John was stunned by what rose had said. He felt like he sould panic, he felt like he should scream, but he didn't. He didn't feel scared or worried. He felt happy and content. "Rose...I want more than anything to be with you forever. Whantever comes i'll be right there next to you, for every step of it." He embraced his girlfriend trying to offer her some comfort. Being sure that John would be the most panicked between the two of them, Rose was surprised when he instead hugged her and spoke of being with her. She had no qualms that he wouldn't be, but hearing it after knowing the chance of them being parents was there was comforting indeed. She hugged him back and nodded agianst his chest, unable to get any words out. But she felt the exact same way with him. She would be his friend, his lover and his confidante when it matter most. Nothing would change that. She raised her head and cupped one of his cheeks lightly. "If it happened," she asked softly, "would you really be able to deal with the consequences? It would be a living, breathing thing we'd be taking care of together. I'm not sure about you, but being a mother... makes me uneasy. I have no experience myself with how to take care of a child." John recalled his time he spent with Cassy and turned to Rose and said "Well i'm not sure if this counts but i did raise Cassy for a few years before she left. And whatever happenes we can handle it! I am kind of worried about what Dave will do to me though." John tried his best to make sure Rose wasn't freaked out by the prospect of being a mother. "Plus you'd be a great mom!" He said with a cheerful grin

Rose laughed quietly at the mention of Casey and shook her head, amused. Although she didn't think it counted as being a parent, she wouldn't dare shatter his idea of it all. "Yes, I suppose that would work as experience on your part..." A sigh escaped her as she laid her head on his chest, imagining Dave's reaction to the moment she and John announced she was having a baby. It wasn't pleasant. "Well, let's not get too ahead of ourselves. There's only a small chance right now of this happening. For the moment, I would like if we could go about our days like I'm not. Then, when I find out and let you know, /then/ we can handle it how we see fit. Sound like an idea?" Rose raised her head to look at John, her eyes still reflecting her anxiety of the whole thing. John offered her another comforating smile. Without saying another word he bent down on one knee and gasping her hand he looked deep into her eyes. "If it does happen, I hope you won't mind being Ms. Rose Egbert or maybe i could take your name? Egbert is a little...dorky." He said smiling at her all the while. Rose smiled back but it faltered when she watched John go to one knee and took her hand. Was he doing what she thought he was doing? Leaning down a bit, she laid her other hand on his and gave him a curious look, also surprised. "John... are you proposing to me?" she asked him, hoping he didn't take her surprise and question the wrong way. It wasn't; she just didn't know how to actually react to his actions. John felt a twang of panic however it was quickly replaced by calmness. "I'm just saying my Dad always told me to marry a girl if i got her pregnant i have to marry her...it also helps that i want to marry you." He grasped her hand with both of his.

Tears began to well up in Rose's eyes. Not from sadness or anything; from how sweet and loving and completely strange this was. She tried so hard to keep herself in check, but in the end, her emotions won out and she fell to her knees and hugged John tightly around the neck, burying her face into his neck, trying not to cry too much. She nodded, a smile on her lips. "Yes. I'll marry you, John. I love you, too. So much. Even if the fact is that I'm not pregnant, I would marry you. How could I have managed to get such a sweet, caring, endearing boyfriend like you?" The last one was rheorical, but she wasn't refusing an answer for it, either. She pulled back from the hug and wiped the few tears that clung to her lashes, smiling at John before leaning foward and kissing him lovingly. "I love you so much...". John could feel Roses warm tears on his neck. When she pulled up and said those words John treasured so much tears began to form in his eyes and his face was becoming red both from the flustering feelings of knowing that Rose wants to be his wife regardless of pregnancy and because he was feeling so embaressed to know they were just sitting there crying with eachother and embracing. When they broke the kiss John could only mutter through his tears "I love you just as much Rose...I really do." John felt like he had to be strong for her because of how she felt about lsong her mother but now, for the first time in years, john let himself feel everything. The pain, the anger, the love, and the weakness he had been holding in for Rose. He leaned back in for another kiss, tears flowing freely from his eyes. Rose choked out a soft, watery laugh, smiling as she did, and wiped some of John's tears from his eyes before leaning into his kiss. To her, it seemed, even after being together for nearly three years, as though both of them were only now finally letting their true emotions out with each other. She knew that after this, they would only be even better together, and that they no longer had any reason to hide any of their feelings from the other. I twas one of the many dozen reasons she loved John Egbert, and she knew that love for him would only grow. Part of her desperately hoped she was indeed having his child, but the other part rationalized that if she wasn't- well, that's what trying again and again was for! Rose liked those ideas.

