So the plan was set, one blue rose a day, for a week that should do it. I walked home slowly, enjoying the Jersey summer, hoping the rose wasnt in peices by the time i got home.
When i did get home, the house was so quiet, either he wasnt here or he had been killed. I flinched at that thought.
"Gerard?" I called,
"In the living room" he replied.
I walked in and he was sitting on the arm chair, legs crossed, sketch pad in hand, and drawing. A blue rose sat in a peanut butter jar on the coffee table, with water, and thankfully, no peanut butter. I set my keys on the coffee table and sat on the sofa.
"i got a rose today" Gerard said, happily. I raised an eyebrow, but didnt say anything, because i was supposed to be in a mood, i was when i left the house, apparently. "The walk not make you feel any better then?" Gerard asked, quietly.
"No, i dont wanna talk about it either" I replied, bitterly, hating every word, because it is plain and simple. I love Gerard. Gerard does not love me. I turned on the tv, officially ending the conversation.
ONE WEEK LATER... GerardPOV
It has been 5 hours since Frank went out with Mikey, i missed him so badly, i wanted to tell him that i didnt care about the secret admirer, or the roses. I wanted to tell him, that my homophobia was a con, that i was only waiting for the guy i loved, because i didnt want to feel heartache, pain of losing someone.
The front door banged open and i jumped, i heard Frank stumble in, singing Queen. I wanted to laugh. I heard him close the front door, lock it, fight to get his coat and shoes off, which ended up with him swearing and falling over. It was really hard not to laugh, and go help, him. A lot more swearing later, he stumbled throught to the living room.
"Gee" slurred "I didnt, think" deep breath "you be up" sways slightly. He's quite clearly drunk.
"Uhm, yeah, i wanted to finish these roses"
Frank stumbled over to the sofa and fell onto the sofa, he giggled, and took my hands in his.
"Gerard, i sent those roses" Frank giggled, let go of my hands, curled up on the sofa, and passed out. I sat there frozen, Frank sent them? F think i possibally went fangirly inside.
