This all started about three weeks ago. Hiei and I really got into it, mad did we have a spat. I've lived with Hiei since I was 10, I was pretty smart for my age, but I will say, I didnt have much a backbone. But thats how things go. I dont even remember what the spit was about. I think it was something about school work, but honestly, how the hell would Hiei know about school work? really, its not like he went to high school. If Kurama or Kayko or hell, even Jin wanted to lecture me, fine. But Hiei has no clue what I have to go through on a daily bacis. Anyway, as I said, this all started about three weeks ago. We had barely gotten out of Maze Castle when Hiei comes home saying that he has to deliver this new tape to Yusuke. His next mission. That was a real quick to be thrown into a new mission, but that was normal for Lord Koenma. but what wasnt normal was... since when does Hiei take orders from anyone, let alone that big baby brat Koenma.
Hiei didnt watch the tape, but I did. Yukina. That was why Hiei couldnt even find her with his Jagan. There we blocks all around her cell. When I saw her, let me tell you...wow! She was beautiful. I mean, I've been told Im pretty, what with my thin frame, crimson eyes, and jet black hair, but honestly, I just couldnt compare to Yukina. Peaceful, tear green hair, crimson eyes, I guess they run in the family. She wore a blue kemono that brought out her innocence. She was shorter than me and Hiei, though another cursed family trait for ya. Arg. I'd only seen Yukina when I was little, I think up until the age I was five, after that, Hiei attacked our village, but for odd reasons, let Yukina and me, live. But hell, thats our family. Oh yeah, sorry, got a little off track there.
So yeah, the mission. I dont know-I went, little did I know that Hiei was right behind me. Apparentlly he did watch the tape. My bad. Well, near the end of the battle, Yusuke and Kuwabara versus the Toguro brothers, Hiei appeared and began to litterally beat the shit out of that ugly...thing, is that what I should call that jackass, anyways, that thing that called himself a human, whom had held our sister hostage all these years. One last blow whould kill the man. I panicked, it was agaisnt spirit law for a demon to kill a human, no matter what the reason, I didnt want to lose my brother again. I ran to stop Hiei, but Yukina beat me to it. She also knew the law. The only reason Hiei was out of jail right now was beacause he had assisted us in the maze castle. Yeah, he wasnt to happy when I ended up there, too. "Stop!" Yukina had cried. "No more! I beg of you! Please no more!" she held Hiei's arm and I swear I could hear his heart break. She held onto his arm to keep him from swinging again. He looked over at her, confused.
"Is he not the man who tortured you and made you his slave?"
"He is, but I have to bear that." she said, releasing his arm. "But killing him wont change the past." Tears welled in her eyes. "Please no more" Tiny stones that were her tears landed on the floor with a "click click click clack" Hiei's eyes quickly flashed with sorrow, but then they returned to thier normal hard stare.
"Understood, I wont make you cry" he released the man shoving his broken body into a nearby computer. I soon joined them. Oh boy was Hiei mad at me. I nodded acknolegment to Yukina, but remained silent. She tilted her head to look at us in different line of vision..
"You seem...Familiar." Hiei stiffened. "But I dont know why" She paused. "Who are you?" I looked at Hiei, yeahhhh abou that. He can break the news that she was our sister.
"No one..." my jaw dropped as my idiot brother continued. "We're just...part of the team." I could have slapped him. Yukina ljust left the room, in search of Kuwabara, then, I glared at my brother. But before I could say anything, Hiei didnt even turn around before saying "How long have you been standing there?" it was then that I noticed Kurama, leaning up against looking like a model,...waoh! where did that come from? Anyway,...he was standing there. "Long enough, right?" he finished,turning to look at the fox. Kurama pushed off the wall and looked down at the arena.
"She deserves you be know that she had a family"
"She deserves to be happy"
"I thought they were the same thing." I snapped and ran from the room. I ran from the room and kept on running. I had no clue where I was going. The only thing I knew was taht I wasnt going to go home. Not a chance in hell. Fuck Hiei.Damn Bastard. Now, I just had to figure out which I'd get in more troubel for, Telling Yukina, I assumed the running away option. So I ran and kept on running until my feet werent even touching the ground anymore. Soon I found myself in a tree, I put my head on my knees and if anyone repeats this, I'll lie like a dog, but I put my head on my knees...and I cried silent tears, and like Yukina, I cried stones instead of tears. Little rubies the shade of red that matched the ccolor of fire that had once been in my heart. And then I cried about how patethtic I was. Never good enough, my broken life. L find it ironic that people like Yukina, and Kurama, who have lost everything are still open to love, but I who have lost nothing...am not.
And then, I dont even know why, but I cried and stayed there all day an dall night, wishing Hiei away, wishing Kurama didnt care
...and wishing Yukina knew
