I'm going to re-make this one because I need to tie up some loose ends and you people are hard to pleaseJ. So please Review. Note: I will not be sticking to the three line format that I used previously.
Disclaimer: I don't own Maximum Ride

Fang's POV

The flock had just arrived at Dr Martinez' place after a battle in Germany that claimed the life of one of the flock, Alexis. She had been with them since Jeb took them away from the School and she was always the one to make everyone else feel better. We walked through the door and the Doctor immediately picked up on our vibe, depressed. We had lost Ari and Alexis in one day. That Marian Janssen woman succeeded in killing another innocent person. Sure, Alexis had killed people before, in self-defense and in our defense, but that didn't mean she had to die like that.
"What happened?" Dr M asked us. I looked away and felt the memories flood back, holding Alexis while she died, the feeling of washing off her blood that had stained my hands.
"We lost Alexis," Max sobbed softly. "She was wounded in Germany and she died because none of us bothered to help her fight." Max looked ashamed that she had let one of her flock members die, including her brother, Ari.
"It's not your fault Max." Ella said assuringly.
"We can bury her now, if you like?" Dr M asked us. We barely managed to nod. Jeb brought the bodies back with him so they could actually be buried. How nice of him...

Alexis's tan skin had lost its warmth, she was cold as ice. We lowered her gently into the coffin and then nailed it shut. I don't want to go into detail about the funeral, it was sad, we cried. A typical funeral. I was mostly angry at myself for not helping her sooner, for not paying enough attention to her, she was always in Max's shadow. I stomped into the house and slammed my fist against the wall. I stood like that for a couple minutes. My hand was probably broken, good thing Dr M is a vet. Upon entry to the kitchen I noticed a video recorder, it was silver and had a small, white note attached to its side. It read:

To the flock..

This is for all of you, watch it and well maybe you'll understand how I felt during the time we spent together.

Love Alexis

I flipped open its side to reveal the screen. I pushed play just as the others walked in. The recorder blinked to life and the audio kicked in...

"Hey..."

This was filmed somewhere I didn't quite remember. The others noticed me and came in to watch the recording...

"I decided against putting this in a letter because that wouldn't be a proper goodbye. I recorded this when the flock split before we Max, Angel, Nudge, Total and I went to Europe. Well, where to begin?"

She laughed lightly, her hair billowing in the wind...

"So, I guess I'm dead. Joy. I assume you are all sad so, don't be. I mean that's life. I killed people before and it was bound to come back to me..."

Angel snuggled into Max's side and Nudge grasped my arm. Iggy was blind but I'm sure he knew perfectly well what was going on. Gazzy was silent, he was hurting inside. Dr M, Ella and Jeb were standing by the door. Max, I couldn't read her this time..

"I had always lived in the shadow of Maximum Ride, the one that must save the world. It wasn't easy, I was excluded from the flock. You guys just didn't see it. You never paid attention to Alexis Viera. Enough about that...

Do you remember how we sat in those crates at the School? I remember being next to Fang, being comforted by his voice. Then Jeb took us away and after four years with him I thought that maybe I had a shot with Fang. I convinced myself that Fang would never see anything in a girl like me..."

We all remembered how she'd tried to cheer us up when we were feeling suicidal...

"How about when we flew to that cave, with the hawks?..."

She smiled warmly and thought back on it herself. Her eyes were sad...

"How graceful you guys looked when you flew with the huge birds. I felt truly happy there; just the lack of decent food bothered me...

Or when we rescued Angel? How we failed miserably until Iggy and Gazzy brought the hawks to come save us. We fought for revenge. I remember accidentally killing that scientist when I roundhouse kicked her, my first kill. Remember how I cried and snuggled into Fang for hours? It was a horrible feeling. It still haunts me..."

I teared up. She loved it when I let her snuggled up next to me, now I know why...

"Actual School was really fun for a while. I kissed Fang in the classroom. Max saw but she thought it was Lissa. My black hair is actually a dark red that shines scarlet in the light. No, I kissed Fang and eavesdropped on the conversation he and Max had when she scolded him for kissing some bimbo..."

Her laugh made us all shocked, she laughed, she must have had fun with us...

"We have so many memories. New York, getting Total, in the UK, in France, lounging at those deserted beaches, getting scared when we learned Angel could breathe underwater. I wonder if her mind control powers would get stronger, please don't let her near the President again, or any world leader for that matter!...

The moment that I really remembered. At the beach when Max kissed Fang, the day I got really jealous and flew away for a couple days. All that time I thought about Fang...

Max, I hate you; I hate you with every fibre of my very being. Angel, you scare me, stop. Gazzy, blow up a couple enemies for me. Iggy, you'll get your sight back, just wait, it'll happen. Nudge, make sure that everyone dresses nicely, this is a big task but you're perfect for it...

Max, I hate you for how you made my life harder but I love you like a sister, is that possible? To hate someone and love them at the same time. I respect you, I look up to you, I admire your strength but you need to let up on these guys, let them have fun, the world can wait twenty minutes while you guys play. Take of Fang for me...he's all yours...

So to my flock. I'll miss you. I lived a great half-life with you guys. From the School to Germany. I guessed we'd go there after France because I know you, Max. Just remember me when you get to the top and I hope you have many fun adventures while you save the world. It was really so long ago that I was ever this happy..."

The screen flicked off. The flock dried their tears, hugged one another and turned to leave.
"She didn't include me." I breathed, it stung that she didn't include me in her goodbye...
"Sorry, Fang." Max put her hand on my shoulder, squeezed my arm and then left the kitchen.
I got up, leaving the recorder as it was and took two steps...

"Oh, and Fang..."

I immediately grabbed the recorded and stared at the screen...

"I love you. More than you can comprehend. Cheer up Emo! Wear some colour for Pete's sake! Express emotion. You have such a beautiful smile but you never use it. Change that, for me...

So, go after Max. Live your life. I'm gone and I won't hold you back. Sometime in the future you might find that you doubt yourself and I want you to remember that leaving the flock will not solve your problems! Face them head on! If you die, look for me...

I love you, Fang. I would never exclude you. You made me happy. Just remember to take it easy on the ladies. I'm sorry I left so early, left you so early. Help Max and save the world and I promise that in twenty years or so, life will get easier."
"Twenty years is not that long Fang." Max said to me bringing me out of my thoughts.
"Well, it feels like so long ago that the Flock was whole." I sighed and stared and thought about Alexis.

Done! Loose ends tied! Review! Love JenovaWolfen.