(Barry motel – Somewhere)
Dean, Wake up – Said Sam touching Dean's arms crossed in front of him – It's almost noon.
Dean opened his eyes lazily, he felt refreshed, stood up and looked around looking for Castiel
Looking for something Dean? – Said Sam packing his things
Was Cas here when you woke up? – Asked Dean a little confuse, he felt his conversation with Castiel was just a dream
No, was he here yesterday? – Ask Sam going to the bathroom
Maybe, my head hurts a little – Said Dean rubbing his eyes and walking to his bed, he slept on the couch without realizing again
Of course you slept on the couch – Said Sam with his mouth partially full of toothpaste – Aren't your back and shoulder hurting too?
Now that you mentioned – Said Dean moving his arms, it's felt lighter than before, maybe Castiel was there talking to him and gave him a massage, Dean didn't knew what to think about it… That was really awkward to talk about it with Sam – Yeah it's hurting a little.
Ok – Said Sam leaving the bathroom – I'm going out to buy some food, do you want something besides pie?
Yes, Sammy bring me more beer, I think I drank the last three yesterday – Said Dear walking into the bathroom and washing his face
Ok – Said Sam leaving the room – I'll be back soon.
Dean stared at his reflection for a while "Three beers and I'm down, I must be getting old" Then he started to bush his teeth "Was Cas really here yesterday? What a hell gave into him to give me a massage? And why I got a boner? Come on Dean, you don't swing that way, you don't like guys… Especially angels" Dean left the bathroom and sat on the couch again.
He could sense Castiel in the room, sited on the chair close to the door – Morning Cas – He said without looking back
Good morning Dean – Said Cas a little surprised – Do you always know when I'm here?
Sometimes – Said Dean now looking by his side, Castiel was there now
I've never asked you… How can you? – Said Castiel now looking at Dean's face with curiosity
I don't know, Cas, I just do – Said Dean making plain simple what was really difficult to explain, he wouldn't say that he felt Castiel presence as a perfume that made the place smell better or that he felt safer every time Castiel was there.
Are you upset? – Said Castiel gazing at Dean's eyes again, this bothered Dean a bit, but he didn't want to look angry again or to talk about it right now
No, Cas, my head is hurting – Said Dean turning the volume of the Tv down before tuning it on with the remote control
Do you want me to fix that? – Said Castiel again trying to be helpful and a little concerned
No, Cas… - Said Dean angry – Don't you have any angels business to do?
Do you want me to leave, Dean? – Said Castiel standing up and tuning away to leave
No! That's not what I want – Said Dean holding Castiel arm – I'm sorry Cas, I'm just a little uncomfortable with what happened yesterday.
What happened yesterday? – Asked Castiel sitting on the couch
Weren't you here yesterday? – Asked Dean now realizing he was still holding Castiel's arm, he let it go quickly, a little embarrassed
Yes, I asked you two questions and then you fell asleep – Said Cas with a confuse face – Did I upset you with my questions?
No, Cas – Said Dean breathing deeply – You were trying to help me… It just complicated.
What is the matter Dean? – Asked Castiel putting one hand on Dean's shoulder, Dean felt it so warm and welcoming, it was like he could be healed just by holding it, he shook his head and stood up avoiding Castiel's touch
Its human stuff Cas – Said Dean walking in circles on the room a little nervous – You wouldn't understand.
It's something I can heal? – Said Castiel standing up, opening his arms a little – Are you sick?
No, Cas – Said Dean sitting on a chair close to the door – its "feelings" stuff… I mean, it personal.
I understand – Said Cas now looking at Dean's face, he was face to face with Dean – Do you want to be alone?
No, I like when you are here, Cas… – Said Dean in an impulse – I mean, I like when you are here with… Us.
So should we talk about it? – Said Castiel still gazing at Dean's eyes again
No, I'll figure out on my own – Said Dean sitting on the couch and changing the channel to the cartoons
So, can I watch the coyote and the bird with you? – Asked Castiel looking Dean's neck, observing it moves
Yes, Cas – Said Dean giving him space on the couch and smiling a little, it was really cute to watch Castiel watch Tv – Come here.
Castiel sat there close to Dean and watched Dean's reaction instead to the cartoon, he watched Dean's laugh and smiles and even his curious eyes over the screen; Castiel smiled thought the cartoon, while Dean pretended to not notice Castiel's gaze upon him and a hint of smile in his face.
