I haven't updated in months. Just been really depressed and my mother is just making things worse for me.

~Bella~

"Piper this band kicks ass!" I just finished dancing and sat at the bar watching the band get ready for the next song. "Where did you find them?"

"I went to high school with them and they called me, asked if they could play at the club." She shrugged her shoulder. "I never thought they were this good. And shouldn't you bet studying for your semester finals?"

"It's only a week away, I can study later."

"Bella…."

"Piper…." I gave her the puppy dog eyes.

"One more hour and then you have to leave."

"Thank you."

A few minutes later Phoebe came in with a guy right besides her. She waved at us and had him wait at the table.

"Two beers." She told the bartender. "So what do you think of my date?" she asked us.

"A little young." Piper said.

"Oh god he has a pager." I added.

"Laugh all you want but by far he's the most interesting guy I have gone out with. He loves helping people, and if we do become serious, he might not freak when I tell him I'm a witch."

"I don't know. I think he might faint when you tell him."

She hit me on the arm with her purse. "Well I don't see you going out on any dates."

"Because college guys are immature." And I don't want to have my heart broken. "Not to mention demons popping in and nearly killing me once a week. I just have bad luck with guys."

"Hmm, Mark does have a cousin your age. I could set you two up on a date!"

"No! Piper talk some sense into your sister!"

"Actually I think it's a good idea." She said. "You really need a social life."

"I do have one. I go out with my college friends."

"Once a week and it's over coffee. This might be good for you."

"I'll tell Mark." She picked up the beers and hurried over to the table.

"I'm going home, I promised Paige I would help her dye her hair." I said picking up my purse from behind the counter.

"What color is she going for know?" Piper asked. "Purple?"

"She's going back to blonde."

~Edward~

"What do you mean she left?"

"Did you honestly expect her to wait for you?" Jacob glared at me. He guarded his thoughts well and I got no information. "And why do you care?"

"Because Alice has vision that Bella was in danger." I said, his thoughts shifted and he looked more nervous. "You know where she is?"

"What type of danger?"

"It wasn't clear." Said Alice. "All I could see is her and fire. She seemed panicked and hurt."

Jacob looked to the ground and then at me.

"I know where she is, but I don't want you contacting her. You really hurt her and I don't want to see her suffer again."

"She won't know we're there." I promised.

"She's in San Francisco. Living with three sisters. That's all I know."

"Thank you Jacob."

He just grunted and walked away. Bella is going to curse me. He thought. I had no idea what that meant but I glad he told me where she was.

"So you're going?" asked Rosalie.

"Of course."

"Well I'm staying."

I looked at Emmett, he really wanted to go and see Bella. But if Rosalie stayed so would he.

"Aren't you curious to see her life? Maybe she has kids. Isn't that what you wanted?"

"Yes, but I don't want to see her have something I can never have."

Jealous much thought Jasper.

"Come on Rose, we can go shopping there." Alice said, trying to persuade her. "You don't have to stay with us while we go look for Bella."

Rosalie thought it over but finally agreed.

"Lets go and tell Carlisle."

"I need to go somewhere first." I said departing from them. I ran to where Bella used to live. The house as dark and empty, a for a sale sign pushed into the mud. When I learned Charlie died I instantly thought where Bella had run off to. She wasn't with Jacob. She didn't even show up at the funeral, Renee hasn't heard from.

I opened the bedroom window and went to the loose floorboard. I ripped it off and took out the contents. They were lathered in dust. I might not be able to see Bella again, but that doesn't mean I can't give these back to her.