Chapter Two.
People ask me why it gets awkward when I go back to Lima. Every time I come home something has changed. Finn gets taller (all the time), the glee club gets a new member, dad and Carole repainted the living room (bad idea to not consult me, dad. Really bad.) It makes me really sad. I don't get to see all of these changes because I am busy in New York. Living off of Ramen Noodles, and a shitty Italian restaurant that reminds me a lot of Breadstix.
As we step out of the airport we see Finn waving his arms in the air yelling "Kurt! Little Brother! Hey over here!". Walking over to him I see my dad's car behind him…that car is small. Damn, Santana is going to want to sit on my lap again. Although we are both gay… she really is an interesting person.
We clamber into the car and dad starts asking questions again. I hate it when he starts asking questions, my life sucks in New York. I honestly would not mind moving back to Lima at this point. But, I would miss the city. The city is my home. Even if I grew up in Lima. Lima is where I was tormented and bullied. I don't need that anymore. I can be my sassy gay self in New York.
"Are you still having trouble finding any roles Kurt?" Burt asks. This breaks me from my depressing train of thought.
"what? Oh. Yeah actually. I was really close to getting a role but they found someone better." Which actually was not true. I have not gotten one role, since I moved out to New York five years ago. Which is depressing, like REALLY depressing.
"Kurt, just remember that you can be whatever you set your mind to. It's just not your time yet. But it will come. I promise you that." The same old speech. Every time I get back from New York dad says this to me. I get it dad. I really do.
Rachel saves me from having to talk any further by asking Carole what we are having for dinner. What she replied with is something really lengthy that I don't want to get into. I honestly, am very excited for glee tomorrow. I will get to meet all these great kids that Finn talks about all the time. Blaine seems really interesting… maybe we will get to know each other while I am in town. Maybe… just maybe…
