Story: Past love


Summery: Kagome loved him, but she thought he loved someone else. She disappeared with a secret she never wanted him to know, he never stopped looking for her, but what happens when he finds out her secret about their past, and finds her.

Chapter title: Mommy and Daddy?

IMPROTANT: Alright so I'm going to be going back a forth between English and Japanese now, so here swat I'm going to do! Everything u see underlined is English, everything not underlined is Japanese.


"Inume, do you ever stay in one place? How did your grandfather manage with you?" Inuyasha was running after his daughter. His daughter…………………………… it still seemed so new to him, but Inume seemed to know everything about him.

"Daddy, hurry up! You're slow," the little girl laughed at him.

Only a few hours ago they had been on a plane coming from Japan, he was supposed to meet someone here in the United States, and his father Inutashio had suggested that Inume go with him, so they could have some father-daughter bonding time.

Inuyahsa finally caught up with the little girl and swooped her up into his arms, "come on you little devil, I'll push you on the swings," Inuyasha put the little girl on his shoulders and made his was to the park swing set, and placed her on one of the swing seats, and began gently pushing her. Inume was an extremely adorably little girl. She had raven black hair, and a small nose, and a cute little smile, she reminded Inuyasha, of someone he once loved, a young woman who had disappeared, Inume was almost a mirror image except, instead of sapphire eyes, there were golden ones, and she didn't have the ears of a human, but instead little white doggie ears atop her head, much like his. She had small little fangs that showed every time she smiled. He knew that there was no child as cute as his daughter.

He laughed quietly to himself at this, but the little Hanyous ears picked it up, "Daddy? What's so funny?" Inume hopped off the swing and started running around her fathers legs.

"Nothing, cookie, now will you please stop running in circles? You're making daddy dizzy," he said, calling Inume by the nickname he had picked up, cookie. He had come up with this name when he had been looking through a photo album with his father, it was of Inume growing up, and in almost every picture the little girl was holding a cookie.

"Okay! Daddy? I'm hungry……….." just as she said those words a quiet growl escaped her stomach. She looked up at him with pleading puppy dog eyes.

Inuyasha laughed, "Alright, alright. Let's go find somewhere to eat," Inume grabbed her fathers hand and stared skipping out of the park with Inuyasha behind her.

The two had been walking down the street for awhile listening to the people around him talking, nearby he over heard someone saying something "Nothing, I just felt like scaring you," after that he heard a group of people laughing. Suddenly he realized a new scent, his Hanyou nose picked it up, and his mind was racing, he knew this scent form somewhere but it wouldn't register in his mind, he wouldn't let it, he didn't want to think of her, not again. Apparently Inume picked up a scent she recognized too, "Daddy! Daddy, mommy, I smell mommy!" the little girl was tugging on his arm. She quickly tugged him around a corner, and there she was……. his nose hadn't lied to him. She was standing not 20-feet away form him. She was as beautiful now as she had been almost 5 years ago.

He heard her laughing, her sweet, carefree, loving laugh that he had missed so much, and spent years searching for, "niice, but anyways it was so cool I was told to go see my professor early today right and he told me--" she was cut short when Inume ripped her little hand out of Inuyasha's grasp and she ran for the woman's arms, for the arms of her mother.

"MOMMY!" Inume screamed as she ran to the woman.

Instantly the girl turned to the voice, and dropped to her knees. Inuyasha's breath caught in his throat when she turned, that had been the first time he had seen her face in 5 years, and it hadn't changed, she looked exactly the same in almost every way, although she had matured some, and her features were more defined, just outlining her beauty more than it already was. But then Inuyasha's anger began to rise, she may have been beautiful, but she had left him, without any word, and she kept the secret of his daughter from him. Slowly Inuyasha made his was towards his daughter, and the woman who broke his heart.

"I-Inume?" Inuyasha saw the girl look up at the blank stares of her friends, she then shot them all an apologetic look before turning to the girl once more and began speaking to her, "Inume, Where is your grandfather? What are you doing down here?"

Inuyasha assumed that none of the people, her friends he guessed, knew that she could speak Japanese, from the looks on their faces. Walking up and standing in front of her he looked down and answered the question that she had asked their daughter "Father wasn't able to make it."

Inuyasha noticed her go ridged, slowly she looked up into his eyes, pure horror etched onto her face, she had immediately recognized his voice. He found himself staring into the sapphire orbs of his past, "Inu-Inuyasha." She breathed out.

All of Kagome's friends were staring at him, 'how did Kagome know this gorgeous man?' Was along the lines for what was running through the minds of most of them, well the girls at least, the guys had something more along the lines of, 'damn if this guy is in the picture I don't have a chance with her.' It wasn't like Inuyasha was even dressed in anything that good, he was wearing a pair of faded blue jeans, and a white wife beater and short sleeve black button up shirt, undone, just hanging loosely around him. He hadn't bothered to tie his long silver hair up today like he would if her were going to work, so instead it flowed freely down his back. Ironically what he wore matched Kagome's outfit her jean mini skirt, white tank top, and black dress shirt tied under her chest, was the female double of his outfit, she had also let her hair hang free today.

'Damn why does she have to be so sexy?' he shouted in his mind before he opened his mouth to speak to her, "It's been awhile Kagome," his words were dripping with acid, 'she left you, she let your heart shatter, she kept you in the dark all these years, she doesn't deserve kindness form you.' He was mentally screaming at himself, but his heart was aching, all he wanted to do was pull her into his arms and never let go. He had missed her everyday she was gone, he had never stopped his search for her, how she had managed to keep herself hidden was beyond him.

