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(LPOV)

When I woke up I was laying in Nico's bed with his Jacket wrapped around me. 'That is odd he never sleeps with his jacket on,' I thought to myself. I stand to go look for him when the horrors of yesterday along with the recurring nightmare from that night came rushing back to me. Tears come to my eyes as I go to walk out of the room. Last second I turn back and walk back into the room grabbing one of his shirts as well as both of our jackets. I grabbed one of his Camp Half Blood shirts in hopes that the rest of the crew would not notice that I was in his clothes. They would probably think that it was a bad decision for me to wear his clothes. I went to my bed room and into my closet. Once in my closet I grabbed a pair of my ripped jeans and my tool belt. After hanging my jacket up I walked out of the room, down the hallway and into the wash room. I needed a shower to relax and take my mind off of things. Inside the wash room I noticed that I would not be alone rather that Percy, Jason, and Frank would all be joining, I ignored their attempts at a greeting as I stripped and put my clothes and towel into a neat pile on the small shelf next to the shower I would be using. . I climbed in and turned the water on as hot as I could get it to go. I just stood there letting the water run over my skin for about twenty minutes just thinking. Eventually I knew that I needed to get out so I washed up and climbed out. By the time that I got the other three were already done and out of the room. I quickly dried off and through on my jeans and tool belt. When I picked up the shirt and slipped it over my head encasing myself in Nico's scent. After pulling on his jacket I ran a hand threw my hair and walked out on to the deck. Going over to Festus I sat down beside the dragon. Jason was at the wheel doing an excellent job and because I did not feel like doing anything at the moment but sitting here I let him stay at the wheel. Frank snuck up on me and sat down on the other side of Festus. We had really become good friends after me and Nico came out to the crew. I had a feeling it was because he was not afraid that I wanted to steal Hazel away now.

"How are you holding up man?" He asked me looking over me like he knew that I had not slept well the night before,

"As well as can be accepted, When I woke up this morning I though that he was just in the other room and I actually got up to look for him before I remembered that I would not find him."

He looked at me apologetically before standing and offering me his hand. I accepted the offer and stood up as well. We went in opposite directions once we left the deck. I headed to the engine room to get to work while Frank went toward the bedrooms probably to check on Hazel we all knew that she would be in bad shape after yesterday. I did not really have a lot of work to do so I was done in less then an hour. After finishing the repairs that needed to be done I walked back out of the room and ran into Hazel. She threw her arms around me and we sank to the floor.

"Hey Hazel," I said weakly.

"How are you working? We lost him yesterday and yet you are back to normal pretending like nothing happened, like he did not mean anything to you."

"I am not back to normal, not at all trust me. The only reason I am working is because the ship has to keep going even if one of its passengers is missing we have work to finish. I slept in his bed last night just so I could be close to him. I still woke up from a nightmare five times. Every time it was Gaia telling me that I caused his death, that it was all my fault. " She hugged me tighter and together we just sat there. That was until the alarm sounded. What was it this time, who was dead. Both of us jumped up and ran to the deck following everyone else. Once there we saw that it was just a simple sea creature sent by Poseidon to deliver a message. With no one on deck however it had to get our attention so it was hitting its tail on the side of the ship causing the alarm to go off. Percy dealt with it quickly and came over to the rest of us.

"Dad says we need to get a move on a pack of monster is headed this way that he can not control."

I went to Festus and put him on autopilot after explaining the situation. He lifted us up off of the water and we went flying through the air. I walked back off of the deck and to Nico's room. As I sat down on the bed Annabeth walked in and sat down beside me.

"You know I can tell you are wearing his clothes right?"

"How can you tell? I mean the Jacket obvious we all know that it is his."

"His clothes do not have the slightly smokier color that all of your's do because he does not burst into flames at random points in time. Plus yours have singe marks on them."

"Is it bad thing that I am wearing his clothes Annabeth. It feels like he is still here when I wear them."

"At the moment no it is not, but eventually you are going to have to stop." She said as she stood and walked out of the room. I know that I will need to move on eventually but at the moment I do not want to, I want to stay in the comfort of all things Nico. I am not ready to accept the fact that he is gone never to return again. Knowing that I needed to eat and take my shirt at the wheel I got up and left the room heading to the kitchen. I pulled down the cereal and poured myself a bowl. After eating and cleaning up the mess that I had made I walked up to the deck. I flipped Festus off of autopilot and took over at the wheel. Flying always took my mind off of anything that was bothering me, so when I heard Nico's voice I did not think anything of it. That was till I looked up and did not see him, I realized then what was going on. I pinched myself to make sure that I wasn't just dreaming. Sure enough I was not I had actually heard him. There for it meant that I was going crazy. I was hearing someone who was dead. However I did let myself get lost in the sound of a voice that I would never be able to hear in person again. The only way I would hear it was in my memory and this whatever this was. I continued to pilot the ship for the rest of the day and thankfully we did not have any attacks although there were a couple close calls. That night I put the autopilot on and went back to Nico's room to sleep.