Thought I'd add this chapter now because the prologue is a lot shorter than I thought it was.
Chapter 1
Dean Winchester was born out of love, which was created by a cupid, who would later be punched in the face by Dean for that, and had a happy time. Few years later he had a brother, Sam Winchester. When Sam was 6 months old there was a fire in his nursery, he was fine but his mother, Mary Winchester, dead, she was the centre of the fire, and burnt with the rest of Dean's childhood home. John Winchester, Dean's dad, saw this happen. He saw his wife pinned to the ceiling, with her womb cut open, as fire consumed her.
It was later discovered that it had been a demon named Azazel, who went into Sam's nursery to feed him demon blood, so he could later become a blood junky, start the apocalypse and be Lucifer's vessel. But I'm not interested in this story, don't worry the apocalypse was stopped and Sam is no longer hopped up on demon blood, it's all good.
Now, back to business, after the fire, John Winchester became a hunter, he went all over America, killing the supernatural, and he took the boys with him, and trained them to do the same when they were old enough. Which was about 7 in John's mind, monster that he was.
He met a man called Bobby Singer, a good man, he wouldn't take any shit from you but would do anything in his power to keep you safe if you got into his good books, which wasn't too hard. Bobby and John were friends for a while, but John was too ruthless for his liking. Now Bobby was far from soft, but when it comes to beheading a little girl because she was a vampire, but didn't know it and was crying and screaming, he'd expect a man to look twice. But John didn't. Monsters had no place in the world according to John, he didn't care if that creature was a scared child who had no idea what they were or what they were doing, he'd still kill them.
So Bobby left. He couldn't stand to be near a man like that. He kept in contact with the boys for a while, he had hope for them, especially Dean, but that was soon put to a stop by John, which left Dean in misery for a long time, he loved Bobby like family, and then he was gone.
Soon John found that there was a lot of other hunters, and discovered that they were in groups. That's when he joined the Consors. He found that this group were rivals with the Amatores, and he could see why. John called them weak, pathetic and freaks, and when he found out that Bobby was one of them that really pissed him off.
"Monster lover," John would say, and Dean hated that, he liked Bobby.
The Consors had a junior program. They'd teach the children about hunting, how to 'live the life', and give them a place to stay when they're parents were away on a hunt. So Dean grow up knowing all about supernatural beings and learnt how to fight them.
But Dean was not happy about it. Don't get me wrong now, he was proud of being a hunter, but he wasn't as ruthless as the rest. He would take orders and kill everything he was told to yes, but that doesn't mean he enjoyed killing the good ones, because there were good ones. Dean would never dare tell anyone that, especially his Dad, he'd kill him like he kills the Amatores.
Yeah, you did hear right, he kills the Amatores. All the Consors do, except Dean and Sam of course.
Oh, I should probably mention Sam's opinion on it all. Well Sam began trying to get out of the life completely, which meant no hunting at all, and he did for a bit. But you remember the way his Mum died, you know I told you earlier, well his girlfriend, Jess was her name, got killed in the same way. That happened so that Sam would get back into the life so he could get hopped up on demon blood and all that and now he was a ruthless hunter. But he wasn't nearly as ruthless as the other Consors, just ruthless enough that they liked him.
Right so what was I saying before? Oh yeah, killing the Amatores.
So the Consors and Amatores hate each other, but the Consors hate the Amatores so much that they'll kill them if they had the chance. The Consors see the Amatores as the friends of monsters, who will just give them a telling off and send them on their way. Which is not what they do at all, they'll kill something that kills, but if it doesn't kill, if it's like a vegetarian vampire or something, then they don't see the point. They keep them monitored to make sure they don't fall of the wagon, but they won't kill them.
Dean liked that, liked that a lot. But he'd never join them. The Consors would kill him first. And he's been brought up (well, more like dragged up) to believe that the Amatores are too soft, and that's a hard belief to shift.
Now, Dean was a bit of a ladies man, slept around a bit, and generally had fun. But he knew that he liked the guys too, not as much as the girls, he lent more that way, but sometimes a man would come along that would make him weak at the knees. He never told anyone this, he told himself that it was because he didn't see the point. But the real reason was because he was scared of what his Dad would say.
John wasn't the best person to talk to when it came to being bi, because, although he never flat out said it, it was quite clear that he didn't like it too much. You'd barely notice if it wasn't for the words he used to describe the Amatores. Alongside the insults of freaks and that, there came insults like puff, faggit, queer, and all those horrible, disgusting words, and Dean knew he'd never tell him.
With his sexuality and sympathy, Dean knew that his father would either cart him off to the Amatores, or kill him for practically being one.
So Dean carried on the act, pretending that he was some sort of ruthless, careless, completely and utterly straight guy, just to live and to stay with the Consors.
He will never figure out why he did it for so long.
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