I felt so shitty for ignoring Kellin, But I had to, it was for the best. Mike would occasionally ask but I told him not too. He'd get the picture sooner or later. But not now...

' Why won't you talk to me and why do you keep ignoring me? X'

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'Vic please answer me ): X'

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'Vic what have I done to upset you? Why aren't we talking anymore? Why do you keep ignoring me and blanking me :( xx'

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Oh if only you knew Kellin, If only you knew. But you won't know because you won't understand and never will so just leave me be.

I sighed and got ready for another day at school, It was a week until spring break, thank god!

Mike had left early to catch up on homework or something, something I don't do...He's the genius i'm not. I'm just lovesick and socially awkward.

'We need to talk. I'm coming over after school X'

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Kellin please don't. You're the person who i'd really don't want to see... Why does he care so much, he shouldn't have do, he's technically done nothing wrong, it's just my heart is stupid and chooses the wrong people to fall in love with.

I text Mike quickly.

'Mike go to the head and tell him I won't be in, I don't feel so good, think it was the food from last night, see you later bro x'

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I dropped my bag and sunk my head into my pillow. Why did Kellin have to come over. Why did he have to come over tonight? Ugh...Life.

I locked my door and opened my window, climbing out of it and into the tree where I could be alone. The tree was one of my quiet spots, the other one was at the beach by the rocks. But I couldn't be bothered to walk to the beach, with the slim chance of being caught my Mike,Jaime,Tony...and Kellin... I just didn't want to. I sat in the tree for hours, daydreaming, I played on temple run on my iPod until it died. But I just sat, in the tree, perfectly hidden, perfectly stable, perfectly alone. Even Mike didn't know I hid there sometimes. I saw him through the gap in the leaves him and...oh. Kellin. I heard a knock at my bedroom door, but no one could get in anyway, it was locked.

"Vic open up! Please we need to fucking talk!" Kellin pleaded. I heard Mike in the background. "Kell just don't, he's feeling ill, he won't speak to anyone" Mike made an excuse up for me, He knew exactly what was up. I'd have to thank him later for covering it up for me. It started to rain and it became way to dangerous to shuffle along the branch. So i'd have to go through the front door. Just great, in plain sight of Kellin and Mike. I sat in the tree as long as I could before I started to shiver. I was getting soaked through, my hair clung to my face. I sighed, feeling defeated by the rain. I slid down the side of the tree and ran to the front door. Opening it and running through it, making a break for the stairs. "Vic?" Mike shouted. I ignored Mike and soon Kellin shouted too. I ran to my door and tried to open it. Oh great the lock! "stupid lock" I cursed. Soon I wasn't alone and Kellin was stood a few feet away. "Vic?" He asked. I just ignored him, I shivered as my soaking wet clothes clung to my body, desperately trying to open the door.

"Stupid fucking lock!" I growled. I kicked the door in eventually and just curled up on my bed and cried. Cried until I had no tears left at all. Why did he make me feel this way in 2 days. Why? And How? He made me feel so much, but then made me hurt so much.

"Vic please stop ignoring me. Please I. I-I miss you" He murmured. I ignored him, he was doing it just to get my attention. Fuck off Kellin.

"Kellin just leave me alone." I said in a mono-tone voice. I actually grew angry with him, for no reason. I loved him so much that it hurt, and I was being a total prick to him. I didn't have to act like this towards him, I chose too. But honestly I didn't want too...

Why did he care so much? He had no reason to, we hardly spoke anyway so why won't he just leave me alone.

Because he wants to help you Vic and your pushing him away, theres a chance he might like you back.

I wish my mind would just shut up, My heart's already being a dick to me, I don't need my mind to as well...

Kellin eventually disappeared, probably downstairs playing video games with Mike. I wanted to leave the house now. I wanted to go and see Tony or Jaime. Just to escape from this place. I don't know why I feel so much for Kellin, when in reality i'd properly known him for 2 and a half days... I looked up at my window, which was also still open. It was still pouring with rain and there was a light thunderstorm too, gently shaking the streets and flashing with lightning, I loved storms...

