KH: The Hole In Her Heart

Chapter 2 Slumber Love

***Disclaimer: Don't own KH, remember that. Lolz. WARNING: This chapter contains an explicitly detailed love making scene. Read at YOUR discretion!***

"Wow Kairi! Your room is so neat!" Namine complimented making me blush.

"Yeah I thought you woulda been more plain Jane, boring, basic, but this is so creative," Xion said looking out the window.

"Oh my gosh! You have a balcony!" Namine yelled in excitement.

"Yeah. I'm glad you guys like it. I'm horrible at planning and you both know it so I had no idea what to plan for entertainment," I said turning my back towards them to hide my embarrassed face. Little did I know my brother was throwing his own slumber party on his side of the house. Our parents were gone a lot. So Axel and I had sides of the house, but I also didn't know he invited Riku over fully aware that he was my boyfriend.

"Well lucky I'm a spur of the moment type," Xion said making me smile.

"What do you propose Xion?" Namine asked laying herself over my bed.

"A game of truth or dare," She answered just as the door to my room flung open.

"Hey count us in!" Axel said bursting in with Riku, and another I've never met before.

"Axel!" I screeched, "Wha...you...ugh...what's the point."

"Oh come on Kai. It'll be fun with boys!" Xion said excited.

"Yeah ok whatever. Axel who's your new friend?" I asked swatting Xion away.

"The names Xigbar. Same class as Axel here. Nice to meet you," the noob said not impressing me.

"Yeah ok. Nice to meet you too," I said turning away to sit by Xion and Namine.

"Kairi what's wrong? You have another Sora issue at school?" Axel asked watching me closely.

"..." I couldn't respond as he smirked knowing the answer.

"Anyway let's get this game on," Xion said interrupting our sibling moment.

"Yeah!" I said trying to seem remotely interested and excited about her idea. Axel knew me like I was his twin. I hated how he could read me like an open book and make me feel so naked in front of him, and anyone else present, but sometimes his ability was a good thing. Especially if I needed a shoulder to cry on. *Sigh* I think everyday is becoming a horrible struggle to hold onto my sanity. If I didn't dream about Sora every night from our two year adventure, maybe this wouldn't be so hard, but I need everyone like a heroin addict needs their drugs. I wish there was a way out. Like I could go into a permanent a coma, or state of rest, with nothing but sweet darkness and silence. No thoughts just me floating in a bubble peacefully.

"Kairi did you hear that?" Riku asked making me jump.

"Yes...uh no...hear what?" I asked as everyone looked at me like I was some type of serial killer who chose them as my next target.

"Kairi come with me," Riku said holding out his hand as we walked out of the room and downstairs.

"Ok my turn," Xion started, "Truth or Dare Namine."

"Uhhh...truth...fine I'll do a dare," She said nervously watching Xion give her the death glare if she didn't choose otherwise.

"I dare you to kiss Xigbar on the lips," the jet black schemed.

"Xion! Noo!" Namine protested.

"Well you're not wearing much clothing so it's that or remove your dress," she said smiling evily as if she had just schemed the best plot ever.

"Ugh fine...I apologize Mr. Xigbar," the nervous blonde said kneeing herself towards Xigbar. Her face became blushed as she looked over her dare's face.

"Hey no apologies needed," he responded obviously happy about the dare. Namine was attractive. More so than she thought. Petit physic, thin, beautiful blue eyes, and smooth blonde hair. Their lips met with some hesitation from Namine, but she finished her dare none the less. Xigbar held interestingly, like he didn't want to pull away, and Namine held too. Like she actually liked it. That was her first kiss. So maybe she wanted it to be special, or maybe a spark had ignited between the two.

"Kairi...I'm worried about you," Riku started sitting on the leather sofa next to me.

"Why Riku? I'm ok. Really." I said trying to lie my way out knowing it wouldn't work on Riku.

"I feel like that's not entirely true," the silver said gleaming in the pale light shining in from the dining room window illuminating his features as a blush developed on my face.

I sighed...I knew there was no way out of this so my next plan was to distract him. I leaned my head on his shoulder looking up at him before kissing him. Riku was such a good kisser. So deep and passionate. Mmmm, it made me want to act outside my usual range when we were alone.

"Hmmm...trying to distract me Kai," Riku asked homing in on her plan with a smirk of intelligence.