During the kiss John thought about all they had done today, which naturally made him excited. He could feel his pants becoming tight once again and he began to feel embaressed causing him to unsucessfully try and hide his erection that he knew was blatant. "Uh...Rose..." he said feeling bad about popping another boner while pulled from the kiss when John did, glancing down to see the tent in the front of his pants. Laughing softly, she smiled and gave him another kiss, placing a hand on his erection through the fabric of his pants. "Oh, John," she said with love in her words. "Would you like to go upstairs and allow me to help you with that?" she asked, slowly and lightly rubbing his length. Rubbing it reminded her of their little escapade in the treehouse, and she began to get excited herself. But she would wait until John said what he wanted before doing anything else. John loved it when Rose was forward like this. He could only nod in embaressed agreement. He followed Rose upstairs into her room, her walls were plastered with posters of large tentacled horrors and she had balls of colored yarn and an assortment of needles. Her bed was tidy as always. John sat down on the edge of the bed, his legs spread, and His erection barely contained within his pants. "I'm sorry about having you do this twice today..." John said a little ashamed. He really did feel bad for being so easily excited. Rose went with John to her room, closing the door and locking it so people wouldn't just barge in and catch her and John sexually attacking each other. Then she went to him, standing slightly between his legs, and smiled, laying a finger on his lips to silence his words. "John, there isn't any reason for you to apologize. It's perfectly natural for a male to be easily aroused by his partner and for that partner to want to ease it however they can. Besides, I don't mind relaxing you in this way. Even if it was just once already, I enjoy our love making." With that, Rose kissed him gently and lovingly on the lips before kneeling before him, undoing his pants and taking his hard erection out. Smiling, she gently blew on the head of it and watched, again, John's reaction to it before doing anything else.

John never knew how much he could enjoy being teased but when Rose blew on his head, which he was just now learning how senstive it really was, he couldn't hold back the slight moans that left his lips. "P-please...do it..." He said quietly his penis aching for the touch of Roses warm tongue. There was a healthy stream of pre-cum running down the shaft of Johns cock. Smiling in amusement to herself, Rose leaned forward and took John's head into her mouth, tongue swirling aand catching the pre-cum easily, swallowing it, which gave an extra boost to her actions. Then she brought more of him into her mouth until nearly his entire shaft was in her mouth, but not choking her. One hand went to the base of John's length and the other went beneath, to his balls, massaging them gently, knowing how sensitive they were for men. John could feel the roof of Roses mouth against his head and most of his shaft. John didn't know how good this could feel. When she began massaging his balls he let out one loud moan that he tried to suppress using his hand. John had came twice today already so he wasn't in any danger of cumming soon, so he decided to close his eyes and enjoy the feeling of his lovers soft tongue. He could feel the large amount of pre-cum that was just pouring fourth from his tip lubing up Roses mouth making her rythmic sucking and licking go smoother and slicker around his dick.

Rose enjoyed the sound of John's moaning. It reminded her of the early days when they first started dating and making out; John made moans and it made her feel so empoered and she still did. Rubbing her tongue on the underside of John's cock, she hummed a bit, allowing the vibration to go through his length, stroking him with her other hand. At this point, she still thought she was fairly bad with blowjobs and the like, but as long as John liked it, she would do what she always did. John didn't know why Rose was so good at doing this and at this point he didn't care. She she started humming on his cock John arched his back and the vibrations traveled deep into the shaft. John could tell Rose enjoyed the feeling of dominating him during sex and she loved to hear him moan, so that's what he did. John didn't care if the others heard him he let the moans flow freely enjoying every second of the blowjob. The moment John started to moan louder, Rose decided to quicken her pace on his erection, spit beginning to gather on his shaft as she moaned as well, causing more vibrations to go up through him. A hand trailed up his hip and chest, reaching for one of John's, clasping it gently ans entwining the fingers together as a sign of her feelings for him. Shifting closer, Rose managed to get up to John's balls into her mouth, sucking and pulling back to just his head, sucking some more there.

The feeling of Rose deep throating him and sucking on his balls drove John to the edge of cumming. "Rose...I'm about to...cum again..." He said between loud moans. John could feel all of his senses begin to leave him as the pleasure got to be more than he could handle. Without thinking he grabbed the back of Roses head and pushed her head almost down to the base of his shaft and began cumming with even greater vigor than he did in the tree house. Rose allowed John to do what he wished, accepting the cum into the back of her throat. It tasted salty but not altogether disgusting. She could handle the amount that went into her mouth and swallowed; the rest dribbled once again down the side of her mouth. Pulling back from his softening cock, Rose smiled up at John, wiping the remainder of the semen from her chin, licking it off as she leaned up and kissed him gently. "Have I sated your cravings for a while longer?" she murmured against his lips, gazing up into his blue eyes, her lisp still curved upward into a smile. John could barely speak. "Sorry...about forcing you...I just got...excited..." He apologized though heavy breaths. John hoped that he didn't hurt Rose, he always wanted her to feel loved when they had sex not just used, so he used his hand to reach down and rub her soaking lips as she laid next to him. Rose shook her head. "There was no forcing on either of our parts. I was more than willing to do that. The sounds you make are quite endearing. I like heaing them." When he rubbed her, she closed her eyes and leaned her head against his shoulder, a small breathy moan escaping her, wriggling around slightly.