I was still in my soaking wet clothes, but I didn't care, I was going to get wet again anyway. I walked downstairs and out the front door. I felt someone grip my wrist as I got to the edge of the garden to see Kellin standing there, now also getting soaked, with a firm grip on my wrist.

"Let me go. Please." I said firmly. But he just replied with a casual. 'Nope'. Oh great now i'm gonna be interrogated. This didn't work as much as I wanted it too in the end. Shit...

"Vic why won't you talk to me? When I try to talk to you you just blank me, or you just tell me to leave you alone. You refuse to let me speak to you and I don't know why. Why do you hate me all of a sudden Vic?" Kellin asked. I looked him with in the eyes and I felt tears welling up. My hair clung to my face and one single tear fell down it. I stared into Kellins blue, and confused eyes. I saw something that I couldn't quite pick out, but it wouldn't matter...

"See you're not talking to me now!" Kellin snapped. "Why do I even fucking bother!" He snapped again. He dropped my wrist and turned on his heel.

Vic stop being a dick. Do something fast. Do it now

For once I followed my mind. I grabbed Kellin's arm and pulled him to me, crushing my lips against his. And somehow he responded. What? Wait why? What?

The kiss lasted for seconds. I pulled away quickly and gasped. "Happy Now huh?" I snapped. I walked away from him as quickly as he tried to from me, and hopefully he won't grab me again. Kellin didn't speak. And if he wanted to I didn't want to hear it. I walked straight to Tony's.

I knocked on the door and his mom answered. "H-Hey Mrs Perry, Is Tony home?" I asked. She dragged me inside and gasped when she looked at me.

"Yeah he's upstairs, oh my Vic you're soaked, did you walk here?!" She asked, sounding shocked. I just nodded. I smiled awkwardly at her and walked up to Tony's room.

"Hey" He said casually. I grinned and walked in.

"Dude you look like a mop. Go take a shower i'll lend you some clothes" Tony said suggestively. I thought the rain had given me a perfectly good shower, I guess not. Considering I stank of ozone and sweat... And my hair was like Shaggy's from scooby-doo. Not an entirely attractive look if i'm honest...

I showered quickly and got dressed into the clothes that Tony left for me. A Green Day shirt and dark blue skinnys.

"Dude want to stay over? The rain's not gonna let any time soon and theres no way i'm letting you back out there until it calms down. My mom's washing your clothes too" He said cheerfully.

"Thanks man, uh yeah if that's alright with you" I stammered. I text Mike to tell him I wasn't coming home tonight.

Won't be home tonight. Staying at Tony's, might see you tomorrow lil' brother X.

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I put my phone my pocket and sat next to Tony, who was getting confused over a weird chord directory the music teacher gave him. "This is confusing. what does cmaj7 mean?" Tony asked. I laughed. "C Major 7" I replied, his reply was a rather dumbfounded Oooh. Which I was expecting.

"Oh shit dude!" Tony said surprisingly. "What turtle?" I asked. He raised both of his brows. "Kellin and Jessie-May split up" He replied. Oh no, first i'm a dumbass and now I messed up Kellin's relationship. Now I feel like proper shit. "Oh.." I murmured. I feel even worse now. First i'm a total ass to Kellin and now I'm messing up his love life. Just great.

"Tony is your car fixed?" I asked. He nodded. It was still pouring with rain so I had an Idea. "We gotta go pick up Mike, and then head to Kellins, we can get Jaime along the way" I suggested. "Why?" He wondered. "I know how we can cheer him up, plus I really need to talk to him" I confessed lightly.

'Mike get an umbrella and get ready to make a break across the garden in 5 minutes, me & Turtle will pick you up, we're going to Kellins. No exceptions x'

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'Jaime get your ass dressed and get ready to make a run across the garden, be there in 5'

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"Lets roll!" I said happily. We ran downstairs and to the garage, where Tony's BMW M2 was parked. We got In and first went to Jaime's.