"Riku I...I don't know what's wrong with me. I don't love Sora! But the hurt is constantly on me...I dream about our adventures every night. It eats away at me. I don't know why. I feel like I'm loosing myself Riku..." I paused rushing out words like a waterfall as tears drizzled down the sides of my cheeks, "drowning in unwanted hurt. Why is this affecting me so much Riku? Why does it hurt? I never loved him. I love you, I have you so what the hell is wrong with me?" I asked with half my body stratteling his, crying into his chest.

"Because you loved him at one time Kairi. It's going to hurt. It hurts me too. Sometimes I cry about it, but I am to the point where I know he is old enough to know what he wants out of life. Its none of my business anymore," Riku explained.

"You're wrong...I never loved him," I said denying it. I never really did. I was always more attracted to Riku. He had it all compared to Sora.

"If you say so Kai. I love you, and I will always love you. I found you first and risked my life to bring you to a safe place," he finished whispering into my ear.

It was like a string snapped in me. Like a chord was reached that had never touched before because I had my whole body on Riku with my arms wrapped around his neck in a split second. I pressed my mouth into his deeply feeling my body act on hormones and adrenaline to my bravery. I wanted nothing but to feel him, hold him, kiss him, love him.

He leaned me back onto the couch spreading my legs with his hips. The kisses he left on my neck felt amazing and left me wanting more only harder. He unzipped my dress and kissed my collar bone sending me into a frenzy. I felt his warm hands snake behind my back and skillfully unsnap my bra. Riku lifted it up sucking on one of my nipples while squeezing my other breast.

"MMmmm...oh geezuz Riku more..." I moaned feeling my head flutter with chemicals flooding my whole body making me feel good, and brought me to a buzzed state of mind. I found my hands towards Riku's yellow jacket and black under shirt practically ripping them off. Heat came boiling off his chest on to mine furthering the pleasure sequence. He was amazing! Riku had his hands swimming over my entire body like the speed of light. I leaned up to bite the side of his neck surprising a moan out of him. It turned me on so damn bad hearing his voice vibrate like that.

Riku threw my bra and dress to the floor with his clothes. He picked me up strattleing him and rushed us into the guest bedroom. He had my arms pinned above my head against the wall with only one hand and I was so powerless against him. His other hand pressed into my breast as his mouth attacked mine vigorously. I loved it! His harshness, and somewhat violent nature. He shoved his hard diamond-rock bulge into my pelvis making me moan into the kiss. Riku must have been happy at my reaction because he did it again, and again, and again.

"Rikuuuuu...gawds...take me...please gawd take me..." I begged as he threw me on the bed undoing his pants and sliding them down and off with his ocean decorated boxers. I pulled at his hair as he suckled on the other breast nipple blowing on it after wards. Skillfully Riku slid off my panties without me even realizing he did so. He kissed his way down my body until his tongue met my probably soaked opening.

Riku slid his tongue up fallowing the crease of my vaginal lips landing it on the best spot ever. I arched my back putting my hands on his head forcing it to stay where it was. I felt a slight pain as he inserted a finger into me circling. He knew what he wanted and how he wanted it, and I wanted the same. I wanted him to take my virginity, and I wanted that special moment to be his because I loved him. I felt another pinch of pain as a rush of pleasure spread through me. I figured Riku had inserted another finger stretching me open for the main event.

"Ughnnn...soooo...good..." Kairi moaned as a third finger slid in. He was so good with his fingers. He twirled and twisted and did so much and it felt so amazing!

"Riku...I'm gunna...ughmm...I-I can't..." I stuttered feeling myself about to orgasm.

"That's right Kairi," Riku said allowing the vibrations to caress the area he slaughtered with his tongue sending me into overdrive as I tried to hold on just a little longer. He picked up on my plan because he shoved all three fingers into me really hard and fast and did it again, and again twirling his wet tongue over my swollen sensitive area.

"Ughnnn...Oh gawd...Riku...I can't..."I said spreading my legs wider wanting more.

He stopped just as I was ready to give in and slid his length into me filling my empty hole. It hurt like hell but he held to give me time to adjust to him. I felt a pop but as soon as he did, and once the pain faded away the real fun began. The silver moaned so loud I'm sure the others herd him and knew what we were doing, but I didn't care anymore because it felt so good.

"K-Kairi...oh my gawd...you are so tight...I just wanna...fuck your brains out..." Riku said heaving and huffing gasping for air like I was.

"Do it! Gawds Riku just do it!" I yelled as he began pounding into me like a porn star. "Oh gawd...Oh geeze...fuck yes Riku!" I yelled as loud as I could. My body bouncing underneath his violently as he shoved into me as fast and as hard as he could. He moved his hands up and behind my head to create more friction between us. I was his first and he was mine. He bit down on the side of my neck making me moan and arch my pelvis up. He hit deeper stimulating something as I felt myself peak a second time.

