Wow, the reviews for the first chapter has been amazing, thank you so much! I know writing a sex scene with Olivia and Kurt was disturbing, but that's the whole point of the story; to make you see how she got pregnant in the first place. Don't worry, that's gonna be the last time I'm gonna write a sex scene concerning them. And, yes, Elliot and Olivia will eventually get together (like in any story I write about them because I love that paring and I'm still hoping that they will get together)!

Also, I want you all to know that the new season of SVU will happen on September 23, 2008! So mark your calenders and wait for it!

Enjoy and happy reading!

Lots of love, hugs and kisses from your resident writer and friend, Nina!

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Olivia Benson's apartment

Manhattan, New York

April 23, 2008

"No, Kurt, I'm not moving in with you. I'm pregnant."

His face changed from being happy to being angry. Olivia knew this conversation wasn't gonna end well. She braced herself for the backlash that's about to happen.

"Pregnant? You're pregnant? Olivia, I can't believe this. When did it happen? How did it happen?" he asked nervously, still looking shocked and angry.

She was stunned of what he said. "What do you mean 'how did it happen'? We had sex two weeks ago, remember? We were both drunk but we knew what we were doing that night. And, yes, I'll admit, it was incredible. That's how I got pregnant. You didn't wear a condom and I wasn't on the pill. I forgot to take it. Believe me, I'm pretty shocked myself."

"No, you don't understand, I have two kids already. I can't be a father again," he reminded her.

"Yes, I know you have two kids, Kurt. But, they're grown and living on their own," she responded angrily.

"Listen, Olivia, I don't want anymore children. I can't be a father again because I like my life the way it is. I don't want the baby to saddle what we have now," he confessed, which pissed her off.

"You don't want the baby? YOU DON'T WANT THE BABY! Think about how I feel, Kurt! I didn't think I was gonna get pregnant, but it happened! Have it ever occurred to you that maybe, just maybe, I want this child? I wanna be a mother! I wanna be able to have back pains, weird mood swings and ridiculous food cravings! I wanna be able to hold my baby in my arms and be proud to be a mother! Do you have any idea how I fucking feel?" she snapped as she bolted up from her seat.

Kurt stood up himself. "Olivia, this is not gonna work for us. I don't want anymore children. So, do yourself a big favor and get an abortion or if you do have the baby, give it up for adoption."

"I'm not getting an abortion! I'm not giving this baby up for adoption, either! I want this baby, Kurt! I'm gonna be a mother!" she screamed.

"Well, since you're being bullheaded and stubborn, since you're gonna be a mother, the baby won't have a father," he finally said in a low voice.

Olivia was shocked even more. Hot tears started forming in her eyes when she looked at him. "What are you saying, Kurt? You're gonna up and leave me?"

"You gave me no other choice, Olivia," he said as he grabbed his coat off the chair and headed towards the door.

"I'll take your ass to court! You can't just walk away from me! You will take responsibility for our child! I'm not doing this alone! You can't walk away from me!" she cried.

Kurt stopped in his tracks, but he didn't look at her. Olivia expected him not to. She was so shocked and appalled of what just happened.

"Olivia, I'm not gonna be a father to another child anymore. And since you're not gonna get rid of the baby, you lose me. We're over. We have nothing. I liked our relationship just the way it was, but you ruined it by dropping the bomb on me. I don't wanna be a parent anymore. Good luck raising the baby alone because I'm not gonna be here for you," he said before he walked out of the door, and out of her life once and for all.

Olivia still couldn't believe another relationship went bust. Just when she thought she was finally happy, everything just fell apart once again and there was nothing she can do to change it. She was still in shock over the man she was starting to fall in love with left her pregnant and alone. As if in a daze, she went and shut the door, then she leaned against it and slid down on the floor. Wrapping her arms around her legs, she laid her head between her arms and began sobbing, which she rarely did.

How can I possibly raise a child all by myself? It's not like I planned to get pregnant, she thought sadly as more and more tears started falling from her eyes. Then, she heard the phone rang.

If it was Elliot, she just didn't have the heart to talk to him for the time being. She was a complete mess. So she let the phone rang until the answering machine picked up.