"Where we off?" Jaime asked. "Kellins" I replied. He knew why, sort of. He knew they'd broken up, but he doesn't need to know my issue.

We got to mine and Mike ran across the lawn with Mom's pink umbrella and hopped in the back. "Hey lil' bro" I said happily. He smiled at me, he clearly knew what I was up too. Tony drove to Kellin's cutting most of the bends, the car would slip every-so-often and wheel-spin because of the slippery ground. We got to Kellins and made up a plan.

"What we doing now?" Jaime asked. "We're going to cheer him up" I said happily, although my heart was really in my throat because I was over-nervous.

"His Mom's working at the moment so he's in there on his own" Mike said quietly. I handed him my lock picks. "You three in through the front door, i'm gonna climb through his window" I said shakily. "Why..?" Mike asked confused. "Just do it, I know how to cheer him up...But I need to talk to him, Mike knows the house anyway so he can take you to the living room or something...Mike make something up" I said. We scrambled out of the car and I looked around the windows. I was sure I'd found Kellin's, what gave it away was the Nirvana logo on his curtains. Mike,Jaime and Tony quietly crept in through the front door and I climbed up the wall. Great his window was locked. Surprise ruined. I fumbled through my pocket and found a paper clip. I picked the lock in seconds and pushed the window open. Falling into his bedroom. Kellin jumped in reaction.

"H-Hey" I said shakily. "Well this is a surprise.." He murmured. I nodded my head and bit my lip. "About earlier..." I started. "Don't" He said. I frowned. "Kellin i'm sorry iv'e been a prick okay? And i'm sorry that i kissed you, and ruined your relationship with Jessie.." I started. He looked up at me confused.

"No..You didn't ruin it..." He said. "Then what?" I asked. "Please don't be angry with me" He said. I started to guess what was coming... He knows I like him, he doesn't like me and that's how it'll always be.

"I went out with Jess...So I could try and make you jealous...I really like you Vic, I just didn't think you liked me..." He confessed. I was pretty thrown back by this..but wow...

"So you didn't love Jess?" I asked. He shook his head. "No..Besides she cheated on me the hole way and didn't think I noticed" He said. I frowned a little, I felt really bad for ignoring Kellin for basically a month...But he wanted me... I wanted him...

"Vic?" He asked. "Hmm?" I hummed. Not knowing what to say. "Kiss me again" He asked. I smirked and walked up to him, leaning down slightly, parting his lips with mine, this time the kiss was much more powerful and passionate. My tongue graced his bottom lip and he opened his mouth in response. I cupped his pale face in my hands and his rested on my hips. I nipped his bottom lip and he moaned lightly in response, the kiss soon became more heated. As we aimlessly moved, I'd somehow backed Kellin up to the wall. "Be mine" He muttered against my lips. "Always" I muttered back.

His pale fingers ran up my back, pulling off my shirt (Well Tony's) in the process. I unbuttoned his, bearing his pale chest to me, he was gorgeous.

I slowly trailed my hand down his front, stopping at the top of his jeans. He hadn't stopped me yet. I slowly slipped my hand under his jeans and boxers.

"V-Vic" He moaned shakily. "Yes Kellin?" I muttered. I gripped him tightly, and started to stroke him. He kissed me harder to stop him from crying out, them downstairs are probably suspecting murder...

I pushed his body against the wall more and brought both of his legs around my waist, holding him there. I continued to kiss him. I moved my hand back from his boxers and to his side while the other one cupped his face. His arms wrapped around my neck tightly. I started to feel a friction between us and I thrust my hips against him, causing him to gasp and cry out softly. I giggled lightly against his lips. I thrust my hips against him again and he cried out a little louder. Our tongues continued to fight to dominance and I won. (I knew i'd win). I sucked on his bottom lip and thrust into him once more and he made A sound i'd never heard before, all coherent thoughts that were in my head were now long gone. I wanted to hear that noise again. His hair was a mess as I guessed mine was the same, my breathing hitched and his was ragged. "Kellin" I moaned. The friction started to become to much, for both me and Kellin. Kellin gasped one more time, letting out a shaky moan and sighing heavily. I rested my forehead against his, looking into his eyes, i'd never seen so much passion and emotion before, even with Cara...

