Thank you guys, well i guess its gonna be teeny bit long, but don't worry if you want i will skip some parts. just let me know what you think i should do , that's all i care about.

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well here it is anyways: chapter 2


Forks was beautiful I couldn't deny that, green ferns and the small local shops that were sprinkled across the road and the friendly smiles and nodes as everyone saw who were in the car already made me feel like home. But it felt weird to weird almost alien weird. I realized that when I stopped breathing everyone else in the car stopped breathing too , even my dad and now that I realize this must be really hard for him living with us for more than just two weeks every summer, if it was just me this would have been a lot easier - i think.

We all exchanged some comments about the weather and school but then the boys talked about Joey's car and then sports, which made me lose interest in the conversation, I'll just have to talk to dad when we get to his house.

Eventually we made it to Charlie's, well in this case it is ours lived in a quite a small three bed roomed house with a crooked chimney and walls tinted with yellow and white door and white framed windows that were covered with a pale cream curtain - which all to me look very inviting. My mother wanted lots of kids, and so did dad - reluctantly - but that was in the old days. Those were the only kind of days their marriage had — the early ones.

It only took one trip - for Gabe - to get all my things up.

I got a small little bedroom in the west wing, that faced the front yard. Joey and Gabe had to share the Attic which was transformed into a bedroom and Aaron is in a little bedroom in the south, right next to the bathroom and Charlie's room, sucker.

My bedroom still had that cream and lilac wallpaper I grew so close too, my scribbles and doodles were still on it from when I was a kind, although most of the drawings on the walls, I can't make sense of. The room was familiar; it had been belonged to me since I was born. The wooden floor, where I learnt to crawl, or during that summer of 2004 where I got sick and puked all over this floor. the peaked ceiling,that still has those glow in the dark stars on that Charlie stuck on and the purple curtains, that were to dark for the room but yet I still love. These were all a part of my childhood in every aspect.

The only changes Charlie had ever made were switching the crib for the ivory frame bed decorated with those flower lights mom gave to charlie when I was scared of the dark. There was an old dark purple closet and chest which frankly belong in a horror movie . there are also the pictures I drew,the pictures of wolves, flowers,trees and my family that I drew over the years .In the small corner a small white desk with a laptop sat there in that empty space .I walked up to it thrilled that they got me a laptop,when I opened the lid I saw a small note it read:

bells this is just a present from me and your mom, she told you had planned this whole thing and i guess i wanted to get you something

p.s:make sure you share this with your brothers.

dad.

Great dad. Just great,do you expect me to share everything with my brothers,hey how about I share my organs with them too while we're at it. I silently cursed at the ceiling and groaned flopping on to the was nice to be alone for once, to not have your brothers screaming at your face every five seconds or you mom annoying you with petty little of the best things about charlie is that he doesn't' hover.

Gabe and me have been the closest in the family. We have always stuck together, even before birth, in our mothers womb but sometimes he doesn't even get me. Sometimes I wondered if I was seeing the same things through my eyes that the rest of the world was seeing through theirs. Maybe there was a glitch in my brain. But the cause didn't matter. All that mattered was the effect. And tomorrow would be just the beginning.

I was ivory-skinned, without even the excuse of blue eyes or red hair, despite the constant sunshine. I had always been slender, but soft somehow, obviously not an athlete; I didn't have the necessary hand-eye coordination to play sports without humiliating myself — and harming both myself and anyone else who stood too close. When I finished putting my clothes in the old pine dresser, I took my bag of bathroom necessities and went to the communal bathroom to clean myself up after the day of travel. I looked at my face in the mirror as I brushed through my tangled, damp hair. Maybe it was the light, but already I looked sallower, unhealthy. My skin could be pretty — it was very clear, almost translucent-looking — but it all depended on color. I had no color here. Facing my pallid reflection in the mirror, I was forced to admit that I was lying to myself. It wasn't just physically that I'd never fit in. Everyone already judged me depending on my brothers. What was the chances here?

I didn't sleep well that night, even after I was done crying. The constant whooshing of the rain and wind across the roof wouldn't fade into the background.

I pulled the faded old quilt over my head, and later added the pillow, too. But I couldn't fall asleep until after midnight, when the rain finally settled into a quieter drizzle.

Thick fog was all I could see out my window in the morning, and I could feel the claustrophobia creeping up on me. You could never see the sky here; it was like a cage.

Forks high school had a total of three hundred and fifty seven-now sixty one students. In my sophomore class back home, there were about seven expect us to be the new kids from sunny paradise Arizona, they would expect us to be tan and blonde with piercing blue eyes - none of us are tan, blonde or have piercing blue eyes. I sighed a deep sigh grabbed my bag and walked down the stairs slowly taking my time,when suddenly Aaron pushed me out of his way and I painfully skidded down a couple of steps and landed on the hard oak floor with a THUD!

"Ow" I howled as I bashed my knees against the floor. Joey and Gabe ran in the hallway and bent down protectively.

"You okay bells " Gabe asked lifting me up.

" Gabe go get some ice " Joey suggested, while he brushed his hair with soft strokes as his curls bounced up and down.

" I'm fine,I'm fine keep your hair on " I mumbled ignoring the stab in my knees.

