*--hmm..there I continued it but I personally think that this is not needed but since that most of you want me to continue it, there you have it. It's not yet done but I'm still…having second thoughts of adding the last chapter…I still don't know who's POV thiis is…Ahahaha!! Joke! Just read the next part! LOL…
I don't want to put another disclaimer…But MSLN is not mine, no profit no money…Blehhh…--*
"I'm sorry but I can't." she answered
I released her at once, feeling a large weight in my chest.
The small fire of hope in my heart faded like a bubble.
The world around me stopped.
I looked at her but my tears won't stop flooding my eyes, blurring her image.
"You can tell me the reason…right?" I asked.
I saw her nod and look downwards.
"I-I love him. T-that's enough reason, right?" she said.
I knew it.
She loves him and not me.
"Then this is good bye…"
I told her and walked past her.
No matter how much I want to deny it, it's true.
Her heart doesn't belong to me.
I felt so…hollow.
After that, the way I view things changed.
I feel angry whenever her name would be mentioned.
I stopped eating sweets which we love.
I hated everything that would remind me of her.
But even though a lot has changed, the fact that I still think of her…
…The fact that I still love her did not…
…And I hate myself for that.
I just want to stop. I want to stop loving her.
I feel utterly stupid continuously loving her.
Everyday I cry myself to sleep, thinking of her…
This is it?
Is this the price of loving someone?
What did I do to deserve this?
It's killing me.
A part of me has been taken and I can't have it back.
I want to claim it for myself but I don't want to force it to go back.
Even though she hurt me this much, I just can't seem to hurt her too.
It shames me to even think of it but it is normal, isn't it?
Mother talked to me when she knew and saw the changes.
She said that I need to move on, saying that it is not right to blame love.
…That it's because we love, we feel the joy of extraordinary happiness.
"It is true that love could give an insanely amount of loneliness but if you will let it overwhelm you, you will never achieve the joy of having extraordinary happiness." She said to me, comforting me.
After that she kissed my forehead and smiled, "Give yourself a chance to feel again that happiness. Think about it." She said as she left.
I want to do it…to move on…
The days have passed and I slowly fought for it.
I fought the loneliness of losing her.
Eventually, I was able to do it with the help of my family and my friends.
I still love her but I accepted it.
I accepted the fact that my love for her could never end.
*--So what do you say? I still stand with the fact that I liked the first chapter more and to not continue this. Oh well…thank you for those who reviewed. If I will continue this, I will say whose POV's these are (I still think that it's obvious…LOL…I will not say if the guesses given are wrong or correct but maybe I'll say it in the next chapter?—If there will be…LOL…it still depends on you I guess?)
Let me give you a hint for the last part: It's the ex's POV…there…ahaha…
Please review--For those who have time, I don't want to take your time so much you see but I will LOVE it if you will. (I'm sooo considerate, am I not?LOL)--*
