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Chapter 2
Telling
How the hell could I let this happen? I mean I knew better then to sleep with Malfoy, of all people, and now look what happened. But the thing I'm worried about the most is 'What the hell am I going to do!' How am I going to tell Malfoy?
"Hermione...are you okay?" Ginny said waving her hand in front of my face.
"Ginny, I'm so stupid Ginny so fucking stupid. How am I going to tell Malfoy?" I said to Ginny looking around to make sure no one around could hear us.
I was so confused and jumbled that I couldn't really gather my thoughts to think what to do next, besides to pray to Merlin and hope that I could figure out how to tell Malfoy about this whole nightmare.
After I finally settled down and apologized to Ginny I got up from the floor and said,
"You know what, I have to take care of something. All talk to you later, okay?" Moving down the hallway.
I know what I have to do and the best thing I had to do was to tell Malfoy that is was pregnant as so as possible, even though I don't think that he will even believe me. I walked into the Head's common room, and Malfoy was there with Blaise Zablin, and Theo Notts, which were talking about something that sounded a lot like quittitch. They didn't even notice me so I just walked into my room.
It was an hour before Blaise and Theo left and in that time I somewhat figure out how I was going to tell Malfoy. The only thing I was having trouble with was how was I going to bring the whole topic. 'Hey Malfoy, do you remember when we had sex month ago... well a funny story about that I got knocked up.' Yeah I'm sure that would go well. Yeah I sure got my self into a mess. For about ten minutes I sat on my bed making a pro and con list in my head before there was a knock on the door.
"Granger can I come in for a moment I need to talk to you." Malfoy said though the door.
"Yeah sure, that doors unlocked." I shouted.
I was a little nervous about telling Malfoy and I knew I had no other choice but to tell him know or I would keep putting it off.
"Um Granger I needed to talk to you about what happened at the party." He was really uneasy about the whole subject; it wasn't really hard to see it in his eyes.
"Yeah, I need to talk to you about it as well." I said looking down at my hands. "And if you don't mind I need to tell you first." He gave me a nodded.
I got up from the bed, began to walk around the room. I got myself so worked up walking around the room I started to cry. " I'm pregnant!" I blurted out before I could stop myself.
I didn't want to look at Him to see his reaction, scared of the verdict would be. It felt like time went on by forever before I got a resonance.
"Wow and I thought what I was going to tell you was big." Draco said, getting up from the bed.
I knew he was walking torus me, but I didn't want to look at him in the eyes yet. I wanted to get up from the floor and run out of the room before I could hear what he had to say but I knew that I should give him a chance.
"Hermione I know your scared, but I hope you know that when I say that I'm going to be there for you I'm not lying." Draco got down at my eye level on the floor and continued, "I've been thinking about something for a while, pretty much since third year really. Hermione the way I acted the morning after we slept together was because you acted like it never happened… what I'm trying to is that I'm in love with you." He looked so petrified about I what I was going to say.
"I love you too." I leaned a kissed him. It took him a couple seconds to react, but soon the kiss became passionate.
I don't know what happened during the kiss but everything that I forgot during the night with Draco came back. I didn't just remember having sex with him; I remembered what happened before and after. It wasn't just a quickie to him or me it was so much more. We stayed in each other's arms after and talked hour what seemed like hours.
"I remember know." I said after we broke the kiss. "I remember what happened after. We didn't just screw with each other, I only remember that but it was so much more!" I was so happy that I could finally remember I gave him a forceful kiss.
Draco and I sat there on the floor for hours until it was time to leave for dinner talking. It was great to have an actual conversation with him, but the best part about it wasn't anything to do with school. We walked down to the Great Hall together because we figured that it would be really stupid if we hide our relationship over something as stupid as that our friends wouldn't support it. When we got to the door we paused for a second to take a moment before we walked in to the Great Hall and show everyone we were together.
"Well here goes nothing." I said looking up at Draco before he gave me a quick kiss and opened the doors.
I grabbed Draco's hand and continued to the Gryffindor table, so we could tell Harry and Ron. By the look on their faces they probably already figured something out or that they were surprised, my guess is both… okay at least Harry anyway.
"Hey guys, um I need to tell you something… well we need to tell you something." I took a look up at Draco " I pregnant… and its Draco's." I didn't fell like waiting for they're reaction, because I knew it was going to be a bunch of bull shit for Ron while Harry just sits back a says nothing like always. So I grabbed Draco and walk out.
"Um Hermione, I'm a little confused, why did you just tell them and then walk away? You didn't even give them a chance to say anything." Draco said confused.
"Because it just accord to me that why do I need to hear what they think? I already know what they're going to say. "Hermione what the hell where you thinking? How could you be so stupid?" And I'm just putting that as genital as possible." "Plus this is all Ron will say or he'll just try beat the shit out of you."
I said simply
I'm no quite certain were my whole attitude came from, but I really was enjoying it at this point in time because I knew it was not going to last for much longer but right now that wasn't anything to worry about. I had plenty other thing that I had to figure out before the whole school knew, because the only think I did wrong when I told Harry and Ron was that Lavender Brown was three feet away.
Sorry guy for the long wait for Chapter 2. Had a lot on my plate with school and all. But I hope you like it.
