie walked in the room and said: "Dinner's ready!"
I
don't know how I got this way
When we were eating, no one said a word to me. Why did I say that again?
I
know it's not alright
I listened to Mie, who was punishing Yamato, for being in the kitchen. "Yamato, how many times do I have to tell? Only when you call Terry Mc Scotty or Lienna Vincent or Mie Delgado, you can enter the kitchen." "But mom, if I change my name in Terry Mc Scotty, can I then go inside the kitchen?" "If you want us dead," I said.
so
I'm breaking the habit
Everybody looked at me. "It's the true," I said. "I mean, we all know Yamato can't cook. "
I'm
breaking the habit tonight
"Oh, so you can cook?" Yamato said angry. "Well, at least, I can do it better than you." "You're crazy!"
clutching
my cure
"Yeah, whatever" I said and walked to the corner of the room. Silence was there. Away from my stupid friends.
I
tried to lock the door
After they were finished with dinner, Lienna came to me. "Would you play a song for me?" she asked blushing. I looked away. Of course, I don't want to play a song on a leaf for her. Why is she asking that? Why is she blushing? "NO!"
I
tried to catch my breath again
She walked with tears to the others. "Why are you crying?" Gray asked to his sis. "Nothing." Wen looked at me and said: "Man, that Enjyu. If he is our friend, why is he so mean?"
I
heard much more
Yeah, why am I so mean to those guys and girls? Why?
than
inside before
Now, it's too late to apology myself.
I
have no options left again
Still I walked to them, but I didn't say anything. "What's wrong Enjyu?"
I
don't want to be the one
I looked at Bull. It was the first time I heard him speaking tonight. "Nothing, just a little bit tired and…."
the
battles always choose
"What?" I was just a little bit tired and confused.
cause
inside I realize
that I'm the one confused
"Come on, tell us," Karat said. It was also the first time I heard her speaking tonight too. "Why?" I asked. I don't know what's worth fighting for
"Because, we are your friends," Li said. Friends, Cornell. "AAAHHH, GO AWAY!"
or
why I have to scream
"ENJYU! Come back!" they screamed. No I won't come back, not until the demon in myself is gone.
I
don't know why I instigate
"Leave me alone!" I screamed back. "Stupid friends," I murmured.
and
say what I don't mean
I was outside, leaning against the walls. I looked at the sky, who was clear tonight. Is it my fault? Is all this my fault?
I
don't know how I got this way
I heard Cornell's voice haunting me again.
I'll
never be alright
Li suddenly stood near me. "Leave me alone, Li," I said.
so
I'm breaking the habit
"No, Enjyu. You are my friend and I'm not going to leave you here alone." I wanted to speak again, but Li just said: "Even if you are starting to scream again, I won't go away." My lips smiled.
I'm
breaking the habit tonight
However, memories of Cornell went back to my mind. "WHY?!"I'll paint it on the walls
I ran away. "ENJYU!" No, I shall not come back. Sorry Li! I ran to a mountain.
cause
I'm the one that falls
When I was at the top, I looked to the ground. Much higher, than I thought.
I'll
never fight again
I stepped back and then I ran to the cliff and jumped.
and
this is how it ends
"Hey,
Enjyu what about a b-dabattle?" Cornell said. I
don't know what's worth fighting for
"I hope you still can remember you're cheating in our match."
or
why I have to scream
"But actually, if you really want to know it. I betrayed you. I went to the judge and said that you were cheating. And they believed me."
but
now I have some clarity
"So now you jumped for nothing. And you will never see you're friends again."
to
show you what I mean
"I hope you will enjoy, the landing."
I
don't know how I got this way
"HAHAHAHA!"
I'll
never be alright
"ENJYU!"
so
I'm breaking the habit
"ENJYU!"
I'm
breaking the habit
"ENJYU! Why did you jump of the mountain?" I was lying in my friends arms. I heard Yamato and Gray discussing. Wen and Li were looking at me, Lienna and Mie were trying to feed me, Terry, who caught me, was trying to protect me and Armada was healing me. So now I'm here in the middle of the night, surrounded by my friends Li, Wen, Yamato, Bull, Lienna, Karat, Gray, Armada, Terry, Tommy and Mie. I am finally free from Cornell!
I'm
breaking the habit tonight
Okay, I know it's not like it happened in the anime. But well it's not that worse. I only hope I didn't make many mistakes. Sorry for spelling.
Next songfic: Bull-When you believe
Normal Bull is thinking about the war.
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