"That was..." I whispered. Still trying to catch my breathe. "Did you feel it too?" He mumbled. I nodded my head. I hugged him tightly. "Now I gotta change because of you" He scoffed. I chuckled and sat on the end of his bed, retrieving Tony's shirt along the way.

He came back over and sat next to me on the bed, taking my hand in his. It felt so right...But would everyone accept it in the long run?

"Vic tell me something, and be honest" Kellin said to me. I looked into his eyes and nodded. "Why did you ignore me for so long?" He asked. I bit my lip, I didn't know how I was gonna put this but I better answer before it starts getting awkward. I kissed him for motivation and then explained to him.

"You know you could of just told me thought right?" He chuckled, squeezing my hand lightly. I heard a crash downstairs and I pulled my gaze away from his and stared at the door. "What was that?" He asked me shakily. "A surprise" I giggled. I pulled him out of the door and down the stairs, I let go of his hand at the bottom step, now feeling slightly incomplete. Mike bounded out of the door-way. "Soo you haven't murdered each other after-all" Mike said sarcastically. I just chuckled. "Mike?" Kellin said confused. We led him into the living room. Where Tony and Jaime were wrestling. "Hey guys" Kellin said awkwardly to distract them. "I WIN!" Tony declared. "Finish Him" Mike said in a mono-tone voice and I tried my best not to laugh.

"Dude sorry about Jess.." Tony said. "Don't worry about it, she cheated on me so...forget about it" Kellin said. He wasn't too phased by it to be honest. Mike was giving me cheesy looks and brow gestures.

"You two friends again?" Mike asked me raising his brow. I nodded my head and grinned. "What're we gonna do now? Its 6pm" Jaime groaned.

"We could all stay at mine, my mom won't mind, she's going out for the night" Tony suggested. We all agreed on it.

"Guys we should go on a road trip at some point, we could go to LA for a week" Jaime suggested. That sounded pretty fun. "Yeah but that's not much of a road trip, thats just 3 hours. We could go to San Francisco, Santa Monica and Monte Carlo too" Tony retorted. Sounds like a plan, 2 weeks on the road with my best buddies.

"Can I come too then? If your definately doing it?" Kellin asked. "Of course dude! When Jaime said We, thats all of us!" Tony exclaimed.

As we drove back to Tony's. I stared out of the window while everyone was caught up in their little conversations. My mind pondered on what happened earlier, Kellin asked me to be his, which I said yes of course, but I don't know if he meant it or not, or if this was some cruel and sick joke the universe was playing against us. Well me.

Kellin nudged me in the side and I caught up with reality, to see we were now parked In Tony's garage. I sighed and got out, Kellin followed closely. I grinned as I turned around to see him. Catching his lips between mine quickly, catching him off guard and making him giggle.

As we wandered into Tonys living room, Mike was giving Tony Goo Goo eyes and Tony was returning them. I chuckled and sat on a bean bag in the middle of the floor. "What're you laughing at?" Mike asked suspiciously. I flailed my hands in an X-Waving shape and dropped my lip, trying not to laugh. "Nothing baby brother" I laughed. "Tell me or your dead" He whispered. I shrugged my shoulders. Mike threw me over his shoulder and ran around aimlessly in the middle of the living room. "PAAAAANTTEEERRRRAAA" Mike yelled. "Mike just put me down?" I said lowly. He huffed and put me down.

"Guys Justin,Jesse and Jack are coming over too" Tony announced. Soon enough there was a knock at the door. "ITS OPEN DICKMUNCH" Mike yelled. Mike wasn't a giant fan of Jack, Jack and Mike always argue about video games. Justin was the first to bound in, with Jesse and Jack following suit. It was like a scene from Bad Boys II, they we're all stood by the doorway, Justin at the front and Jesse and Jack stood behind him.