John was so relieved to know that Rose wasn't mad at him for forcing her head down. But he still felt bad because he was the only one who was pleased. He instered his index finger deepinto her pussy. He drew his finger in and out in a slow rythmic fashion being sure to feel every inch he could with his finger. He wanted some sort of sign of her pleasure to make sure what he was doing was right. Rose continued to moan against John's shoulder, but they were louder as he felt more of her. She clutched at his arms a bit and bit her bottom lip in a way to keep the loud sounds down. A hand went up to his cheek and she turned it down to her, kissing him again withpassio and moaning against his lips then. Absently, she began to buck her hips against his finger, urging him to do more and go deeper, as if begging for more. John could feel Rose pushing her hips asking for a rougher and deeper fingering. John inserted two more fingers and used his thumb to rub and play with her clit while he fingered her roughly. "Do you like that?" He asked in part to tease and in part for some real confirmation of his actions. Another moan, higher in pitch than the previous ones, escaped Rose as she nodded her approval of John's new movements. She couldn't nod any harder or faster, in fact; she clutched at his shirt collar, bunch the fabric tightly in her his as she buried her face into his shoulder. Her hips continued to buck against his fingers and it was all Rose could do to not just fuck them. He was too amazing at what he did but she wasn't complaining, plus she knew that he hadn't been with anyone but her, so the thoughts of him having done this to other girls never even crossed her mind."Please John.. More," Rose said quietly, almost a whimper, which she rarely spoke in, which was a sign of how pleasure she was feeling at that moment. John heard Rose beg, something that was incredebly rare, John inserted his last finger and began forcing them in and out as fast as he could, spilling Roses juices all over her bed. John could feel her clenching so hard on his shirt that she was close to tearing it. Her humping against his hand was desperate and franctic two things he'd never seen in Rose before. He could feel her walls clenching tighter the more he fingered.

Rose moaned louder again, brows furrowed together as she could feel his fingers fill her in a way his cock had in the tree house earlier. It felt amazing; perfect, even, and a sure sign that they were indeed meant to be. Her walls tightened around John's fingers and her breath hitched sharply as she already felt the pressure building in her for an orgasm. "J-John...!' she whimpered out, her breath ragged and heavy as she arched her back so their chests pressed agianst each other, prepraring to cum already. John Felt a warm rush of fluid coat his fingers and palm. He took his fingers out of Rose to see that a clear sweet smelling fuild drenched his hand. He looked at his exausted lover and planted a kiss on her forhead. "Did i do well?" He asked already knowing the answer. John wrapped his arms around Rose bringing her in close smiling all the while. Smiling and breathing heavily, Rose chuckled as John asked how he did. Reaching up, she kissed him gently and laid her head on his chest, an arm wrapping around him as she closed her eyes, exhausted from the day's events. "You did more than well. You did spectauarily..." she murmured to John. "I believe it would be an appropriate time for us to get some rest, so I suggest we do just that. Tomorrow..." She trailed off, opening her eyes as she remembered what the next day was all about. A frown went to her face as she cuddled closer to John, as though he was going to protect her from the mere thoughts. "Tomorrow is our guardian's five year anniversaries... I'm sure everyone would like to do something in their memories...". John felt like his heart should ache at the mention of all that they'd lost but right now, in the warm embrace of the love of his life, his heart was at ease. He could feel Rose tense up and snuggle in closer when she mentioned it. John knew that the next few days would be incredibly hard for Rose, especially now that she let the barrier around her heart. John planted a gentle kiss on the top of her head. "Yeah i'm sure they would...I want to do something just for me and you after that though." He said comfortingly. Rose was glad to have John by her side, especially now of all times, at such a hard time in her life. She closed her eyes once more, trying hard not to think about her mother, and smiled lightly at John's kiss. "Oh? And what exactly do you have in mind for us to do afterward?" she asked, not sure what he could have planned, if anything yet.

John was glad Rose felt better now even if it was ever so slightly. "Well that would ruin the suprise wouldn't it? I will tell you i'm going to give you a gift." He said with a slightly suspicious smile. John just hoped he was able to peak Roses curiosity. "Come on let's get some rest. Tomorrow won't be an easy day." A gift. Well, her suspicions of it being a small prank was lowered, even just a bit. But she still couldn't tell with John. Nevertheless, she didn't allow herself to dwell on the idea of what his 'surprise' was. Instead she sat up and smiled down at him, pecking the tip of his nose. "Very well. Rest will come easilyfor us tonight, I'm sure. But first, I must change into more appropriate attire for the night." She slipped off her bed and went to her dresser, where she took out a pair of dark grey shorts and a royal blue tank top, undressing out of her day clothes and into the PJs. Once finished, she smiled toward John and headed back to her bed, removing her headband and placing it on the nightstand beside her bed as she did. "You know, I don't believe it can be very comfortable sleeping in all those clothes you have on. Don't men normally just sleep in their boxers? It's alright if you wish to wear just that," she told the black-haired male with a soothing smile, not meaning anything but what she said for once that day. John thought for a moment that she wanted to go again but he was relieved when he saw her soothing smile. Going at it three times in one day would be too much for most people and john was no exception. He quickly stripped down to his boxers and got under the covers of Roses bed. When she climbed in with him he didn't hesitate to wrap his girlfriend. "I feel so happy right now Rose...I really do." John thought back to the days when he seriously considered taking his own life. He began to shake slightly as he remembered how close he came to never knowing this feeling of love.