Hi, this is Olivia Benson and I'm not at home right now, but if you leave your name, your number and a brief message and I'll get back to you. God bless you.

(Bleep)

"Liv, it's me, El. Listen, I'm worried about you. I haven't heard from you all day. Is everything okay? You can tell me anything. Well, if you get this, please call me. It would mean a lot to me to hear from you..."

She couldn't take it anymore. She just had to hear him. He's the only man who can understand her more than anyone she knew. Bolting from the door, she flopped down on the sofa and picked up the phone just when he was about to hang up.

"Hello? Elliot, I'm here!" Olivia sniffed.

"Liv, baby, are you okay? You sound upset," he said in a concern tone.

"Are you busy right now?" she asked desperately.

"I'm just about to leave and go home, but no, I'm not busy. Is everything okay?" he asked frantically.

"Can you come over? I know I'm sounding desperate, but I need you. I need you," she cried softly.

"Give me about five minutes and I'll be there," he assured her before she heard the phone click.

Hanging up, she leaned back against the sofa and buried her face in her hands. She kept sobbing and sobbing, thinking about what happened between her and her now ex-boyfriend. He didn't want anymore children and for him to just up and leave her was a huge blow to her heart. So, now, she's left brokenhearted and confused once again. Then again, maybe her love for Kurt wasn't as serious as she thought. Besides, we all know she's completely in love with Elliot Stabler. And, now, he was on his way to be with her; to comfort her, to hold her, to make sure she was okay.

Five minutes later, she heard someone knock on the door. Sighing deeply, she ran her fingers through her short brown hair and made her way across the room. Moments later, she looked through the peephole and breathed a sigh of relief when she saw Elliot standing out on the hallway. She unlocked the door and opened.

"Hey, one of your neighbors knew who I was so he let me in. Are you okay?" he asked, looking concerned.

"Can you come in?" she asked as she stepped aside. He walked in a moment later after he heard her close the door behind them.

"I'm so glad you came by. I have no one else to talk to about my dilemma," she said, her voice cracking.

"What dilemma? What happened, Liv? You can tell me," he assured her as he grabbed her and pulled her down on the sofa with him.

"Well, for one, I'm pregnant. I went to the doctor and she confirmed it," Olivia finally revealed.

"Congratulations, Liv. I know you're gonna be an amazing mother," Elliot said with a smile plastered on his face. However, his smile faded immediately when he noticed the tears falling from her eyes.

"Well, you know I've been seeing Kurt for the last several months. He kept pressuring me to move in with him. Tonight, after we had dinner, I told him. Let's just say he wasn't happy," she said bitterly.

Anger boiled in his veins. It was no secret he didn't particularly care for the reporter, but to see his best friend, partner and the woman he loved break down and cry right in front of him, that wasn't cool.

"Liv, please tell me he's planning being there for you and the baby," he said in a strained tone.

She shook her head. "He doesn't want the baby. He said he's not gonna be a father. He even suggested that I should get an abortion. When he realized I wasn't, he broke up with me. He just walked out on me. I don't know what to do. I mean, I didn't have the best role model in my mother, but I'm scared I'm gonna end up just like her. I can't do this alone."

"Honey, you're not alone. You have me. I'll be more than happy to be there for you. You've been so good to my kids. And, as for Moss, fuck him. He was no good for you, anyway. You're better off. He lost the best thing that ever happened to him. You have me, Cragen, Fin, Alex, Melinda, Liz, Chester and Casey. We're all here for you," he assured her as he took her in his arms and kissed her forehead gently. A smile crept up on his face when she buried her head against his shoulder and sniffed lightly.

"You're so good to me, El. I don't know how to thank you," she finally said.

"Just let me be here for you. Your baby will be loved and spoiled by everyone. You're gonna be okay," he said, still smiling. He was happy to be there for her, but he wanted to kick himself because he had every opportunity to tell her how he really feels. However, he knew the time wasn't right for him to do it. Olivia just had her heart broken, so he couldn't just come right out and say he loves her. She needed some time to heal.

"Can you stay with me, El? I don't wanna be alone right now," she begged and pleaded.