"Ah shi...Kairi...you feel so amazing..." Riku moaned when my pelvis tipped up. I held it there for him as his next thrust into me sent me flying into cloud 9 of ecstasy bliss.

"Riku...ughn! Harder Riku! Ughn...Riku! Riku! Riiikkkuuu!" I shouted digging my nails into his shoulder blades unintentionally as he rushed faster and faster until he came flying to cloud 9 after me.

"Geezuz KAIRI! Holy shiz! Ughn! Fu...GAWDS!" Riku shouted releasing into me moments after.

I felt him collapse on my chest gasping for air along with me. He held himself inside of me until we could both move again. My legs were so weak I wasn't sure if they were still there or not.

"Riku...I...love you..."I said huffing in between words. I felt his cheeks bellow up in a smile on my chest.

"I love you too...Kai...so much...you are so...surprising sometimes..." He responded to me as I smiled running my fingers through his hair after finally catching my breath.

"I know. Would you have it any other way?" I asked smiling.

"No..."The silver responded finally taking himself out and laying next to me as he pulled one of my arms over his chest.

I kissed him on the lips before dismissing myself to run the shower. I warmed the water perfectly and stepped in. I felt like I had to pee and looked down seeing nothing but blood everywhere.

"RIIIKKKUUUU!" I screamed hearing him throw open the bathroom door and almost bust down the sliding glass door on the shower.

"What? What is it? What's going on?" He asked severely alarmed looking down at the bottom of the tub to see all the blood dripping down my legs and collecting at the bottom of the tub. "Oh my god!" He shouted loudly.

"What the hell is going on down here?" Xion yelled busting into the bathroom with Namine and Axel as they all saw what Riku had seen.

Axel looked away knowing exactly what it was before saying, "Damn Riku. You gave it to her good, and as educated and attractive as you are I'm surprised you haven't been around with other girls."

"Ha, ha funny Axel. I'm in love with your sister why would I do that?" He snapped back at him worried about me.

"Oh my gawd is she going to be ok!" Xion asked shoving me deeper into the shower to hide me from Xigbar as Namine fainted on top of Riku as Xigbar came busting in to get her out.

"She'll be fine," Xigbar said turning his back, "Riku just popped her cherry is all. Its normal for every girl, but some bleed bad like Kairi and some don't bleed at all, she's just going to be really sore tomorrow."

"Yup. He said it," Axel finished as Xion and Riku sighed in relief.

"Ok well Ill stay down here with Kairi. Riku you go use the other shower to clean yourself up," Xion said protectively.

Riku nodded as he, Axel, and Xigbar left the room. Xion didn't need to ask me if it was good because they all knew it was hearing us shout like we did. She had told me they herd us even above the music they had going because Namine had dared Xion to give my brother a lap dance. I listened to her ramble in the bathroom as my thoughts sank to our union.

"It was so amazing Xion...for his first time...Riku knew how to do everything," I said smiling into the water.

"I know. We herd you both orgasm an earthquake," Xion teased.

I just laughed with her which shocked both of us. I felt like a new person. Like I had forgotten something that had once caused me so much agony. I couldn't remember what it was but it felt gone. Like a rock was lifted off of my heart. I was deeply in love with Riku and he was all that mattered. Something happened to me during our love making that I wasn't quite sure of. I never laughed like I had just done with Xion for that slight moment. Ever. Was that what was wrong? That I had forgotten how to laugh, or live life. Whatever it was was gone now. And I felt so amazing after I got out of the shower. I remember Xion looking at me shocked at the gleam on my face. She just smiled and handed me my pajamas. I met Riku and the others upstairs as we all piled into my room to watch a few chick flicks until we all passed out. My last thoughts were of that moment. I had Riku's arms around me, and apparently Xigbar was into Namine seeing him sleeping rather close to her air mattress, and Axel asked Xion to date him. It felt like everything was lining up perfectly. I felt happy, content, and for once in my life calm. I loved him, and that was all that mattered to me.

***Ok guys once again home movie theater in my head. I can't sleep until I get it out. I got like a dozen different lights flashing at me from my LED of ignored messages from FB, my Fiancé, and e-mail, and my little sister. I have them all color coded so I know exactly who is texting me. Its totally cool. I love my BB. Anyway. Plz oh Plz R and R! I wanna continue, but need more reviews. Other pairings will come into play and a wild twist in the plot. So review to read the next!***

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