"Lonely Big Cock" Kellin muttered at Justin, who instantly started laughing and sat next to him. "Dude I dunno why your mad about having a big cock. Why are you mad about that?" Kellin asked him, sounding and looking confused. "It hurts" Justin muttered, which caused a huge laughing fit.

Mike and Jack had instantly started bitching about Call Of Duty... "AK47 Could clearly beat your suckish fave of a Desert Eagle" Mike muttered. "I don't even like the motherfucking desert eagle!" Jack exaggerated. "Hey gays" Jaime said happily and sat on the other bean bag next to me. I instantly started to feel uncomfortable. Gay? Ew. Im not gay am i? No i'm Bi, probably. Well Kellin is the only guy iv'e fallen for, and it'll stay that way forever. I Hope.

"I-I forgot my phone, I L-left it in the car" I stammered. I awkwardly walked passed Mike and Jack who continued to argue, Tony was on the phone and Jesse was just awkwardly stood by the living room door. "Vic!" Jesse said happily. I smiled lightly and gave an awkward wave and headed to the garage. I opened the car door and to my surprise my phone was on the seat where I was sitting. As I got out of the car I felt arms wrap around my waist. "Kellin.." I sighed. He giggled and I turned around to look him in the eyes. His eyes we're absolutely beautiful. "Are we gonna tell them that we're together yet or..." Kellin asked me softly. I shrugged my shoulders, not knowing what to say. "Not yet" I said simply, before kissing him on the nose. He blushed and grinned at me. "Your so cute Kells" I giggled. He blushed even more, he playfully punched me in the arm before wrapping his arms around my neck, kissing me passionately.

Our tongues softly caressed against each others as our lips worked with each others. Making my face flush a little. I wrapped arms around his waist, holding him tightly as we kissed.

Kellin pulled away and gazed into my eyes, our noses resting on each others slightly. He giggled. Then we heard someone clear their throat.

"Did you find your phone?" Mike asked. "Shit.." I muttered. Mike chuckled and walked over to us, hugging me gently. "Bro don't worry, I won't say a word" He said. I knew I could trust Mike,after all he was the first to know that I liked Kellin.

"Go in the living room or help Tony cook, I gotta speak to Mike" I said to Kellin softly, He nodded intently and kissed me on the cheek, before scampering off. I sighed and looked Mike in the eye. "Why didn't you tell me?" Mike asked me softly. I shrugged my shoulders. "Well I didn't think you'd accept it" I confessed. He laughed in disgust. "Of course I'd accept it, it'd be stupid if I didn't besides your my brother to!" Mike said happily. How would it be stupid if he didn't? Did he have any friends who were gay? Or bi?

"Mike?" I said. "What?" He said too quickly. "Why would it be stupid if you didn't accept it?" I asked. He shrugged his shoulders. "It doesn't matter, Justin, Jesse, Jaime, Jack, Tony and of course Kellin will accept it. Kellin especially" Mike said cheerfully. I started to get a little suspicious. "How would you know Tony would accept it? He never talks about his views" I said honestly. He opened his mouth to talk for a second, but didn't say a word. He started to blush a deep shade of red. "Micheal?" I said. He frowned at me. "What aren't you telling me?" I asked him, he looked awkward. "N-Nothing..." He stammered. He started to blush even deeper. "Micheal?" I said in mono-tone, just to creep him out. "Don't call me that..." He muttered. "Mike tell me, I won't say anything. Besides it's probably something I can guess as well" I said softly. "Me and Tony...well...we're kinda...dating" Mike confessed. I grinned hugely. "I knew it!" I said victoriously.

We wandered back into Tony's living room, Mike and Tony instantly started to Goo Goo eyes again which caused me to chuckle lightly. Jaime bounded into the room faking sadness and tears. "Jaime whats wrong dude?" Tony tried to be reassuring, he couldn't tell if he was faking it or not, but we surely could.

