(POV Renesmee)
A month ago I couldn't imagine that the person I loved the most would turned into the person I hated the most.
That stupid wood cage was reminding me of him every second, I felt in the floor and I stared at the little cage full of tears, loneliness and scorn and after that I trew it to the closet with a big impulse of fury; I heard how all Jacob's presents impacted against the floor. Crawling I went to the closet's direction to close it. All of my Jacob Black's memories were going to be locked there so they could never go out.
Even so, it was so hard for me to believe he did that to me. Him! The one that always was the reason of my smiles, my longings, my dreams; the one that every day filled me with joy, the one who was the every single day, one of the persons I trusted the most, turned out to be no more than just a despicable liar that stole my heart just to play with it without mercy. He lied declaring to love me like no one else, laughin on my back, he made my love to him grew like I never imagined... how could he amor hacia él creciera como yo nunca me lo imaginaba How was he capable of so much? Why to me? What have I done to him?
But it's all over, not anymymore. I'm not going to think about him, and I will forget about him, I'm going to bury him with all our moments together.
Away from my purposes would be easier to make. I think this arrived in a good moment and I thank my family's nature for that. Now I'll try to be stronger and I will hold on my urges to cry and coming back to cry on my knees to that stupid werewolf Jacob Black begging him to come with me. From today, I'll try to foget that day two years ago when naively I swallow the pretty words that someone told me to catch me. Today I hated him and I didn't know how hard, I didn't know if my love for him was bigger than the hate I satrted to feel weeks ago.
I guess almost everyone has been through something like this, and that is normal, but still is so painful though is the most normal thing that happened in my crazy life that until this point hasnt been normal because i'm not a particulary normal person. I'm half human half vampire (an hybrid to say so) I was conceived when my parents married, my parents are vampires but when I was born my mother was still human. My eyes are chocolate brown like my mother's when she was human, I have my father's unusual bronze color with curls inherited of my grandfather Charlie whom is human and my mother's father. I just have nine years old but physically and mentally I'm around eighteen; I stopped growing when I turned seven years old. I have a gift, if I wish to, I can share my thoughts with people by touching them. I can survive with human food and blood. I am a miracle according to my parents. I knew all my mother's sacrifices for me to born, she almost dies giving birth to me. She loved me since the first moment, although seh never saw herself as a mother role. She sacrifice so much for me, and she didn't allow that anyone hurt me. My father was afraid that I could kill mom being in her womb, because I grew very fast and I didn't allow her to get the nutrition necessary and that why he didn't want me to born. After a while, my dad discovered he could read my thoughts and he knew I loved my mother and I didn't wanted to hurt her, since that moment my father loved me and protected me from everything and everyone. I was born a month after my mom got pregnant. During childbirth I almost kill my mother, therefore my dad introduced his venom right in her heart, and she survived, turned into a vampire, just like the rest of my beloved Cullen family.
We live among humans just like every other family, but we have this secret about our nature. Everyone in Forks talked because the strange formed couples between the "adopted children" of my grandpa, I mean my uncles and my parents. My grandfather's name is Carlisle Cullen, he's tall and blond, he seems just like the brother of the Greek god Zeus because he is very handsome, he's one of the persons I admire the most because of his control working in a hospital full of blood, his willingness... not everyone is capable of that. His wife, Esme she has caramel color hair, she's a very beautiful woman, sweet, sentitive and overprotective and all of it has a reason, the story of how she turned into a vampire is very interesting and at the same time s sad; she takes care of all of us and she scold us when it's necessary.
My mother Bella, when she was hume she was two left feet but, when she turned into vampire, everything changed, she became a powerful vampire, she discovered she was born to be a vampire and she's a shield, she's capable of block attack or gifts that act on the mind (I am the exception) and she can project it to protect everyone else.
My father, Edward, is also tall, with bronze color, he also has a gift that consist in reading the mind of everyone, except from my mother.
My aunt Rosalie, is blond, the most beautiful of all the family, she seems to be a model, she os proud, but a magnificent person that gives everything for the ones she loves, and not for nothing, but... she adores me.
My aun Alice, is a charismatic person that spread her joy to everyone else, she has dark short hair, and she also has a girft: she sees the future of humans or vampires, of couse, not exactly because it depends on the course the person takes, and well I'm a blind point to her, just like werewolves. Being, seeing with her is loving her, with just a single word she's capable of cheer all your world.
My uncle Emmett, is a big guy, enormous, competitive, and sometimes vain and childish, besides he seems a manly and aggressive gorilla but even though, he's a very sweet and cute man that taugh me to prtect myself on my own, and why shoul I hide it? Sometimes he consents me a lot.
By last and not less important, there is my uncle Jasper, whom is blond and he also has a gift: he can manipulate the emotions of somebody and he can even feel them. with my uncle Emmett, he taugh me to defend myself (because they both had the initiative) and thanks to his knowledge and experience training neoborns, my uncle did taugh me right.
An important thing about vampires is that they can't be exposed to the sunlight, because their skin brights like diamonds when they expose to it. They have a stunning speed and strenght. They are pale and cold as ice. Their eyes are red, although, not every vampire has this last feature, because my family has gold color eyes because of our "vegetarian diet", because we feed with animal blood, we are one of the only clans to do it, beside the clan Denali, the ones we consider as our cousins and which is clan is conformed by: Tanya, Kate, Eleazar, Carmen and the two more recents, Garrett (Kate's mate), and John (Tanya's mate since three years ago) they live in Alaska.
Anyway, about less that a month, my family and I used to live in Forks Washington, where we had our residence, we loved there, but vamires have a problem: they never grow old and therefore, they never change, that was starting to be a problem for us now that everyone started to notice that little fact. So, my grandparents, my parents and my uncles decided it was tme to move to Alaska but I was against that idea thinking about me and Jacob. It was just that… I simply couldn't leave him because I loved him so much, I couldn't stand being far from him because he was all to me, I asked him to come with us but the I started to think that leaving Forks was impossible to him, he was an alpha with obligations in the pack and the ones he couldn't just leave. All his life was sat in Forks but one day he told me we would come. Then, I couldn't understand none of his decisions: he arrived really serious to tell me he wanted to talk to with me, worried O followed him. He started by telling me he changed his mind about moving with us, he told me he didn't love me, that he never did, and the I realized he was just playing with me to make me sufer and I didn't understand the reason why, I felt full of rage that I hit him in the face and then the next thin happened:
"Enough! I hate you! I wish you would never appear in my life! I don't want to see you anymore!You are an asshole!" I cry furious walking toward and with the deepest grieve in my heart.
I dried my tears; I wasn't going to allow him to see me crying, never again. Then with my broken heart, I left running and I went back to my house demanding to move now. Dad read my thoughts and when I couldn't hear he surely told everybody what happened. Mi uncles treated my with more tender, they listened to me and they stayed quiet when they knew I needed. Dad held me during the night, mom took my hand and both took care of me and they were there whe I woke.
Now all those memories where killing me.
"Renesmee! Honey it's time to go!" my aunt Alice called me, surely mom and dad were ready to leave our cottage and they were waiting for me.
Suddenly, a secod after calling me mi aunt Alice appear on my door, really excited and happy about our "new beginning"
"Sweetie…are you okay?
I stood.
"Yes aunt, I was just saying goodbye to all of this" I answerer to make her not to worry.
