Chapter 2
Wells POV
I scribble down another equation , then rub it out. I'm rattled I can admit that in my own head, especially now Cecile has gone. I hate this feeling that I can't figure this out I want to be able to I want to get Barry out of prison and back where he belongs. I hate feeling so helpless , so inadequate it doesn't sit well with me. I especially don't want to leave this place , leave my dare I say it friends , no their not just friends their family. I'm scared there going to see me as a fraud if I can't sort the situation out and kick me out just like Jesse did.
I may be from another Earth but this one , this one is the one I consider Home. Don't get me wrong I miss my daughter but outside of her on my earth I had no one else no one to talk to, laugh with , argue with I was lonely. I'm a scientist but I'll be the first to tell you fate and fate alone brought me to this Earth and I thank my lucky stars every day, I think this is part of the reason I want to bring Allen back so much is so they don't realise how useless I actually am and send me back to Earth 2. Earth 2 there's an Allen and a West -Allen there but they don't like me that much so goes without saying I'd miss them , there's no Joe anymore I'd miss our dad chats , there's certainly no Ramon. I love the guy I'd never tell him that ( I like the fact he thinks I despise him ) he has a brilliant mind and I love to argue with him. I think the thing I would miss the most about this Earth is the woman currently sat in the med bay staring at her microscope. Caitlin's beauty caught my attention early on day one she's gorgeous and over time I realised she was also , kind , generous , she has the biggest heart that only rivals that smile that can literally light up a room and I found very early on it really did light up the darkest parts of my soul.
I first realised I had feelings for her after I saved her from Grodd it wasn't a choice she needed help and I didn't think twice about risking my own life for her and I hardly knew her. I first admitted those feelings were love and not just of friendship when zoom kidnapped her. I lost my mind it was like losing a piece of me , she's also part of the reason I went back with Jesse. Caitlin didn't need me hanging around , she certainly didn't need my love I mean I'm twenty years older than her , I have a speedster daughter , a short temper I work to much the list goes on. When they came to rescue me from Grodd , I was extremely happy to see her , I also incredibly jealous when I saw her with Julian. I'm coward and couldn't get back to my earth quick enough even when Jesse stayed and I had nothing waiting for me , I couldn't deal with the hurt.
Alas I came back I could have gone anywhere in the multiverse when Jesse kicked me out but I chose to return here to return home and I don't think I could leave now if they wanted me to.
I sneakily take a peak over at the lady constantly on my mind and see she's talking with Cecile god that woman's new "gift " terrrifys me , I feel bad for losing it with her earlier but the last thing I need right now is her discovering how much I think about Caitlin ( which is all of the time just lately she's like an addiction one I don't think I could ever quit.) I take another peak and immediately I'm worried she looks like she's crying I want to go to her and take every ounce of pain she has away, I'm so close to moving but then I see her stand and hug Cecile. I turn away I don't want to intrude so I go back to my Devoe board looking for the pattern, I obviously get lost in this process as I don't hear Cecile leave or that Caitlin has moved and is currently stood behind me until I hear her small but god damn sexy voice.
" Harry "