Slowly rising to her feet, Kagome clutched Inume close to her chest, 'why is he with Inume, how did he find out? Why is he here? What am I going to do, I spent 5 years staying hidden form him, and now he's found me, and he knows about Inume!' Kagome's mind was running at a mile a minuet. Once she was balanced on her feet she couldn't help but notice how much the same he looked, but so different at the same time, he was still taller then her, and still had his hot model looks, but his eyes were no longer as soft as the once had been, not when he looked at her at least. What hurt most though, was that she knew that they wouldn't be, she expected them to be colder than there were right now, she had done something horrible, but she had done it because she loved him.

"Yes, Inuyasha, it has been a long time. How have you been?" Kagome said, noticeable sad.

"Cut the Shit Kagome! Where the hell have you been? You just left, you didn't say anything! Do you even try to 'how have you been' me! You didn't even tell me I had a daughter!" Inuyasha let his fury take over, he was pissed, oh boy was he ever pissed.

Sango, Miroku and the others were standing there watching this exchange; they could tell form the way the two were speaking that Kagome was mad, and that the man was pissed off. These two obviously had a past together that Kagome had not filled them in about, and who was this little girl? Sango and Miroku were only able to pick up bits and pieces of their conversation, for Kagome and the mystery man were speaking far to fast, and in such an advanced level of Japanese that it was to hard to the beginners to know what was going on. All they could get form the conversation was that the two hadn't seen each other in a long time, and that it seems kagome had left him or disappeared, without telling him something.

That's when one of the boys in the group noticed something, something that everyone else had failed to notice. Kouga stepped forward, "Wait! Kagome how do you know him? He's Hanyou, don't you hate Hanyou?" after Kouga made the obvious, well, obvious everyone in the group started to nod in agreement.

When Inuyasha heard that statement he stepped back in shock, 'He's Hanyou, don't you hate Hanyou?' that sentence rung in his head, Inuyasha's primary language may have been Japanese, but he was as fluent in English as Kagome was Japanese. 'She……she hates Hanyou's? If she hates us so much, then why………. Why did she……..' Inuyasha's thoughts trailed off.

Kagome was looking at the little girl in her arms, Inume hadn't even heard what Kouga had said, she was to wrapped up in playing with her mothers hair, and being happy she got to see her again, that she didn't notice what was going on around her. 'No, I could never hate a Hanyou, you all just think I do,' Kagome though to herself. Slowly Kagome placed Inume on the ground, "Inume, I need you to stay with your father right now, I will see you soon I promise ok," Kagome put on a big smile, hoping to fool her daughter.

Inuyasha smelt it before his daughter could, and he stepped forward, instinctively wanting to stop what he knew was going to happen, what he had made happen. His heart was aching, he wanted to comfort her, tell her he forgave her, that everything could go back to how it had been 5 years ago, but his head wouldn't let him, his mind was still furious at what she had done, he wanted a reason, he wanted her to explain to him why she had done what she had done. His mind wouldn't let things go back to before. Then slowly Inume caught the scent coming form her mother, she quickly grabbed her mothers arm, 'Mommy? Mommy, what's wrong? Why are you sad, mommy, don't cry. Why are you crying?" the little girl pleaded with the woman.

Kagome turned to her friends, who were all staring at her, "I could never hate a Hanyou, Kouga." Her friends gasped at her, not only did she just deny the one thing everyone thought they knew about her, but she was crying. Tears were slowly spilling form her eyes, "I'm sorry everyone, but I can't join you for lunch today." With that Kagome turned and began running down the street. Everyone started at her retreating figure, when she finally disappeared around a corner everyone turned to Inuyasha as he picked up the young girl.

"Wait," Sango stepped forward, "How do you know Kagome? Why did that little girl keep calling her mommy?"

Inuyasha turned to the girl; he could smell her worry for Kagome. This time his heart won the war and he gave a response that might not be harmful towards Kagome "If she hasn't told you herself, then I have no place to say. When she wants you to know, she will tell you, trust me. Kagome hates keeping secrets," Inuyasha answered her in English. He had learned years ago that she hated keeping secrets; he knew almost everything about her. Or he had, but that was 5 years ago. Turning his attention back to Inume he began walking towards their hotel, "come on Inume, mommy needs some time to herself right now, I promise you'll see her again soon, but lets go back to the hotel and see if the pool is still open, sound good?" Inuyasha asked, trying to get the little girls mind off of her crying mother.

At the mention of a pool Inume brightened up, showing her fangs in a great big grin, "Pool? Yay!" the little Hanyou squealed in joy.

: With Kagome :

Kagome had run all the way from the café, in her rush to get home she had forgotten that she had her car there, and she could have just taken that, she would have to call Sango latter to take her to pick it up, but that meant she would have to explaining to do, or she knew Sango wouldn't help her, they may have been best friends, but Sango wouldn't let Kagome keep secrets form her, and she never kept a secret form Kagome. She knew that Sango would be upset that Kagome had never told her about this. Kagome was now standing in her room, the house was empty, Souta was still at school, and her mother wouldn't be home for another few hours.

Moving to the full length mirror in her room Kagome started to pull her hair into a high pony tail, something she would only ever do if she was with her family, or alone where no one who didn't know about her past could see her. Kagome slowly let her fingers trace her neck, "How could I ever hate a Hanyou? How could I hate Hanyou's, when I'm in love with one?" Her fingers lingered and a small scar on her neck, two small bite holes, it couldn't bee seen form far away, but up close it was quiet visible, they were the courting marks of a demon, it had been 5 years and they still hadn't faded. Her mind slipped back into old memories, the night she left Inuyasha, was exactly a week before she wouldn't need the courting marks anymore, because a week form the night, Inuyasha was supposed to mark her forever……………………..as his mate.


hey all, wow, i was so happy when i got so many reviews, so i wrote this chaoter in like 3 hours, so im hoping its still good! i hope you all like it!

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