" bells how many times do I have to tell you its not a wig" Joey rolled his eyes and went back to the mirror to brush his hair.

" Looks too floppy to be real" I mumbled as I went to get some toast and stuffed it in my mouth and looked at the time, half an hour left oh god.

" Hey by the way where's dad" I muffled as I tried to swallow the toast.

" WHAT! " Aaron screamed at me. Gabe rolled his eyes and ate his toast while reading the forks high school welcome letter.

I swallowed down my toast and screamed back "WHERES DA- "

" He went to work and he left a note" Joey said absentmindedly spraying cologne and finishing up touches in his hair. Joey, me and Gabe all have the same curly mahogany hair but theirs just have more bounce, mostly because it's shorter but Aaron's hair is like a wild bush, it's rough and hard to brush and also hard to wash, I have no clue who he got his hair from. Gabe and joey also have the prominent cheekbones and strong muscular jaws, like those models but they never wanted to do that. Aaron mostly has baby fat still in his cheeks with the dimples but he has the same upturned nose like me and Gabe's although he has glistening green eyes while me, Joey and Gabe all have milk brown eyes.

I sighed absentmindedly eating my toast whilst looking at the clock twenty minutes left. HURRY UP YOU GUYS! I screamed in my head and Joey and Gabe gave me the oddest of looks. I just smiled a tight smile in response and looked down at the floor, analyzing the tile patterns carefully. That was odd, It was almost like they knew what I was thinking. This is just pathetic, they're my brothers there's nothing wrong with them, Forks must be driving me mad already.

I looked up to see that Joey was on his phone and Gabe was talking to Aaron about what girls would see in him, my opinion nothing. With a quick sigh of relief, seeing that they can't read my mind, I washed mine and Aaron's plates and cups and then shrugged on my coat which had the feel of a bio-hazard suit — and headed out into the rain.

It was slightly drizzling and that sent shivers down my spine. oh i hate the rain. Joey's car came in the morning when most of us was still sleeping, thank god for that or we had to go in the police cruiser and nobody wanted that. Joey's Car was a ford mustang Shelby, Phil Gave him the car so that he can ' bond ' or something with his stepson, He liked Joey better than Gabe, he never payed Gabe any attention because mom doesn't either, I'm the only person who does well besides Joey and Aaron as well.

The car was a deep blood red,painted with black stripes. Finding the school wasn't that difficult its just travelling with Aaron - for even a short period of time- is always frustrating. The school was, like most other things, just off the highway. It was not obvious that it was a school; only the sign, which declared it to be the Forks High School. It looked like a collection of matching houses, built with maroon-colored bricks. There were so many trees and shrubs I couldn't see its size at first. Where was the feel of the institution? I wondered nostalgically. Where were the chain-link fences, the metal detectors?

We abruptly stopped and went to find a parking space. Joey swiveled around the Parking lot like a maniac, just for fun causing most of the students to look our way, great more attention. We finally parked beside a Silver Volvo which was surprisingly the nicest car here and it stood out more than our car. I smiled at that thought and from the corner of my eye I saw Gabe smile slightly too. My brow furrowed at that, he still can't be reading my mind can he? or maybe i'm just getting paranoid again. Stupid Forks, it's driving me mad.

We walked - in a row- up a little path in the corner which said front office . The office was surprisingly much warmer than Charlie's house and too brightly lit, making me squint my eyes. The office was much smaller than the one's in Arizona. It had a little waiting area with yellow padded chairs and a ' Go Spartans ' banner above it. It had a dull grey carpet and notices and leaflets cluttering the walls and magazines covered the table in the waiting area. Plants grew everywhere in large plastic pots, reminding me of the small forest that grew beside Charlie's house.

There were three desks behind the counter, one of which was manned by a large, red-haired woman wearing glasses. She was wearing a purple t-shirt, which immediately made me feel overdressed.

The red-haired woman looked up. "Can I help you?"

" Yeah we're the swan, we are supposed to start today " Joey said in a deep voice, and the woman's eyes widened further.

We were expected, a topic of gossip no of the Chief's flighty ex-wife, come home at last.

" Oh " She gasped, looking back at Gabe and Joey. She smoothed down her shirt and smiled a welcoming grin. "Of course," she said. She dug through a precariously stacked pile of documents on her desk till she found the ones she was looking for. "I have your schedule right here, and a map of the school." She brought several sheets to the counter to show us.

" Excuse me mam, but my little brother is in middle school " Joey stated pulling Aaron beside him.

" He can stay behind, if that's alright, I will show him to his school " She fluttered her eyes behind her thick glasses. Joey coughed uncomfortable while Gabe was trying to cover up his laugh, his red blush didn't help.

She went through my classes for us, highlighting he best route to each on the map, and gave us a slip to have each teacher sign. Occasionally throwing Joey some looks as well. Isn't he too young, added my subconscious side comment and at that thought from the corner of my eye I saw Gabe snicker even more his cheeks becoming crimson and than he tried to cover it with a cough. This is getting weird.

As we got our slips, lessons and map sheets,we walked back to the car park and began searching for the classes, luckily Gabe was in most of my classes.


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Anyways I suppose your wondering what i think Bella's brothers look like. well that up to your imagination, well i will tell you guys at the end what I think they look like.

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