"I'm not going anywhere," he promised softly. He was still pissed off at Kurt Moss and he plans on giving the older asshole a piece of his mind when he gets the chance.

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Special Victims Unit Squad room

16th precinct

One Police Plaza

Manhattan, New York

April 24, 2008

The news of Olivia's pregnancy spread really quickly, but everyone wasn't happy when it was revealed that the man she was seeing left her without a care in the world. Her colleagues, who was also her extended family in a sense, vowed to beat the shit out of Kurt for breaking her heart and leaving her when she needed him the most. Olivia, although flattered, told them that he wasn't even worth it. She could do fine without him.

Elliot was absolutely wonderful since he came to see her last night. He was so caring and considerate of her feelings and the situation she got herself in. He assured her that everything's gonna be okay. She mentally kicked herself because she wanted him to be the father of her child. He did such a wonderful time raising four children with his ex-wife, so she couldn't help but feel a little selfish for wanting him to be the father.

Currently sitting at her desk, she was working on some paperwork to keep herself busy. She's gonna have to get used to it because Cragen will be putting her on ass duty for a while. Even though she was only two weeks pregnant and she could still do some field work, she cherished the times that she doesn't have to do too much work. Besides, she needed to gain some weight.

She was minding her own business until Kurt came in, apparently looking pissed off. He spotted her at her desk, working on something; that's when he knew he had to move.

"Olivia, we need to talk," he called out to her.

She shot her head up immediately and glared at the man who broke her heart.

"What do you want?" she snapped when she got up from her desk.

"I have something for you," he said as he handed over some documents.

"What the hell is this?" she snapped as she opened the envelope and pulled out the information.

"I'm signing over my rights as the father, if I am the father," he stated firmly.

Her eyes shot wide open. "What the fuck is your problem, Kurt? You're the only man I slept with in a long fucking time!"

"Really? What about all the other men you slept with? What about that one night stand you thought I didn't know about? Hell, I wouldn't be surprised if you cheated on me by sleeping with your partner," he snarled.

"You son of bitch, that's low! I would never sleep with Elliot. He was married! I can't believe you think I'm a slut, which I'm not!" she barked.

"I didn't have to. Your actions alone was all the confirmation I needed to say goodbye. Now, if I'm the father, I'm still hope you go and get an abortion; but, since I know you're not gonna go and get one, it's best if I walk away," Kurt snickered.

"You bastard! I was actually falling in love with you. I thought I finally found happiness. Too bad you had to ruin it," she cried as she slammed the papers down on her desk and ran away from him, just as Elliot, Fin, Munch and Chester walked in. As soon as he saw her run away, his focus turned to Kurt, who was standing by her desk. Anger brewed in his veins.

"You have a whole lotta fucking nerve showing up here!" Elliot snapped.

Kurt rolled his eyes. "Please, don't give me the small talk. I don't have the time. Besides, I was just leaving."

"Before you go, I have something to give you," Elliot said. With his hand balled up into a fist, he drew his hand back and punched Kurt right in his face, knocking him down on the floor.

"This is for Olivia; the woman whose heart you broke! You don't deserve her! And you don't deserve to be a father!" Elliot roared before he turned on his heel and walked away. He has every intention to find Olivia, to make sure she was okay. If something bad happened to her, he'll never be able to forgive himself. He just loved her that much.

Please let her be okay, he thought as he descended up the steps. He breathed a sigh of relief when he found her on the roof.

"El, I just wanna be alone for a while," she sobbed loudly.

"I'm sorry. I just wanna make sure you were okay, that's all," he said softly.

"How can he be so heartless? He called me a slut! He accused me of sleeping around! I'm not that person, El!" she cried out. He couldn't stand seeing her so broken any longer. Even though she wanted to be alone, he went over and wrapped his arms around her. To his relief, she wrapped her arms around his waist and buried her face against his broad shoulder.

"He doesn't deserve you, Liv. He doesn't deserve anything," he whispered in her ear. She just nodded her head and continued sobbing on his shoulder.

I'm gonna do whatever it takes to bring a smile back on her face, he vowed.

So, how did you like the Olivia/Kurt breakup? Did I bash him okay? Don't worry, there's more Kurt bashing in the next chapter! Stay tuned!

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