I spent a few weeks in hospital and I began to feel very annoyed and started to become very blunt to whoever was talking to me. It was not like the last time I was upset that was defiantly depression, this felt more like a general annoyance and rebelliousness overwhelming me, every time the doctor told me I couldn't do something I felt a sudden urge to do it just to piss him off. I think my nurse was the only one I could have a decent conversation to she was the only one I was nice too in the hospital.

Mike visited daily bringing some of the kids sometimes they all looked scared and slightly nervous when they saw me in the first week. Lily and Carmen couldn't speak for five minutes I said to them that I must look awful and the first thing Carmen could say and I quote was 'You couldn't look any worse' I didn't find it offensive in the least it brought a smile to my face. I liked seeing the people from Elm Tree but I failed to see her face and by her I meant Savannah. I asked Mike time and time again but he kept reassuring me she would come to see me soon and as I entered my fourth week I lost my patience.

Mike had brought Harry, Tee and Johnny to see me today I had recovered greatly since the last time they had seen me, I had no bruises on my face anymore and I could walk properly now with little pain. Just as they were about to leave I grabbed Mikes arm my grip tight against his wrist.

"Mike, why won't Savannah come and see me" I asked for what felt like the hundredth time.

"She will do soon kiddo don't you worry" he said pulling his hand away, I wouldn't let him walk away this time.

"No" I leapt out of bed still clinging to his arm my face hardened "tell me why Mike why?" I asked aggressively

"I'm not sure yet Ill ring her social worker later okay" he answered calmly, I couldn't take it any more everyone babying me I let loose without a moment's thought.

"No Mike you know, tell me, tell me why my sister won't visit me! You have been telling me shit Mike. Nothing at all tell me something stop treating me like a little kid cause I'm old enough to know the stuff you don't wanna tell us, I need to know it so tell me" I shouted tears brimming in my eyes, Mike stared at me for a minute "TELL ME!" I heard the beeping accelerate and I fell against the bed struggling to breath. I rolled onto it tears of pain rolling down my cheeks, Mike came to my side,

"Summer are you oka-" he began but I cut him off

"Go away Mike... piss off" I growled he let go and I watched him leave Harry looked at me saddened Johnny smiled weakly through shock picking Harry up and taking him out. Mike left in a hurry looking upset but Tee stayed back a second she smiled,

"See you later Summer" she said cheerfully

"Bye Tee" I replied quietly.

My last day came quicker than I expected five weeks in hospital had been torture I just wanted to go home. Well as close to home as I could get. I arrived back to Elm Tree banners shaking weakly in the wind on the railings and door, everyone cheered when I entered, I had regained my strength but was taking everything slow from the doctor's advice, I wouldn't be following it if it wasn't so painful to move. I didn't like doing as the doctor said.

"You alright Spring" Rick called laughing Spring was his nickname he had for me he found it funny and so did I. He hugged me Rick and Tee had come to see me most when I was in hospital out of all the kids, so I was glad to see them above everyone else.

"I'm fine" I said to him I saw Tee standing behind him, she hugged me after

"Nice to be back huh?" She said

"I suppose" I tried to make it sound light hearted but I sounded like I was grumpy instead. I walked into the living room and sat of the sofa sinking into it, it was comfier than most of the stupid things at the hospital. I hadn't apologized to Mike as of yet, I guess I'd have too soon cause he is practically the dad of the house. I would say sorry to him later for shouting at him at the hospital, right now he was taking my stuff upstairs and unpacking it.

"Where's Electra?" I asked Johnny as he came in to continue playing snooker with Frank.

"She left about three weeks ago we got Bailey instead now he's a right pain in the arse I'm telling you" he complained I smiled no more Electra sweet.

"Bailey isn't that bad he's just a bit... troubled" Frank said I nodded

"Frank's got his own house now but he loves us all so much he keeps coming back" Johnny said sarcastically, I grinned.

"Of course you love us, have to have a house party then we can all come over" I said pointing at him "Johnny I'll see for myself what Baileys like" he sighed and hit the ball on the snooker table winning the game.

I returned to my old room which had been redecorated painted fudge brown on three walls and white on the other. My furniture was white and the room felt homely with little light wrapped round the railings of my bed over the top of the walls. The covers on my bed were a rich purple and the carpet was a light brown, I liked this new room it felt better.

"Knock knock" I turned around and saw Faith at the door "Do you like it?" she asked nervously.

"Like it, Faith this is amazing!" I said "why did you do it?"

"I thought it would be nice to come home to" she said rubbing my shoulders

"It is" I said "It really is" she left and I laid down on my bed after closing the curtains and saw a switch. I flicked it on and the ceiling lit up as if stars had been thrown across it the little lights twinkled.

It reminded me of my favourite movie for some reason, Romeo and Juliet. My preference being the newer version in 2013 with Hailee Steinfeld and Douglas Booth, yes I cried but it is my favourite movie ever not that anyone cares. Bless Faith she had done all this for me. I opened the wardrobe intrigued to what might be there, my clothes and some new things as well but on the inside of the doors was the movie poster for Romeo and Juliet. I smiled she knew me well.

After a while I went downstairs to go to dinner on my way there I met Bailey, he was kicking his football against the wall. He looked up his eyes cold and ferocious long term hatred of care homes I guess.

"What you looking at?" he said accusingly

"Nothing just you, you look pissed off" I replied, he looked taken a back

"Yeah and what's it to you?" he asked turning to face me his football lying still on the floor. We were level in height even though he tried to look taller.

"Would it make a difference if you knew" I replied he moved forward to grab my arms aggressively. I hit his arm out the way and grabbed his shoulders,

"Not so fast" I snapped " You're not the only one who is pissed off around here, I know exactly how you feel" I pushed him away and began walking down the stairs through gritted teeth pushing back the little pain in my chest.