"I-I" He stammered. "I'm Pregnant" Jaime whispered loudly before faking more over-exaggerated tears. I knelt down and petted his stomach. "How far along?" I asked faking a motherly voice. "12 months" He cried. I then broke into intense laughter. "Jaime you idiot!" Even Tony started to laugh. "Dude thats one big ass kid" Justin commented. "You can only carry a kid for like 9 months" Jesse said bluntly and started to chuckle. Jaime sighed and got up after laughing.

"Soo what now?" Jack asked. Tony shrugged. "We could have a round of truths or somethin'" Kellin suggested. "Might as well" Mike said. We all sat on the floor

and Kellin sat next to me, every so often he'd squeeze my hand when the others weren't looking. "Kellin what was your first kiss like?" Tony asked. Justin looked at Tony funny. "Tony you sap" Was all he said and he started to laugh. "T'was good actually. Was with my mom." Kellin said happily.I drifted off to La La land, unaware that i'd be asked a weird question any time soon.

"Vic" Jaime said. I snapped back into reality and saw everyone was looking at me. "What?" I asked dumbly. "Is it true that if you fancy Kellin?" Jaime asked. My eyes narrowed for a second, I looked at Kellin, whose eyes we're full of worry. What was I supposed to say? I love him, he's my boyfriend of course?

"Vic!" Jaime said loudly. I jumped and glared at him, but I stayed quiet. "Dude it's a joke don't take it seriously or anything, you're just weirdly quiet" Mike said, in his best way of trying to calm the situation. "Yes. Yes I do" I confessed sarcastically. It was true, but just to make them laugh.

"Kiss me" Kellin whispered into my ear while the others we're talking. "Wait. What. Now?" I whispered back, confused. He just nodded his head. He had an evil grin on his face. I slowly turned to see if anyone was looking, and as soon as that Kellin just leaned in and caught my lips. Slowly moving them with each other, he caught me off guard slightly but I soon settled. I pulled away and looked at him wide-eyed. I turned around just to see Mike and Tony staring at us, nobody else had seemed to notice. "What?" I muttered looking at Mike. He shook his head and laughed nervously, starting a new conversation with Tony.

"Ok guys heres the deal, Me, Vic and Justin are gonna go grab some blankets, sheets and pillows and whatever else we find. The floors carpeted with really thick fluff and its comfy, so we can all sleep down here" Tony announced before heading upstairs to get the stuff, me and Justin followed.

We grabbed loads of pillows, quite a lot of blankets and sheets, and Tony also found his Teenage Mutant Ninja turtle sleeping bag, which he'd be sleeping in of course.

As we went down stairs Tony had grabbed a load of DVD'S. "Okay guys we've got Silent Hill, The Hills Have Eyes, Oblivion, Battleship, Underworld, Underworld Revolution Underworld Awakening, Simpsons Movie, STAR WARS EPISODE 1 AND 2, AND TEENAGE MUTANT NINJA TURTLES!" Tony instantly started fanboying at the end.

We chose Underworld Awakening, Battleship, Simpsons Movie and Star Wars Episode 1. Because lets be honest guys, everyone likes star wars, somewhere everyone does in one form or another.

All in all it was a good night, and we had loads of fun. Me and Kellin would occasionally sneak glances and stares to each other, which made the butterflies in my stomach to back flips. "Last person left conscious turns the movie off" Tony groaned.

Tony turned the light off so it was just Star Wars lighting up the living room. Kellin shuffled up against me, I laid behind him, wrapping my arms around him. Maan this carpet was soft.. I kissed Kellins neck softly and he giggled silently. "Stop it" He muttered. I shook my head and he turned around and kissed me softly. "Night Kellin" I whispered, Kissing a spot below his ear. "Night baby" He whispered back. My butterflies did barrel-rolls around my stomach. He called me baby. I blushed hugely, and soon enough, I drifted off to sleep.