Author`s note: Hello again! Here`s the first chapter. Sorry if it`s a bit short, it`s been a long time since I`ve written any chaptered fic.
As I wrote this part I was listening to rolling girl...It helped a lot.
Anyway I`m sure the first scene isn`t quite that original. I got it from the video, but really I couldn`t think of a even better fitting intro than the video...so yeah I claim no right to it.
by the way legend:
"mehh" - Phone call
"mehh" - normal conversation or singing
mehh - e-mail or text message
Disclaimer: the song and characters are not mine...and so is the first scene
Chapter 1: Life rolling down
Soft music engulfed the deserted hallway of a school. If someone was to walk through these halls they would notice only one door was open and the sign above it read as 'Music Room'. Inside however was almost bare. Only pictures of popular pianist hung on the wall, some music stands were scattered around the room and the black board was at the furthest wall. However only one instrument was in the room, it was sleek black grand piano.
A blunette student was seated by the said instrument, pressing down the keys producing a soft melody. His head was swinging to the tune, the headphones dangling from his neck was not even affecting him. Suddenly the soft melody gradually went into a crescendo, the beat becoming faster as each note was pressed.
"RONRII GAARU wa itsu made mo todokanai yumemite" he suddenly sung, eyes closed as he concentrated on the lyrics, "Sawagu atama no naka wo kakimawashite, kakimawashite."
His voice was soft but was slowly rising as each phrase passed his lips. The weather was cool but somehow the teen`s voice was making the room warm and bright. He continued to play, as if he memorized the piece, his fingers dancing on the keys.
""Mondai nai." to tsubuyaite, kotoba wa ushinawareta?" he sung, "Mou shippai, mou ship-"
(A/N: End of the scene where I do not claim any ownership too)
Suddenly a piercing ring rang through the room, shattering the spell placed within. The blunette stopped playing the piano; he opened his eyes and they trailed to his bag which was at the other side of the room. He stood up slowly, and approached his belongings. Once it was in his hand he searched inside until he pulled out a blue cell phone.
He flipped it open and put it near his ear, "Hello?"
"Kaito!" a female voice greeted from the other end.
"Mother," the boy said politely, "is there something wrong?"
"Nothing Kaito, but I`ll be out for a while and so can you watch the house please?" the woman said.
"Yes, Mother." He replied, "take c-" the person on the other line hung up, "…care…"
The blunette stared at his phone for a while before shoving it into his bag. Casually he slung the blue bag pack unto his left shoulder and then he left the room closing the door gently. The music room was now cold and bathe in silence, the piano was left alone.
The young teen walked through the deserted hallways of the school. Keeping his head down as he walked casually, he wasn`t in a hurry anyway. No one was at school this late anyway so there was no need to worry. He was safe, he was sure of it. He made sure to keep himself safe, to be alone but protected. To run away.
As he was going down the stairs, he heard steps, next thing he knew he was pushed down the stairs. As he fell he clutched his bag and went into a fetal position, hoping to protect himself better. He tumbled down the stairs, almost rolling down it, before landing harshly on the cold floor. Slowly he uncurled himself and just remained motionless. He didn`t move, not even when he noticed his belongs were scattered around him.
"I knew you were hiding from us." A voice above snickered, and then he looked up to meet narrowed violet eyes. "You were quite pathetic." The violet eyed male sneered as he flicked his long violet hair.
"Oooh~ he`s silent!" a female voice said, giggling as she peered at the still teen who was just staring at her blankly.
"Maybe we can get him to speak." Another male said as he ascended down the stairs, his red eyes were staring maliciously at the blue haired teen. He sweeps his red hair out of his eyes as he spoke, "Maybe we could get him to scream." And as he finished he gave one strong kick to the blue haired teen`s side.
Kaito gasped as he was kicked rather painfully, but that wasn`t the end. The red haired teen continued to kick him as his friends above continued to throws insult and laugh at him. The young blunette didn`t even bother to protect himself, he didn't even dare to fight back, but to only accept the pain silently. He was giving up, he gave up long ago. He gave up and now he was giving up to the calming darkness as he slowly lost consciousness.
Dear Kai-chan!
Hey! It`s been a while! My tour has been great! I`ve been signing record deals left and right and so unfortunately I can`t visit again this year. I`m sorry, but don`t worry I`ll make it up to you! I promise!
Oh, I met some great people, I mentioned Luka before, right? Well Luka-chan is going to be my partner for this new song! Isn`t that great! I also met this girl named Rin Kagamine and she is so cute~!
I`m having fun and making new friends, so don`t worry. Kai-chan I know it`s difficult but try to make new friends! I haven`t heard you mention any!
By the way how are you? I`m worried, I heard from Gumi (You remember Gumi right?) that she saw you with a lot of bandages lately. Are you alright?
Anyway I have to go, I have a press con in a few minutes so I`m sorry I have to cut this message short.
Bye! \(^_^)
Love,
Miku
Kaito stared at his laptop, re-reading his e-mail, over and over again. He felt quite happy that Miku was fine but also sad because it was like she was leaving him. When she left that day he felt even more alone than before, sure they e-mail each other regularly but somehow he feels as if they were drifting apart.
He sighed as he typed his reply, his earphones on his ears as he listened to his music.
Hello Miku-chan
It`s fine I know you`re busy, I`m just happy that you`re finally reaching your dreams. As for my social life, I`m just too busy but don`t worry I`m fine the way it is.
My injuries, well it`s nothing serious. I just happened to roll down the stairs, haha you know me accident prone. There's no problem.
Anyway have fun and take care.
With love,
Kaito
He stared at the screen some more before slowly getting up from his desk and then collapsing on his bed. He stared at nothing, his mind was blank, only the songs from his ipod slowly filling his mind. This was his life for two years now; a punching bag for the meanest group of his school, the outcast of his class and bullied almost every day.
The incident that afternoon wasn`t the first, no it was an occurrence that happened regularly. People around him were cruel; they hurt him, tease him and bully him. The people who sincerely cared for him were never around. He was alone; he was always alone, at home, at school, his whole life.
He never fought back, but simply tried to live his life. Tried to stand up, pick up the pieces and just move. He never stopped, as if rolling down a steep hill. His life had been nothing. No matter how much he does, nothing could make it better. Not even his friend`s e-mails make his feel better, in fact, they make him feel lonelier than before.
He lay there silently, listening to the song that has always haunted his mind.
"Mada desu yo, madamada saki wa mienai node. Iki wo tomeru no, ima." He mumbled as the lyrics continued to play.
Author`s note: and~ done! Now I`m sure some of you are wondering why are Akaito and Gakupo his bullies. Well to be honest I couldn`t think of anyone else. I guess I got the idea of Gakupo from the song "The Madness of Duke Venomania" I mean it was Kaito who killed him in that song. As for Akaito...well I read in a wiki that he has a rebellious side and has a rivalry with Kaito... so let`s just ignore that they`re supposed to be related and that they have similar names
Now as for the female...I have no idea who should it be! I can`t imagine Gumi being that evil, nor could Luka and Rin ...I thought of Meiko but it doesn`t sit well with me. Neru is also a candidate...but...err I`m not sure.
so my readers if you want to give out suggestions feel free to do so~! :)
By the way if you look closely at Kaito`s reply you`d see snippets of the song rolling girl :)
Anyway thanks for reading and please forgive any errors, (Typographical, grammatical...etc.) and also forgive the poor plotting.
